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Maze - Chapter XX

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered (20/?)
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language


grande: mazebig


Chapter XX



The knocking on the door were frenetic, whom ever it was seemed pissed. JaeJoong felt expectation, paying attention in any kind of noise, he wondered if someone had found out about what was going on and it was there to rescue him.

He heard JunSu blabbering and taking quick steps towards the door, he opened it and everything got quiet for a moment. JaeJoong could only hear the beats of his heart.

“Do you know the owner of the car parked in front of my house?" Some guy in a irritated tone says, making JaeJoong want to scream the car was his, maybe this person could help him, but he couldn't 'cause his throat was so sore and dry he could barely emit a sound.

“Uh... yes I know him, is the car on your way, do you want me to take it from there?" JunSu asks.

“Oh, that's not the problem, is just that I have a test tomorrow and I can't study 'cause there's a cell phone inside the car that keeps ringing so loud, all the time." The guy explains.

“Oh I see, don't worry I'll get the phone and shut it off for you." JunSu smiles already searching for the car's keys, the guy thanks him and walks away.

JaeJoong feels this huge will of crying when he realizes that that could be his only way out, he'd felt so vulnerable, all the plans he had now seemed so senseless and useless, like he had no strength to fight back anymore.

He stars to hear footsteps coming closer and in reflex he closes his eyes, didn't want to face JunSu in this desperate moment, he wouldn't know how to react.

JunSu enters the room and sighs seeing JaeJoong supposedly sleeping, he places JaeJoong's bag by the side of the door on the floor and walks to the bed, with the other's cell phone in hands.

He seats on the bed, beside JaeJoong and keeps watching him, lightly caressing his face as not to wake him, than he looks at the cell phone and seeing all those missed calls, he gets angry.

Who are those people calling his JaeJoong? No one but him should call JaeJoong! JunSu presses the off button and throws the device near JaeJoong's bag, than he turns to look at his beloved one more time, before going back to the kitchen.

JaeJoong opens his eyes when he felt there was no one else in the room anymore he sighs, thinking if JunSu was really able to harm him, he sure hoped not.

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ChangMin was getting ready to close the store when the door bell rings. He puts on a smile on his face while waiting for the customer, then he frowns when he sees who's coming, he certainly knew that guy just couldn't remember where from.

“Good afternoon, I'm looking for Shin ChangMin, is he here?” He asks.

“I'm Shin ChangMin, how may I help you?"

“Well, where to begin?" ChangMin waits for him to start.

“I'm YunHo, JaeJoong's friend and I'm trying to reach him for a while now, but I can't seem to find him anywhere, I know you're his friend too, I thought that maybe you could help me find him." YunHo explains.

“You know I can't give you this kind of information, and even if I could, JaeJoong isn't with the band anymore, I'm not aware of his staying.” ChangMin crosses his arms, he didn't have time for these guys who passed themselves as friends and are actually stalkers, and he knew YunHo wasn't JaeJoong's friend, so he must be some crazy fan.

“Yes I know, but the thing is that I saw JaeJoong after the last concert, I spoke to him and he seemed really down / crushed. Maybe he doesn't want to talk to me and everything, but that's not important, I just want to know if he's okay, I'm really worried about him. Do you think something might had happened with

Then ChangMin remembered where he met YunHo before, he really was after JaeJoong a few days ago, and he saw the other talk to him on the show. So maybe YunHo was telling the truth, to be honest, ChangMin was also very worried with his friend, especially after the incident with JunSu.

Where could JaeJoong be?

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JunSu smiles looking at his master piece, he had worked on it for hours and it was perfect now. A cake was everything he needed right now, and it wasn't just an ordinary cake, for a especial occasion, it was like a wedding cake.

As soon as JaeJoong take a bite, they would be just one forever. Only after this JunSu could be truly happy, could consummate all of his wishes.

He untied the apron that covered his clean white suit and with the cake in hands, he went in the direction of the room where JaeJoong was waiting for him.

JaeJoong's body was sore already for remaining in the same position for quite sometime, and he couldn't even keep his eyes closed anymore, he didn't want to pretend anymore, he just wanted to go home, not to a place, but to someone.

This time he doesn't blink his eyes when he feels tears about to fall, he just let them run free across his face, non stop.

He can hear JunSu approaching and sees him at the door, the first time he looks directly at him since he woke that morning. JunSu was smiling as always while holding a very well made cake.

As he takes the first step in, JunSu almost falls, tripping on the stuff he place by the door, he gets scared but soon recomposes himself without dropping the cake; he then kicks the stuff away. He feels embarrassed realizing JaeJoong is watching him, his cheeks burning red.

