
I am so tired of trying to be the person people need, like I want to talk but I don't trust some people, I feel like I bird in a cage. I also fk up a friendship, they might press charges if I disrespect their boundaries again, I didn't mean it do it, I was just trying to be myself and have fun but now I'm afraid and I just don't want to talk to anyone because I'm scared of losing another friend, but I also don't want to talk but I feel like I need to talk about something, anything just to feel like I'm not trapped in my own body. I don't want to be that person that suddenly goes distant but I'm scared and just tired of my life, of my emotions, of my body. I know my bf cares but sometimes I don't want to tell him things and I hate that I do that, I hate that I don't tell him when something's wrong. I just don't know what to do anymore. Anyways sorry for the long rant I just had to

should I take pics well I'm at Disney and post it on my tiktok?