I am starting a tutoring business... how wondrous.... how great.... how awesome...

this is exciting me.  Why? I dunno. Its just wonderful.  I think I even might do some homework ;) 

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

This song is my new favourite song.  I can just relate to it so much.  Will I ever "get back?" or am I to out of touch, too insane? 

[angelique] don't try to fix me ,i'm not broken... says:
like the cell phone number for the direcror of pubic safety
[angelique] don't try to fix me ,i'm not broken... says:
er
[angelique] don't try to fix me ,i'm not broken... says:
PUBLIC!!!!
[kaylani] the distance between insanity and genius is measure only by sucess. says:
O_O
[angelique] don't try to fix me ,i'm not broken... says:
that's a bad typo
[kaylani] the distance between insanity and genius is measure only by sucess. says:
yes we all know you know the dirrector for pubic safety.  
[angelique] don't try to fix me ,i'm not broken... says:
shut up before I smite you 


Ahh. the joys of MSN.  I has been smited, I suppose! *gasp*! 

Wee.

Sometimes I view my life as just a really bad dream that doesn't go away, and you can't stop.  So welcome.  I think that I need to start thinking about my life as something to cherish and love rather than something that most people try to discard from their memory banks.  It might be a good thing to start.  We'll see.