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2018.02.10 21.18 LOVE LETTER TO LONDON (Spoken Word Poetry) / England Travel Video LOVE LETTER TO LONDON (Spoken Word Poetry) / England Travel Video (x) ➡️ https://youtu.be/4KXMIA4DjS4 |
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2016.09.10 10.49 Same song, different day. Hi, everyone. New here, so I thought I'd just post the first blog I wrote here. Hope that's okay. So. Where to begin? I suppose I should introduce myself. My name is Jessica, and I suffer from extreme depression/anxiety and agoraphobia. For those of you unfamiliar with agoraphobia, it is a condition that basically boils down to a fear of open/public spaces. I was unable to even leave my home for years. I was truly on the verge of suicide towards the end because I just could not do it anymore. I recently went to a hospital and sought help. I am now about to start out-patient treatments for my condition so things are really starting to look up. I was also a victim of the flood that happened here in Louisiana recently. Lost EVERYTHING. Not helpful in terms of recovery but I am coping as best I can. I think the hardest part is just trying to socially interact with the world again. It's extremely hard for me to even talk to people. And the worst part? I used to be a writer. Everyone that knew me- friends, family, and random people that read my work- really thought that was what I would end up doing for a living. Since the depression set in I have not written word in almost 7 years. THIS is the first time I have written anything since then, so please excuse this poor first attempt. People like to look at those like me and say, "Suck it up. Go outside. Be happy." Well. You might as well tell someone that was just shot to "Suck it up and stop bleeding." Mind over matter will only take you so far unless you get actual help. I am hoping this is a good start for me.. so fingers crossed. I just want my life back. I want to be the person who could laugh easily and freely. I want to be the person who could sit and write for hours at a time with no thought; just letting the words flow from my mind to my fingers. It use to be so easy. To anyone suffering from these things, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I think that's the best introduction I can do for now. Until next time. Jessica G. Mood:  curious
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2016.07.31 20.38 His Mark in Atlanta I saw his graffiti everywhere. He did it when the city slept. There weren't as many cameras back then. He made time his. One day, I was in a record store. Browsing thru the "local" section. Then I saw a picture of his graffiti on a CD. His own. I still laugh about it. He is a legend. -------from "Regional" |
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2016.02.21 23.08 Flexing Sexing, hexing your mind. Perplexingly hardworking I stay on that grind. Got my time spent on Learning to find out new shit Burning to sign my initials Emblazoned in the sky Wish you was here with me Guess you are, I still cry "Not mine." All the time. Par for the course, I've decided. Of course, that's a lie. Why? Because when it weighs on my mind I'm blind with a rage that cuts like two knives stapled together And binded in blood Signed "whatever" and sliced Like a pie and I've never Been so right now in my life. All right? Well. What else is there? Pray tell me my decision Was wrong enough to lead me Right into you Side swiped, barely alive Clutching my last breath before I die. |
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2015.10.26 20.53 Что круче рыбий зевок или утиные губы? Оригинал взят у  skaznov в Что круче рыбий зевок или утиные губы? |
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2015.02.10 16.31 <input ... > People, people, it wouldn’t hurt to comment now and then, you know. The stats show a ton of traffic coming in every day; mayyybee let us know what you think in the comments? Just a thought. Like0 |
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2014.07.16 11.17 Horror story concept, yay or nay? This is a short little concept that I came up with for a creative writing module in University last semester, although it wasn't the final idea I chose to write about, I'm hoping to get some feedback on here and if people seem to like it I can work on changing it into a short story. ( Click to Read MoreCollapse )Mood:  pensive
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2014.07.02 12.32 Piedras, palos o botellas  He tratado de aguantar y por las calles manifestar e tratado de olvidar que al sistema hay que cagar Me han tratado de reprimir con su sucio verde gris pero ahora a demostrar que unidos somos mil!!! Vamos todos a la calle, vamos todos a luchar piedras palos o botellas todos juntos a cargar porque la lucha es de todos y nunca vamos a caer piedras, palos o botellas todos juntos hacia él Ahora que estamos acá, no vamos a retobar vamos todos hacia el frente sin mirar nunca hacia atrás porque la lucha es de todos y nunca vamos a caer piedras, palos o botellas todos juntos hacia el vamos todos a la calle...!!! Música: Absurda Realidad Tema: Piedras palos o botellas Link: https://vimeo.com/99746079 Photo: deoxyt2 |
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