No Blue Light

by Bushworms

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freyacantsleep The meeting of the minds. Favorite track: Mill Village.
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1.
Arrival 01:39
you felt too ill too much to lie down you won't have to make a single sound you understood the terms of the deal you shook the hand to never heal we're all waiting commiserating
2.
Mill Village 02:14
Antique frozen in a film Oh yeah Mill Village Never strays from his own ilk Oh yeah Mill Village I don't like the way you look at me Oh yeah Mill Village I don't like the things you say to me Amassed bite, show me the battery I can't say that it feels good to me I don't think I know what's good for me You can see straight for a mile Mill Village Turkey vultures swarm his yard Mill Village I don't think he knows what he's done to me Mill Village Dying here is not a luxury
3.
preacher says "no, back to the walls, it's where you belong" preacher says "no, back to the halls, and don't move" and when he stood up the bus was called and fire broke from under his chair "we have your number, sir" and movement stirred the room teacher says "go back" but they didn't run back to their seats teacher says "grow up" but they yearned to feel the heat they claimed they saw his horns and hooves and his white turned to red but some say it was just his bones and the blood pouring out of his head preacher says nothing preacher says nothing now
4.
your world mirror image echoes out of sound always another self your world's a dying clone's playground the present sees you red the other wants your head the present sets you in bed the other wants you dead
5.
No Right 02:25
who carries a lifetime of dead weight? who marries the people they most hate? who voices the wrong truths at wrong times? who poisons the well with the strong-armed line of fire? you'd set yourself aflame with no dog in the fight you just want the world to see you in the light it's sad, you have no right to be mad it's sad, you don't know when you've been had who paints the walls with their own blood then dyes it black and pins it on enemies? who hides behind the cameras but keeps the lens on them?
6.
Attacking from the air makes you a coward Bombing hospitals makes you a coward Tactical starvation makes you a coward You deserve to run from yourself "Never again" has no asterisks
7.
Bat House 01:32
8.
Planet/Star 02:46
I saw the people under the street again skin like paper, eyes like crystal balls beckoned me as larva to a ruined pipeline cadence of dirt running from a world of hurt like glass to an eye coming from a world of worth nothing and growing flowers of speech from the asphalt of bringing up and pushing up Everyone congratulates you Leaving, sonder blown Living until God holds you and Everyone you know
9.
Anchor 02:39
the world knew she was missing her parents told of how they cried every night they said good night to a ghost no one knew how much they lied they kept the cameras on her bed the writing on her sheets all said "dad" he sent out letters in her name the voice on the radio sang "Ahead" they found the bones in her closet hidden by who was closest no eyes and a knife prepared to take another life
10.
Pushing Ill 01:07
lost in everywhere sense of direction fails pushing ill motions forward into an abyss not everything is all-consuming it just hits that weight I can't feel my hands
11.
Dead stock baby it's out of place Saw yourself in somebody's face Last stop baby it's out in space Threw the stone too far I will not tell you when I'm around I will not pull you out of the ground I will make sure that I am not found Anywhere you are Buck shot baby it's not my fault Dragging around in commonwealth salt Peeling your face off of the asphalt Locked inside my car Once I'm sure it's all in my head Putting on shackles that I once shed Come to believe that I always dread Anywhere you are Dead stock baby that's all you are now Once more find that you are hell bound Get the fuck out of my home and my town Couldn't be too far I will not tell you when I'm around I will not pull you out of the ground I will make sure that I am not found Anywhere you are
12.
Fumble 01:14
don't dangle the rope don't fumble the ladder I have nothing left to hide down here it's too cold to let my mind sit still
13.
Acid red, on my shelf It's greater than myself The ceiling always comes through But I don't want to find you I don't want to find you A million ways to stay away It took me nine fucking days A million ways to sign through That I don't want to find you I don't want to find you
14.
Lights Out 00:38
taking on the charge gonna save the world following the leader of the world who you'll never know you're on a farm in the middle of the world place escapes its name you'll never know taking charge to take lights out
15.
Back on it, I can’t drop it I can’t move on, I can’t stop it Shooting off into the sky Someone stop me before I die Check the engine light I don’t have time to make things right
16.
Always You 01:34
Brave sister, you lost control there I can't pretend that I didn't care There's something to be said Everyone asked me what happened to you I couldn't lie, they already knew and it burned me up with dread I live my life here, separate from the class I keep my mouth shut if anyone asks But they always do Something just happened and it might destroy them I can't say if it could happen again But it's always you
17.
walking dust the skids don't hit like they used to tunnel fission no shadow left to lose to no blue light here cage and carrier the worry that hangs like a ruse two words at war and all they're not reduced to

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Undeveloped Polaroid taken by ??? with Freya Lakis's camera. Image of Polaroid destroyed by Fern Spizuco.

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released March 21, 2026

All sounds by Ethan Oliva and Fern Spizuco, mostly recorded in Pittsburgh, PA, but a few of Fern's parts were recorded in different houses in Philadelphia, PA.

Mixed by Ethan Oliva.

Thanks to Blinder.
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