“That was close.” He says placing the cake on the bedside table and seating himself by JaeJoong's side, the other keeps staring at him, not even moving.

“Did you see what I made? Have you liked it?" JunSu asks examining the cake.

“JunSu...” JaeJoong starts but is cut by JunSu's fingers on his lips.

“Shhh, you don't need to say it, I know is missing, the couple on the top, but I wasn't able to buy them in such a short notice." JunSu pouts, JaeJoong faces anything but him now.

“You... you didn't like it?" JunSu stutters, about to cry. "If I buy the dolls, you will like it right?" He asks in anticipation.

JaeJoong then realizes something while looking away from JunSu, he sees his cell phone on the ground near the bed, JunSu must have kicked it there when he almost fell with the cake. Maybe if JaeJoong took JunSu out of the house, he could try to reach for it.

He then looks at JunSu and nods to his previous question. JunSu smiles in return.

“Then I'll go buy them right now, it's going to be perfect!"

As soon as JaeJoong heard JunSu closing the door, he tossed and turned on the bed, trying his best to reach his device, it was so close, but he still could get it, the ties that bind him were so tight, but he had to keep trying, just a little more.

With a last pull, even feeling an excruciating pain on his arms and hands, JaeJoong finally got the cell phone and turn it on. The advice barely started and it was already biping, the battery was on hold, almost ending, so in flash JaeJoong dialed the first number showing on the screen.

His heart beat on the rhythm of the rings, someone had to take that call and take him out of there as soon as possible.

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“Please you need to help me!" YunHo insisted.

“I really don't know where he is, I can't do anything for you." ChangMin said it back.

YunHo sighed, this guy was really hard to convince, he was almost taking a more aggressive method with him. In this moment his cell phone started to ring.

“Hello.” YunHo calmly answered without checking who was calling.

“YunHo? YunHo, for Christ sake help me!" The person said on the other side of the line.

“JaeJoong?!” YunHo almost shout as he heard the voice he was after, ChangMin jumped in shock and surprise.

“What happened? Where are you?" He immediately asks.

JaeJoong then thought of a way to explain where he was, ‘cause YunHo didn’t know JunSu or where he lived. The cell phone started to bip again so in despair JaeJoong said the first word it came to his mind

“JunSu! JunSu!” And the phone shut off.

“Where? JaeJoong? JaeJoong?!!” YunHo shout, but there was no return.

“Where is he?” ChangMin on the edge of a breakdown asked YunHo.

“The line is dead, he couldn’t tell me where he was, he just… JunSu, what is JunSu?” YunHo wonders making ChangMin’s eyes wide.

“I know where he is!”


A/N: I'm really sorry for the lack of updates, I promise not to take that long to write the next chapter ^^, thank you all~
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Maze - Chapter XIX

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered (19/?)
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language


mazebig


Chapter XIX




“Hello, where are you?”

“Where do you think I am? You’ve sent me here, remember?”

“Stop being funny, did you get something yet?”

“Of course I did! I should be a detective or something; you should pay for my job.”

“Sorry, I’m not into ‘pay for pleasure’ business.”

“Who’s being funny now? Anyway, I’ve talked to a few girls here and there; most of them said something you probably won’t like…”

“What?”

“They said JaeJoong’s band is on a break, a kind of break that doesn’t have a due to end, and people are even speculating they might never come back again.”

“Shit, that’s not good, how am I suppose to know where to find him now?”

“Don’t worry my friend; I never let my work unfinished.” DongHae laughs.

“You really like to make me nervous, don’t you?” YunHo complains.

He and DongHae went out quite early on their day off; they were on a mission to find any kind of information about JaeJoong. Basically YunHo was in charge of searching the internet, and DongHae was after girls who might be fans of the band, God knows where.

YunHo kept calling his friend every single hour or less, and until his last one, all he found was that DongHae had already a whole agenda with the girl’s phone numbers and nothing about his JaeJoong.

That was pissing him off, now he better have at least one information or YunHo would beat the crap out of him next time he sees him, or better, he would burn that fucking agenda.

“Calm down man, you will absolutely love me after that.” DongHae says after hearing YunHo snorting over the phone.

“You better have his address then.” YunHo says while massaging the spot between his eyes.

“One of the girls told me she knows one of the member’s brother, that guy goes to the same class as her, and she even knows where he works!” DongHae exclaimed.

“Where?” YunHo asked feeling relieved with the news.

“He works at a Pet Shop downtown; I’m sending you a message with the address.”

