You know the phrase 'dust to dust' and well, vampires turn into dust, well, somehow this got me to think that...

...we could all just be a bunch of dust walking around?

That's umm...funny?

God, damn it all.

I hate discovering which of my unfinished fic I don't have anymore. *mopes*

This huge David/Alexis fic that never got finished. I think maybe Snow saw it, but it never got to see the light of day...

That Angel/Connor I was working on...

My Nathan/Simon/Alan that never got finished. The Dom!Simon ficathon I never finished.

I suppose there's some that did make it onto LJ that's salvagable, but God, I had some good stuff...

( I'm sorry, the sudden urge to curse overtook meCollapse )

*sigh* I was doing so good not actually looking at my files to see what was gone, and then Bam! I so blame prehistoric_sea!

*sigh*

*mopes*

Think of all the lost pr0n! OH! And the vampire in the Garden of Eden crack!fic! Gone! Woe!

So...

I don't want to re-live the last three days, so I'll make this brief.

My hard drive died Thursday night.

Data recovery was too expensive, thus I lost the last eight months of my files.

So...all of that Wes/Spike/Angel story is gone. There's some other fic and things that I wrote that are gone too, but I'm just not thinking about it. They're gone and there's nothing I can do.

There's some other stuff that's gone that I'm upset about, but I've my thesis project and everything prior to that, so I don't really have any room to bitch. And it's my fault anyway.

That being said, the shop was speedy and my computer was still under warranty, so they got it back to me today. At least it was only a weekend without my fifth appendage. Needless to say, I missed you all a bunch.

*hugs FG to pieces for keeping me sane with text msgs*

*pets the 'new' computer and checks out online data backup possibilities*

So...funny story.

( The state of me this weekCollapse )

/end much longer story than anticipated.

Dear Whirled, ;P

I did not suck at life today.

I did not win, either (Dave did, because he found the missing tapes at work today), but I am happy to not have sucked and to have gotten a quick note of thanks for yesterday even though I sucked. (Not in a good way. What? You know I had to say it. :P)

Now, if only there was only someone in my kitchen doing the dishes. If they were pretty, I wouldn't mind either.

Off to tag my lovely girls or boys, depending on how you look at it, and *then* do the dishes.

*toddles off*

The pretty flocked Chris/David picture in killerweasel's journal didn't hurt things either.

*big fat sigh*

Today sucked.

I don't think I'm even going to try to brave the cold and go watch House.

*snuggles under the covers*

Is it just me, or is it funny that the thing that scares you the most can also be the thing you want the most, or vice versa?

*tosses that out to the universe*




Also? I wrote some crack!fic wherein it's a vampire and a man in the garden of eden instead of a man and a woman this morning. Hooray for the crack.

Does anyone know anything about theferretgirl? Anybody heard from her? Like in the past day or two? I'm worried...

Yes, yes it is.

It's all very anticlimactic, but hey, it's done. I was pleased with my presentation, the reviewers (critics) seemed to like it, but my professor said not a word. That was a little bumming, but whatever. She's silly anyway.

DONE!!

Now, time for sleep, but...I'm being forced out to dinner.

*zonks out while eating*

*peeks around the corner*




I'm baaaaaaaack...

*wipes brow*

Omg, I can't believe it's been this long.

So, the computer repair people were supposed to call, "by the end of the week." Haven't heard from 'em. But wouldn't matter if I had, because their subcontractor that's going to be doing the work closes at noon on Fridays anyway. So with the three day weekend and the *two* day time to install the screen, that leaves me with getting my computer on Thursday.

The WEEK before my final presentation.

( Cut for dramaCollapse )

I feel awful not having been around for so long. I expect everyone will have forgotten all about me by the time I get back to posting in any regular fashion. June 17th is the end all date of school stress, but the next day I start driving east and my mom's got us at 3 weeks traveling/sight-seeing/visiting time. So that's like a whole 'nother month without you all. *clings* And then so on and so forth of getting a job, moving, finding an apartment, etc.

Well anyway, I'm missing you, and I hope things are going good for people. Needless to say, I haven't been able to check my flist much. Hope everyone has a lovely long weekend here in the states. *hugs*

( And some flowers for FG - beware the image heaviness and long loading time.Collapse )

I think versaphile said it, but I definitely agree. 2006 sucks.

So... What's the lastest suckage, you ask?

Someone broke into my car yesterday and stole my cd player and my cds. I'm actually more upset about the cds. 24 of 'em. And they were the good ones. All my Franz Ferdinand, the new Fiona Apple cd... There were a few mix cds that are easily replaceable, but that's still 21 of my cds gone. That was probably more money than the cd player at least spending wise, even if I'm sure it's not in resale. Insurance is covering the rest, but still, just one more thing. And of course this would happen right before I have to do a bunch of driving. Oh, and the police still haven't called me back. That makes me feel really great. ...And my computer is *still* in the shop.


Thanks, life. I love you, too.


In happier news, I saw "Thank You For Smoking" last night. Adam Brody was so cute. Aaron Eckhart was awesome, and really so was the rest of the cast. It was very amusing and enjoyable, I thought, but then I didn't have high expectations for it. Previews: "Tristram Shandy" looks funny, and "Joyeux Noel" looks really heart-breaking. Man, it's been a long time since I've been to a movie.

*snogs you all*

Another week!!!

Woe, woe, woe. *facepalm*

They finally called after having it a week...

*kicks computers*

If I could afford a new one...

Bleah.

I'm not dead, I swear!

My laptop screen died in the middle of getting ready for my midterm presentation, and I am computerless for a week to 10 days while they fix it! *clings* I called today and they haven't even looked at it! It's been there two days already! I could fix it myself if I had the parts, gorramit!

Sorry, for the radio silence. It will probably continue...

My flist will probably be at skip eleventymillion by the time I can check it properly again.

*hugs* Send me random comments so I don't go through withdrawal! Anything!

Just in case not *everybody* saw it...

I am the loveliest one. The loveliest one.*

*Very large, very not work safe DB image