wow.

i realize i never write in this thing anymore. this journal is like, seven years old. christ. a lot has happened since then.

coming to emporia state has been a fantastic experience. i've met so many new and awesome people. attending a "real" college has forced me to see that dodge is such a tiny fish bowl. there's more to life than that and i'm glad i'm finally living.

believe it or not, i'm growing.

there's so much more that i want to say but alas, the natalie is not known for spilling too many emotions at one time.

wait another month.

i have roughly 19 school days left.

it's been so blurry.

spring break starts in 3 1/2 hours.

i need this.

it's 2008. wow. whatever.

i'm looking forward to nothing.

hi everybody.

ah, lazy sunday.

football game yesterday so i had to march. the parents came up for the weekend. good times.

i got a kitty! her name is elphaba, or elphie, and she's a nine week old torty. derek and i adopted her and we love her dearly. ...except when she wakes us up at seven in the morning. silly kitten.

the weather is getting colder and that makes me giddy.

well, here's my update for the month.

goawaytime.

yay. free time.

i'm currently in derek's living room watching him play hockey. imagine that.

my toe hurts.

had to march today. whoever designed the black uniforms for the EMH is a total asshole. it was very hot and very humid and we were all dying. whatever. there's another home game next saturday. i have a solo. go me.

hopefully i'll be going to a she wants revenge concert next friday. that would make me giddy.

i'm hot.

also, GO KU!

gowatchmorehockeytime.

first home football game of the season.
first marching performance in college.

i'm scared.

it's been cold and rainy all morning. at least dr. freeze cancelled this morning's rehearsal. yay lightning!

i'm sleepy. methinks i shall take a nap...

gosleeptime.

christ, i'm conflicted.

i'm alive.

going home tomorrow. hopefully coming back monday. we'll see what the boss says.

school has been going pretty well. i can't really complain. i've finally found my groove and now i'm just waiting for summer again.

it's gonna be a long year.

i need to go pack and clean. kissies.

goawaytime.