“Great, I’m going after him as soon as possible. Who am I suppose to look for?”

“His name is ChangMin.”

“Thank you.”

“Buy me lunch tomorrow and we’re even.” DongHae says hanging off the phone.

YunHo sighs, in a few hours he’ll meet this ChangMin guy, and even if he doesn’t want, he will make him talk about JaeJoong, about where he is, and then finally he would be able to see him. After that, YunHo promises himself he won’t give up.

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JunSu was looking extremely happy in the past two days, and ChangMin found that more than strange. Not that he didn’t want JunSu to be happy, but considering what had happened last weekend, he shouldn’t be even there working.

That was eating him up inside, he desperately needed to ask why, but there was something telling him he shouldn’t or that he wouldn’t like the answer.

“Is there something wrong?” JunSu asked ChangMin after finding the other staring at him for more than a minute.

“What? Oh… no, nothing is wrong.” ChangMin turns to look away and JunSu shrugs, starting to look for something in the drawers.

“Actually, JunSu -“

“ChangMin sshi, do you have the keys to Dr. Teuk’s medicine cabinet?” JunSu asks, interrupting ChangMin.

“Why do you need them?”

“Teukie asked me to clean everything in his office, so I need them.”

“Including the medicine cabinet?” ChangMin questioned, thinking that was a really awkward request, Teuk had never asked anyone to clean the medicine cabinet, actually no one but him and now ChangMin, could have access to that.

Would the sudden joy of JunSu be related to any drug that could be in that cabinet? Or JunSu really just wanted to fulfill orders, which he said, Teuk had given to him?

More than confusion was now in ChangMin’s mind, because he was afraid to give JunSu the key and his first thought about him was right, but also feared that JunSu became very upset if he refused to give him the key.

More than anything he wouldn’t want JunSu to know that he suspected of him. Just the thought of seeing those eyes filled with tears again has caused a wrap on his stomach.

Leaving his doubts aside, ChangMin reached for his backpack and took the keys, dropping them on JunSu’s hands, which, in turn, smiled back and followed to the office humming and taking cleaning utensils with him.

ChangMin really hoped that his second thought was right, but he would just know that when Dr. Teuk arrived, hours after JunSu had left.

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He felt a twinge of pain in his head just above his eyes when he tried to open them, all parts of his body felt heavy and sore, as if he had fought the night before, his lips were dry and he could barely swallow.

JaeJoong finally opened his eyes and everything was blurry, then he tried to get up, in vain, because there was something tying him to the bed. Given this situation, JaeJoong got a little desperate, his was panting and his muscles ached even more when he tried to struggle.

Looking around again, his vision slowly became clear, he calmed down once he knew where he was, but this didn’t change his hopeless position. JaeJoong was placed in JunSu’s bed, in his room, his hands and feet were tied to it, in a way that he could move his body on it, but couldn’t get out.

JaeJoong sighed in defeat and laid his head violently against the pillow, he didn’t expect that JunSu would be able to do that to him, how could someone with that angelic appearance set that up? And what did he put in his food the night before, that his body feels so weak and vulnerable?

But for now JaeJoong felt that he could leave as easily as he got into this, if JunSu nurtured such passion for him to the point where he would imprison him, then JaeJoong knew that he could have some large influence on the other’s decisions.

Perhaps just mere promises would give him the ability to make the other give up on this crazy idea and release him, and once that happened, JaeJoong would take advantage of the situation and turn it to his own way.

With these thoughts, JaeJoong started to develop a dialogue in his mind that would make JunSu fit in the palm of his hands.

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ChangMin doubts continued throughout the day, he barely focused on his tasks, and that only worsened when JunSu left him alone. He kept counting the minutes to Dr. Teuk’s arrival, which didn’t take long to happen, once the door opened, it revealed the young veterinarian.

"Ah, ChangMin, hello, how are you?" The Teuk greets him with a smile on his face that leaves it soon after when he sees the apprehensive expression of the other.

"Wow, what happened?" He asked worried.

"Doctor, have you authorized JunSu’s access to the medicine cabinet? ChangMin asked the question that was hammering in his head early.

"The medicine cabinet? Certainly not.” Teuk answers.

ChangMin eyes almost popped out of his head when he realized what he had done, soon Teuk understood what had happened and both ran for his office. If JunSu had taken some medicine and had the intention of using it without knowledge, it could cause many problems, even worse, depending on which product, without the aid equipment, he could kill someone.

They opened the closet and searched for any missing medication, both were confused and relieved at the same time, when they found nothing had gone.

