Up there in the range of 9/11 and my father's death.\

I'm serious. Unfortunantly, dead serious.

First was the Boston bombings, which everyone already knows. Then it was the plant that exploded in West, TX. Again, something everyone knows.

But then my brother's roommate hangs himself, and my brother is the one to find his body. That one, no one knows about, and I don't really want people to know about it, but I don't know what to do. I'm a method actor, and when I don't know what to do about a situation is to put myself in the other person's shoes and my imagination runs wild and now I see people hanging from the ceiling when I'm trying to fall asleep. And I don't need to be freakin' out because my brother's already freakin' out and I'm trying to supportive and what the hell do I do? I give him space, I give him a shoulder to cry on, and generally allow him as much time with our mom and our sister, because he is closer to those two than me. But I'm also worried about my mom, who is not sleeping and having to drive him back and forth from school because he can't stay alone on campus even though they moved him out of their room already, and my sister, who just had to deal with her own incident when someone who was high on drugs jumped into traffic and she was the driver of the car that hit him second (yeah, the guy died). And I don't know what to do...what do I do? Is there anything else I can do to help them?

So sorry, but i feel like I just need to do this. Memes and non-personal stuff may stay open, but personal stuff is being friend locked. If you wanna be friends with me, just comment and I'll add you. No problem. I just don't want random people knowing everything about me. Everything I posted already will probably stay open, but if there comes a time when I can change all of it, then I probably will.

If you want to see my graphics, you can go to 3carcrashhearts and see them. All graphics will be moved from here to there, anyway, so, have fun.

 

urm, since there are no new Beatles songs coming out, wouldn't they all be considered classic?

Sorry, had to give a smart ass comment.

And the answer is "Here Comes the Sun" or "Let It Be." Fantastic songs!

Due to the busy-ness of the day, not really an updat, but I thought I should share this:

I'm finally going to renew my library card today. Is it ridiculus how excited I am to be going to the library this afternoon? I remember going to it as a kid all the time, because I simply loved reading. Now, I tend to just buy my books, because I want to read them over and over. Now that money is a bit tight, this is the second best option....I miss it, honestly. Just sitting on the floor in the library, reading the back covers trying to figure out if I want to read it, or if I read it already. If only my stomach would behave!

Okay, alot of people here already know this, but my car has been named "The Precious"

I was a huge LotR fan at the time, and my car is gold and was unattainable at the time (I didn't have my license and couldn't drive it)

ANd the sad part is...I'm starting to look for a new car...my car is 10 years old and I'm afraid that the next thing that goes wrong with it will leave me carless...I love my car but I'm outgrowing it...

Well, normally I would agree, but I think my cats enjoy calling me "slave"....wait, what was the question....

"...oh dear GOD, you're not married yet? Where's your record label and why aren't you singing anymore? OH kitties...I forgive you..."

1. "If I walked around the north pole counter to the rotation of the earth, could I go back in time?"
2. "Don't give back the check! Don't give back the check! Don't give back the check!"
3. "Ow, that hurt."
4. "Okay, it takes x minutes to get to y, so I need to leave x2 minutes so I have time to do z."
5. "God, Michael Weatherly is so hot..."

Divorce by default....

Oh, my God...this is the stupidest idea in the world....okay, maybe not the stupidest but very close to it...We already have people not respecting the sanctity of marriage (Britney Spears 55 hour marriage, anyone?).

We won't let gays and lesbians marry, but to put an expiration date on marriage? IDIOTIC!

If we can divorce at any time we want, we should be able to marry WHO we want....

Sorry, that topic just pushed my buttons...

Here is a meme you must all do. Fill out your answers and put them in a comment.
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?