Hey all, I know this is weird seeing as how I haven't posted in a long time. But I figured I'd share the news for any friends still on LJ.

On September 5th my daughter Tallulah was born. She was 8 lbs 6oz.

I'm still alive guys! And kicking I just don't use LJ anymore. I sadly have gotten out of Supernatural so I've migrated away from livejournal :C

However I am back into wrestling full swing writing stories, participating on tumblr and reddit with it so if that is your bag come find me on tumblr, reddit, or A03!

Also as another thing of note all my bookmarks are now on Pinboard so if you have my old delicious link saved make sure you change it. Also I do get some PM's regarding this but, yes I am still giving out PDF's for those who request them. I'm just slower with answering requests at times but I do not ignore them, I also don't update the post as frequently as I used to but who knows? I may update again just very sporadically so don't feel ashamed to ask. I've been getting requests in lately so I wanted to make a blanket statement.

Other than that, Happy 4th to you all! Hope you enjoy it.

Hey all! Almost Christmas time and I'm sitting here in my house with two presents under the tree lol but that's what happens when you've been going to school full time and only have one income coming into the house.

Just thought I would make a little update for you all concerning fandom, this journal and other things and stuff. I'm sure a lot of you have figured out by now that I quit watching Supernatural. I stopped halfway through Season 12 and haven't even went back to watch Season 13. It was slowly becoming something I wasn't enjoying or liking and I didn't want to tarnish my love for it any futher and with that sort of brings down a very long reign of being pretty central to the spn fandom. I don't write supernatural stories anymore, don't necessarily read new things either.

This may leave a lot wondering what is going to happen in the future regarding, presently, my PDF library and my previous stories and things. So I'm here to tell you to RELAX. None of my stories will be deleted and will be archival both on here and my A03 account. My PDF library is still up and operating and I just added some new stories today! Many of the PDF's I have are stories that have been deleted. Believe me I know, I just migrated my bookmarks from delicious to pinboard and have been re-tagging things and deleting dead links so a whole MASS of stories are gone forever except in the confines of my harddrive :D

Another cool thing I've been doing is tagging any of my PDF's I have saved on pinboard with *cherrypdf so you can search for them that way as well. I currently DO NOT USE delicious anymore I have moved everything over to pinboard and plan to delete my delicious so anyone still following delicious needs to move on over to my pinboard.

I'm mainly on tumblr and reddit these days and I have reignited my love affair with wrestling again which has now become my main fandom. My tumblr is about 98% comprised of wrestling with like 2% supernatural. I am writing stories currently for wrestling and doing my fandom gig for wrestling. So if that's something you dig you can join me in the party.

Just figured I'd update you all on what I am doing online now a days since I don't really use LJ anymore. 

*brushes off dust*

Hey everyone long time no see. This isn't going to be a very informative update, just wanted to inform everyone I joined the world of instagram today. Which is very...weird to say the least. I've managed to stay away from twitter/instagram for awhile even if I sort of wanted to join just to keep up with friends/celebrities and what not. So I resisted out of some weird sense of...pride? I guess? Or morals? I don't honestly know. Anyway...I took the plunge and made a instagram. I likely won't post much at least at first. I posted one thing just to try it out. I really just wanted to follow wrestling instagrams and what not to stay up to date.

So if you're curious I am black_cherry619 on instagram. 

It's been a rollercoaster of a ride for me these last few months. This will be my first birthday without my Mom which feels really strange to me, I guess it hasn't really kicked in as of yet. I've been seeing a therapist for my depression and anxiety since it was becoming unmanagable to the point where I felt it was deeply affecting my relationship with my boyfriend. I think in some ways it's helping though. I had to take a certification test yesterday for teaching and the last time I took a test like that I failed and I was so anxious going into that one that I was scared I would fail again. I was anxious but not as bad, and I don't know whether I passed yet or not but I feel confident that I did pass.

We are planning to move out soon, I'm about to finish my last semester of my bachelors degree and things will be changing a lot for me once I graduate. I feel a lot of things in life has changed for the better, and some changes I still am having a hard time adapting too but it's definitely been one hell of a crazy ride.

*insert corny supernatural joke here*

Hello peeps! Just wanted to hop on and wish everyone a Happy Easter weekend.

I also wanted to address the new LJ ToS thing since I've gotten some questions regarding it.

I'm staying on LJ. Just so you all are aware. I already have a dreamwidth and an A03. The goal is to move all of my stories to A03 just because I like their service better for hosting stories and such. I am in the process of moving my delicious account to pinboard as we speak. I would also encourage others to migrate stories to A03 as well. However, I am still on LJ and will likely ride the sinking ship down! No worries. The PDF library will still operate as normal just as everything else of mine. You can catch me at cherry916@dreamwidth or cherry619@A03

The new pinboard will be cherry619@pinboard and I am currently migrating all of my bookmarks (and re-tagging some!) to pinboard instead of delicious so if you have not done so already I highly encourage you to follow the pinboard instead of delicious. And as always I am cherry619@tumblr posting more wrestling now a days then supernatural but I'm still trucking along!

I apologize for not updating this more often. Lately life hasn't been too kind for me but one thing I will say or actually two things is that 1) I GOT A NEW CAR \0/ 2) I finally got in to see a therapist for the anxiety and depression so I think hopefully I can better manage everything.