Nevertheless, ChangMin could not stop thinking that JunSu was planning something, and that his intentions weren’t entitled to the boy’s innocence. And to top that, he was almost sure that JaeJoong had something related to that.

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JaeJoong had his eyes closed, waiting for JunSu’s arrival. He only opened them when he heard the house’s door. Then many steps were taken around the house but never arrived to the room. He had also heard noise of pots and utensils in the kitchen and the steps still going on.

At this time JaeJoong started to be afraid again, of what might happen if JunSu would poison him one more time, then he wouldn’t have the chance to follow his plan.

Desperation gets to him and he starts to seek a way out of that position, throwing his body from side to side of bed, his eyes filling with tears, when suddenly the sound of his salvation echoes in the door, someone knocks.
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Maze - Chapter VXIII

Title: Maze
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered (18/?)
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language


mazebig



Chapter XVIII



“Argh!” ChangMin complains about missing his hour. After that exhaustive night, it wasn’t easy for him to wake up, so now he was late for work and he wouldn’t have time to go check on JunSu, only on his lunch break.

While he put on his shoes and left his house with a toast on his mouth he couldn’t stop worrying about JunSu, but work for him was always a priority, for the time being he could just pray the other hasn’t done anything stupid.

Running as fast as he could, he reached the Pet Shop with burning lungs, resting his body on the door while catching his breath, preparing himself to face another day of work.

He put a smile on his face and got in. And for his ultimate surprise he found, right there behind the counter, a smiling JunSu.

“Jun… Su?” He said open mouthed. “What are you doing here?” He asked confused.

“Well, I’m working. You know I work here you silly.” JunSu giggled.

“I…” ChangMin couldn’t find the right words to describe what he was feeling at that exact moment. He expected JunSu to be a mess and not want to leave his bed much more his house, he expect him to cry for days, and most of all, he expected to be his safe rock while at it.

Was he pretending to be alright so people won’t bother? Was JaeJoong lying when he said he wouldn’t help? Was all that just his imagination?

ChangMin shook his head at the thoughts, something was very wrong he knew it, but as always when it came to JunSu he couldn’t find the courage to ask the other about it.

What if he suddenly started to cry by the mention of JaeJoong, by just the memory of what happened last night? So, afraid of that circumstance, ChangMin decided it was for the best not to say anything, just act indifferent, like nothing ever happened, like a normal day at work, where he would be watching JunSu’s every move while the other smiled happily, brighter than the sun.

“So, would you be acting like a statue there or help me?” JunSu asked laughing at ChangMin’s profound thinking expression until he snapped out of it, smiling and complying with JunSu’s request more than ready.


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Something on the very perfume and softness of the surface under him felt foreign for him. JaeJoong opened his eyes to find himself lying on a neatly made bed, on an unfamiliar room, far different from the last scenario he remembered picturing on his mind.

He knew he has fallen sleep watching JunSu lying unawake on the couch, and there is where he should be now, seated on the cold floor, seeing the piece of furniture in front of him, not a picture of JunSu and his cat on the night stand, not a baby blue wall with a white door.

JaeJoong grunted and seated up on the bed, messing the perfectly placed sheets, he got up and walk around the room looking for his things, he found nothing.

“He sure is a lot stronger than he looks.” JaeJoong mumbles, leaving the room, easily finding his way to the living room. Eyes scanning everywhere, but not a track of his things. He scratches the back of his head, walking to the kitchen.

“Did I leave everything on the car?” He wonders, turning towards the main door. Reaching for the door knob, he tries to open it but it won’t budge. He looks around for a key, but there’s nothing.

“I’m locked.” JaeJoong frowns.


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“Now, you’re going to hear my plan of how to meet JaeJoong again.” YunHo speaks, while seating at one of the tables on the University’s dining hall. DongHae could only nod while stuffing his mouth with food.

“I’m finding out where his band is going to have their next concert.” YunHo says, proud of his plan.

“Nice, but how are you going to find this out?” DongHae asks, munching his food.

“I have my ways, it might take a while, but I will get it, I…”

“You always get what you want, yeah, yeah, I got it.”

“Can you be more supportive?” YunHo glares at his friend.

“Right, I’m just too hungry now to talk about serious business.” DongHae answers eyeing YunHo’s plate.

“Stay away from my food, you have yours.” YunHo pulls his tray away from the other.

“What a friend you are, you’re not even going to eat it all!” DongHae sticks his tongue out.

“Anyway, after work I’m doing some research, will you come with me?” YunHo asks.

