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chrucifer
11 July 2013 @ 04:23 am
May you live all your LIFE
surrounded by the people willing to stay by ur side at DEATH
 
 
chrucifer
13 December 2012 @ 04:44 am
It's Sad that you can't fix everthyng that Frustrates you.
 
 
 
chrucifer
09 November 2012 @ 02:31 am
Nice  
I like being Nice
But when is too nice too nice?
I am nice equaly to everyone (non spouse wise)
Yet I feel as fi i am wrong.
I get mad easier at the things my wife does (that I disagree with) and let it go when others do the similar things.
I think it's because I care less about the other people and it hurts more when I wife does it.
I can be nice- but I guess not all the time, and apaprently at the wrong time.
anyway...Have a NICe day.
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Current Location: Niceville
 
 
chrucifer
08 November 2012 @ 02:26 am
DEBT  
THE DEBT OF SIN IS NON TRANSFERABLE NOR MAY IT BE DEFAULTED.
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Current Location: ?
 
 
 
chrucifer
19 October 2012 @ 06:26 am
Don't Give up
Don't give in
Don't say no
Don't stay quiet
Don't stop
DON"T as much as you can during your life.
 
 
 
chrucifer
17 October 2012 @ 05:03 am
God gave us the Ability
Not the right
to hurt one another.
 
 
 
chrucifer
05 September 2012 @ 11:53 pm
Relationships....UNLIKE a mirror, must be 2 sided to properly work.
 
 
Current Music: Mirror Mirror on da wall
Current Location: 7 yrs bad luckland
 
 
chrucifer
30 August 2012 @ 01:14 am
No it's not the kids asking...it's me.
Where we can enjoy one's company without having to reassure we love one another.
Where we can gather with friends and not worry how "we look" to them.
Where we can argue about an issue and RESOLVE the issue so it never arises again.
Where we can go places without one another..and it not mean we are doing a bad thing
Where we have independance and not dependance.
Where we don't feel we have to get away from it all...cuzz we are away from it all.

Well? I am there..I am just waiting for you.
 
 
Current Music: rancid
Current Location: lonelytown
 
 
 
chrucifer
24 August 2012 @ 04:10 am
God I wish i knew who I was.
Not who I am, since that is always changing
Tuff guy/nice guy/asshole/caregiver/defender/offender.
I can't stay the same person, but wish I stayed one way "for a while"
I lose GOD and find him, He finds me- but I don't acknowledge it.
I LOVE my wife, but can't be ME
She has found her "perfect" person,
And I accept her imperfections (mental not physical)
I have so many co-workers that I wish I could be friends with
I am so many people- Just afraid to be myself.
I know if I'm me- I will lose it all.
I guess I can leave myself 'lost"...for now.
 
 
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Location: my mind
 
 
chrucifer
22 August 2012 @ 02:40 am
It's weird how you find things when your not looking.
When you look it's harder to find anything.
And when you really want to find something, it almost disappears completely.
So test # 1...
I will not look for myself or want to look for myself. EVER!