Only God can see all of me, and He’ll surely know that I just wanna live my life.

I wanna wake up in the morning, say my prayers and sing to God.  Proceed to my ‘workstation’.  My workstation will consist of a curve-like table with a rotating chair, two or three computer systems, a powerful internet connection, uninterrupted power supply and an Air Conditioner.

I wanna start up my day pouring all my overnight ideas into my computer system. How? Programming.

I wanna achieve my goals, I wanna solve problems, I wanna work under no tension, I want ideas to flow from my head into my fingers and onto my laptop screen, I wanna see outputs.

I wanna hear from God the next step to always take, I wanna court His full direction, I want my heart to be set on fire for Him, till eternity.  I wanna lavish praise on Him.

I just want to be lost in the world of my dreams and connect to reality.

I don’t wanna stick to this stereotyped lifestyle of lectures, lectures and lectures… Why won’t someone just allow me???