“Do I have a choice?” He sighs.

“Good boy.” YunHo says and gives the other his dessert.

“Finally!” DongHae bites on the piece of candy. “There’s one thing though, even if you find when they are going to have their concert and you go there, how are you going to make him listen to you? As I remember he didn’t want to see your face even again!” He finishes licking on his fingers.

“He never said that. And that doesn’t matter, I’ll make it impossible for him not to listen, you’ll see.” YunHo smirks.

“Yeah, that I want to see.” DongHae laughs earning a slap when he tries to steal YunHo’s food.


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“Bye ChangMin, see you tomorrow.” JunSu says while leaving work. He’s ready to go home now and meet his love. He sighs, thinking about that morning when he woke up and found a sleeping JaeJoong right in front of him.

At first the thought he was dreaming, but when he kneeled next to JaeJoong and felt his breath hitting his skin, making the spot warm, he knew it was true. And all the whishes he had made the previous night were answered.

He managed to lye JaeJoong on his bed without waking him, a fact that he thought it was only possible because of how much he loved JaeJoong, love can make you stronger than horse, his mom said that.

JunSu giggled thinking about these stupid things in the middle of the street; he tightly hugged a paper bag against his chest, he would prepare a great meal for JaeJoong and inside was an especial ingredient he would need.

Humming happily he unlocked the door and got in. Looking to his right he found JaeJoong seated on the couch. He looked up at him.

“Good evening darling.” JunSu said and JaeJoong just looked at him confused, raising from the couch and walking towards him; JunSu smiled locking the door behind him.

“Hi, JunSu, I was actually waiting for you to come back, I need to get a few things on my car.” JaeJoong says waiting for JunSu to open the door, the keys still on the other’s hand.

“Oh, now don’t rush, we need to eat.” JunSu said, placing the key on his pocket and leading JaeJoong to the kitchen.

“But…” JaeJoong tries to say.

“I’m making dinner for us, would you care to seat and wait, please?” JunSu smiles at him, that innocent face showing. JaeJoong sighs and walks back to the living room, waiting for JunSu to finish this dinner and after he would have a serious talk with him.

“It’s all done!” JunSu appeared by the kitchen’s door, calling for Jae, who followed in.

JunSu place a full plate right in front of him and smiled widely. It looked pretty tasty actually, though JaeJoong had his doubts about it.

“Let’s eat, shall we.” JunSu joined him by the table, watching JaeJoong take each spoonful of food.

“Is it good?” JunSu asked.

“Sure, it tastes good.” JaeJoong answers.

After the pleasurable meal, JaeJoong thought is was the perfect time to talk with JunSu.

“JunSu…” But as soon as he begins to talk, his voice fails and his body feels heavy. He tries to stand up, but his legs won’t command, then he looks at JunSu with wide eyes just to see the other smiling at him while his vision turns dark.


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A/N: Things are getting creepy xDD
thanks everyone who's reading, I really apreciate!!! ♥
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Maze - Chapter XVII

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered (17/?)
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language


mazebig


Chapter XVII



“Now I know for sure you’re a lunatic! It wasn’t enough just one mistake; you had to make it two!” SiWon yelled while massaging his temples.

“Sorry mister, but if I hadn’t kiss HanGen that stupid reporter wouldn’t have bought YooChun’s story, so you should be thanking me, and I don’t see anyone else complaining about it.” HeeChul says, hands on his hips.

“You’re so full of yourself, if you think you are this good why aren’t you on a solo career?” SiWon spat back.

“Oh no, you didn’t just say that?” HeeChul warned.

“You two, please stop fighting, you have a most serious issue to resolve.” HanGen tried to step in.

“Don’t try to stop me; I really need to slap him right now!” HeeChul shouts already approaching SiWon, HanGen trying to hold him,

“I’m not afraid of you, what you’re going to do, pull my hair?” SiWon causes.

“Shut up all of you!!!” YooChun suddenly yells making everyone stop and look at him.

“Haven’t you noticed JaeJoong is gone?” He says almost tearing up.

“Gone? What do you mean?” HeeChul asks.

“He said everything was over and left.” YooChun couldn’t hold it anymore and the tears started to roll out of his eyes.

“Oh, no, now it can’t get any worse. See what you did?” SiWon accuses. Making HanGen glare at him, a warning that if he ever said that again he would get punched.

“Oh for Christ sake shut your mouth your big idiot!” HeeChul says. “Can’t you see our boy is crying?” He steps closer to YooChun, trying to calm him down.

“Don’t worry sweetie, we’re going after him and talk him out of this…” HeeChul affirms.

