today rocked.

Nick, nicole, me, justin





Nicole and I :)




Justin and I

today was alot of good fun, besides me only getting 5 hours of sleep after spending 2 days awake and burning my palm on a partially melted spatula. Oh, and falling down the stairs, and getting yelled at for comming home 2 hours late.
:) lol
book sales tomorow AGH.
and then reduction writting at michaels.
goody goody cant wait
i feel sick
but i dont have a fever
i checked
and i took a tylenol.
soo..

i am scared that i am turning into an emo monstor. Seriously, I've heard vindicated a bunch of times but all of a sudden its doing weird things to me. Like making me want to sing along at the top of my lungs and gives me this weird theres something trapped inside of me that wants to get out type feeling. It's creepy. And on the way home from alans, vindicated, epiphany and broken played in a row and i thought i was gonna die. WHY THE DELUGE OF EMO MUSIC?? It's affecting me.

In other news, I suck at air hockey. I still persist that alan is cheating somehow..lol.

again i was reminded that homecomming is almost a month away...the question remains: do i care?

so yes, ashton's lingerie themed party was last night. Ignore my entry last night, i wasn't really..alive. Lol. SO yeah..all i have to say about that is the party didnt end till 6 am and it the ending of it involved flour..hehe..*cackles*

anyways mango kool-aid+ coconut something or another.. is quite tasty...

alan's party si tongiht! woot! and then off to see Scapino at HFCC Sunday and THEN MONDAY BEGINS SCHOOL. gah.
and tuesday i work by myself for the first time. *quakes* i'm a bit nervous.
just a bit?
yeah.

i walked home from ashtons today and i was talking to myself the entire time..
i felt special.

OMG and thsi creepy kid driving a truck liek winked at me and then pulled over to the curb and i got scared, he like waved me over, but i just kept walking. i thought he might kidnap me, lol.

hmm... so I am at a party but i have ended my partying mode because i have a headache and well yes. it is 230 or so in the morning. yes well i guess i dont have much of else to say.... lol good night.

yesterday was entertaining.. always good fun to have ppl appear at ur door.
um yeah and hopefully tonight will b some good times as well. .

i guess i dont really have anything else to say..

Somtimes I think people entirely miss the point of things I'm trying to say. I'm not even good at subltity so one would think that they would catch on, but no..:-/
Oh well. I'm in a pissy mood because my mother just gave me(for the 100th time) the "your brother's scholarship ran out and we have to pay tution for the semester so stop asking me for money" speech. I swear she's memorized the amount just so she can bring it out whenever she wants a reason to miserableize me.( i just made that word up). I mean, yeah okaY I have a job but I havn't gotten paid yet and there is a total of 36 dollars in my bank account. What'dya want me to do!?
God i hate being poor. I am marrying a rich, wealthy man and reaping in the benefits. that's it! I mean, sure i won't marry him JUST for the money, i'll make sure he's nice and all that first. Call me a gold-digger, go ahead. I don't care, I'm sick of not having money.

I gave myself one of those salt-ice burns last night and it itches. what the hell.
in case anyone's interested: put a little heap of salt on DRY skin, take a fresh ice cube and press down HARD. You'll feel a tingling sensation and then Boom. Now, when you take away the ice cube your skin is gonna like really weird and wrinkled and it'll feel..tight, like its over stretched. That goes away in about 5 minutes and leaves the burn.
mazel mazel, good times.


somebody told me that you had a boyfriend that looked a girlfriend i had in febuary of last year....