“You better not-“ SiWon starts.

“Oh, you really want to get beaten right?” HeeChul shoots daggers at him.

“No, I’m just experienced, I had other bands with this kind of problem, and believe me they all broke up just like that. You have to give him time to think about it, then when everything calms down you go and have a pleasant conversation with him.”

“I’m hating you right now, but I do agree with you. So we can talk to him tomorrow.” HeeChul concludes.

“I’m not talking about a day or two, I’m talking about a month or more, he really needs time to miss you, do you understand?” SiWon explains.

“And meanwhile YooChun has to be miserable like that?” HeeChul asks, SiWon sighs and calls HanGen.

“You have to keep him distracted, send him on a trip or something, and make him stop thinking about JaeJoong for a while. I know what I’m talking about, it will work, believe me.” He whispers to him, while HeeChul helps YooChun dry his tears out.

HanGen nods reporting to HeeChul what SiWon said. The other doesn’t really agree with all, is too much time apart, but he decides to trust SiWon’s advice, more like, HanGen makes him decide.

Later that night they take YooChun to HanGen’s house and they manage to get him to sleep, after that they spend the rest of the night looking for a place for YooChun to stay that won’t remind him of JaeJoong.

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ChangMin was very disappointed; he was unable to convince JaeJoong to give JunSu another chance. He didn’t even know if he would have the courage to face JunSu again after that, because he was afraid to see the other crying again.

He said sorry, but he couldn’t. ChangMin knew that whatever happened between JaeJoong and YooChun made the other completely disbelieve in love, in second changes. That made him sad for JunSu and also for his friend; he cares for JaeJoong like a brother and he knows the other was extremely sensitive when it comes to his feelings.

He just hopes JaeJoong would wake up and see that he has many people who love him, and some of them would give their life for him, like JunSu. Poor JunSu, now lying on his couch, tired of crying for so long.

ChangMin couldn’t face him right now, he was too exhausted, so he went to his own house, knowing that the other would sleep until morning because of those pills he had to take, and on the next day, before work, ChangMin would gather up his strength and visit him, take him by the shoulders and let him cry on him again if that would make him feel better.

He sighed while he collapse on his bed, he was indeed exhausted, it didn’t take more than five minutes for his lids to close and he felt into a deep sleep.

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The silence on the breakfast table was really uncomfortable, YooChun woke up feeling like a zombie, his eyes were swollen and he was feeling his body really heavy. He sat there staring at his food, while HeeChul and HanGen stared at him with a pity look.

“We’ve called your mother yesterday.” YooChun look up at HeeChul when he said that.

“She said she will pick you up today, to spend some time with her.” HeeChul continued even though YooChun seemed really displeased with the conversation.

“She told us there’s a new pool on the background; she sounded excited talking about it, about how you would like it.” HanGen added.

“And she-“ HeeChul started.

“I’m not going home.” YooChun interrupted. HanGen and HeeChul looked at each other.

“She’s arriving in about two hours, YooChun.” HanGen said.

“Then she will have to go back home, alone. I’m going after JaeJoong.” YooChun speaks up already leaving the table.

“Wait, YooChun, it won’t help, he doesn’t want to speak with you now, he’s upset.” HeeChul says, following the other.

“I’ll make him listen.” YooChun raises his tone, sounding confident.

“Give him some time to think, please.” HanGen says going after his two friends.

“Go with your mom, spend some time with your family, then when you come back, the first thing we do is talk with JaeJoong, once his mind is clear he won’t think twice before coming back to us.” HeeChul winks, smiling at YooChun.

YooChun sighs, something inside of him said he shouldn’t go, but since his friends were assuring him that everything was going to be alright, he felt like he had no choice.

It's been a long time since the last time he saw his mother, he remembers when he ran away from home, excited about his idea of forming a band, just he and JaeJoong out in the world, trying to become successful.

Of course, his mother disapproval was totally against JaeJoong, for her, JaeJoong was a monster who took away her baby boy, putting ideas into his head, brainwashing him.

A complete lie, YooChun was the one who had planed everything, all he wanted was to be with JaeJoong, in a world just theirs, things had changed a little after they met HanGen and HeeChul, but he still had that space just for him and JaeJoong, or at least had.

He just hoped his mom didn’t hold a grudge against JaeJoong, to the point of not even talk about him, because he knew it would be hard, almost impossible to stay at home if he was constantly reminded of JaeJoong.

YooChun prayed this next two months to go as fast as possible, to tell the true, he wanted to sleep and only wake up when all this ends.

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JaeJoong drove around town during the night, he still wasn’t sure of what he was going to do next. But unconsciously he pulled over at the familiar street, watching from afar the little house; it was really cute like his owner.

He sighed and walked out of the car till the house’s door. He stared at it for a minute and thought about knocking, but instead he lowered his hand to the knob and like magic the door opened.

Walking in he took silent steps towards the living room, and there at the couch he saw him, lying in a fetal position, in a deep sleep.

JaeJoong stepped close and sat on the ground, watching the other take each breath. The swollen eyes, the slight redness at the pit of his nose and the messy sticky hair proved it wasn’t a lie.

He removed the bang falling in front of his eyes, tucking it behind his ear and just sat there, looking at him, hoping to find his eyes opening, but at the same time not.

“I’m sorry, JunSu.” He whispers.

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A/N: Oh Chunnie don't do this... and the same goes to JaeJoong... I feel like I'm not controling this anymore xDDD~
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Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered (16/?)
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language

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Chapter XVI



The city’s festivals were always famous for its splendor, occurred only once a year, so they didn’t mediate efforts and money to be the most beautiful and fun one of the surroundings.

And this year was no different; the decoration was made months in advance leaving everything spotless, it was a show of lights and colors, a wonderful environment surrounded by a quiet music.

Children ran through the streets playing, stalls selling food and souvenirs at every corner, each seller carried a magical smile on their faces was the best time of the year in question of profit.

But the most anticipated event of all was prepared in the show house, the stage appropriately adorned with beautiful and thick curtains just waiting to be open and reveal the main attraction of the festival.

The band was at the backstage, they were very happy to see the amount of people who had come just to see them in action, and of course, amazed seeing how beautiful this place was neat and well organized, it seemed they were going to do a show in one of those huge cities where the price of the ticket cost more than a trip out town.

Outside, people have already accumulated in the door trying to find a place to squeeze themselves in and watch the show, JunSu was one of the first ones to arrive with ChangMin, they’ve got a great place right in front of the stage, and they would have an excellent view of the performance.

YunHo, accompanied by Donghae, had just arrived, but had no trouble entering, his spot was farthest from the stage, but he could see it perfectly, all he needed.

Missing a few minutes to start the presentation, anxiety dominated JaeJoong’s heart, felt so every time he got on stage, and his hands tightly intertwined with the other made him sweat.

YooChun whispered in his ear that everything would be fine as it always did, his words always gets through, but the proximity of their bodies only accelerated the beats JaeJoong’s heart, making him breathe faster.

SiWon arrived and asked them to take their positions on stage, because the curtains were about to open. All following due to their seats and JaeJoong is separated from YooChun, his fingers slipping through the others until the touch is ceased. YooChun smiles at him and JaeJoong sighs, closing his eyes and waiting to begin.

The night glow shone through the glass roof. The sad melody plays in the back of the curtains until they open slowly, finally revealing the much anticipated attraction of the night.

JaeJoong, still with eyes closed, begins to sing, the gentle sound coming from those sweet red lips with words that brought calm and at the same time excitement. His face partially illuminated, hair black as night, falling gently on his shoulders, perfect.

Everyone seemed to have a certain attraction for the boy singing on stage, but among these, three figures stand out.

YooChun, right by his side, playing his instrument perfectly, every beat of his heart speeding up at every word that came out of those lips. He was lost in love with JaeJoong and in his mind he played everything that happened the night before when their lips touched for the first time, that warm feeling in his chest gave him a huge desire to shout once and for all that he loved JaeJoong.

JunSu, just the opposite in the middle of the audience, rapt, tears rolled down his face showing the emotion he felt in that moment. He waited so long for JaeJoong’s answer, seeing him again after that day made him cry of emotion, creating a whole fantasy in his mind while the other sang, he thought that the show would end and JaeJoong would accept his feelings and the two of them would live happily ever after together.

And finally, YunHo, a little further away, which does not prevent him from study the features on the perfect creature's face, his eyelids were almost closed, paving the way for his lived imagination, taken by the beauty voice. YunHo couldn’t believe how that voice make him feel good, he couldn’t let him escape, needed to explain what happened, JaeJoong needed to know the truth, and the truth was that YunHo wanted him and would do everything for him.

Wishing to be the moon, and shine only for him, touch his body, sweating slightly, singing as if each moment were the last, unforgettable, perfect.

The last touch of the instrument and the music ended, everyone applauded, was a great presentation though short, but it is as if it had lasted much longer.

The band bowed in gratitude amid the shouts and applause. All very exciting, a perfect time to be recorded in their memory, a perfect time to reveal himself.

YooChun, this time without a touch of hesitation, takes only three steps before he reaches JaeJoong and with a quick movement he takes him by the waist and kisses him in front of everyone.

Gasps of surprise and at the same time an absurd silence takes care of the place. The kiss does not last more than a few seconds, but served to its purpose, so when his lips leaves JaeJoong’s YooChun says, close to the microphone in front of JaeJoong, the three words that were stuck in his throat until now.

"I love you." The audience's reaction was even more amazed, as well as JaeJoong’s, who was paralyzed, without reaction.

The audience begins to get agitated; SiWon next to the stage maintains a horrified expression, looking at HeeChul begging for him to do something about it and also looking at the person responsible for lowering the curtains so that the band could be hidden away.

The first thing that comes to HeeChul’s head is to kiss Hangen, who widens his eyes; this has stunned the audience even more. Then the curtains are closed and all that can be heard is the commotion outside.


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Still on stage, JaeJoong stares YooChun with an uncertain expression, several different emotions passing before his eyes, as Hangen and HeeChul break the kiss away

"What was that for?" Hangen questions.

"Well, if YooChun can, why can’t I? And besides, I was just trying to make it a part of the performance. And you can please stop this sick expression on your face because I know you liked it." HeeChul answered.

Hangen opens his mouth but can not say anything in return.

"And you, what was that for?" HeeChul faces YooChun, breaking the uncomfortable silence that had fallen between YooChun and JaeJoong.

But before he could answer, SiWon arrives in a pile of nerves, apparently very angry with what he has just witnessed.

"I do not know what you had in mind to do that!" He shouts with YooChun, which leaves him talking by himself and gets off the stage. SiWon puffs and goes after him while the others remain there.

"Hey, you better stop there and listen to me!" SiWon pulls YooChun by his arm making the other look at it.

"I have no explanation, why I did it and I won’t regret it." YooChun says.

"Are you crazy? Have you have any idea of how this could ruin your career? There’s a reporter in the audience, if she mentions that in some magazine or newspaper you all go down the toilet, are you hearing me? "SiWon hardens his grip on YooChun’s arm.

"Are you done already? I can’t go back now." YooChun says simply.

"Ah yes, you can, she will be here at any minute and when she asks what was what, you’ll say that was a joke, you will make her believe that it was nothing serious or your career is over and JaeJoong’s too, or you thought you didn’t affect him too?" SiWon ends finally freeing YooChun’s arm.

"Okay." YooChun agrees and follows SiWon to find the reporter that can ruin them.
When they find her, she begins to make a lot of questions like "Are you gay?", "Are you an JaeJoong in a relationship?”, "Is he also gay?".

"That wasn’t what it seemed, was only a joke." YooChun says using his best smile and acting skills. The reporter did not really believe him, and then he continues to talk.

"We rehearsed that before the show, we wanted to leave a strong impression as the main event, only a song could not leave such a mark, you know?"

"Um, I know, is believable, since HeeChul and Hangen also kissed, but if it was only a joke, why have you said 'I love you'?" She asked trying to get the truth out of YooChun, which maintained the expression unchanged not delivering the game.

"That?" He laughed. "All part of the performance, exactly where the impact was greater!" He says, she seemed to buy the idea.

"I could never love JaeJoong that way, it was only a joke, believe me." He smiles and winks at her, making her blush slightly. Mission accomplished, the reporter believed and their career was saved.

After that she left accompanied by SiWon, leaving YooChun alone in the room, or at least he thought he was alone. After hearing a sound at the door, YooChun turns around to find JaeJoong with the most serious face he had ever seen.

"JaeJoong ..." YooChun whispered, approaching JaeJoong, wanting to hug him, but is turned away.

When YooChun and SiWon left the stage, JaeJoong was left behind listening HeeChul brag about the kiss and Hangen trying to defend himself, just thinking about the three words that were heard from YooChun, he really loved him, it seemed that everything was now coming together.

When he kissed him and said that, JaeJoong was shocked, but now he thought about happened and could only open smile, he had find YooChun and listen to the words once again, confirm that there was heard right.

When JaeJoong finally found YooChun, hearing his voice echo around the hall, and focusing on what the other was saying, the words he heard cut his heart into pieces, a few moments ago he was happy to learn that the other loved him just to realize everything was a lie, a frame, a joke.

Yes, he should have known that everything between them was always a joke to YooChun, after all, just months ago it was also a joke for JaeJoong himself, before he realizes his true feelings.

Why everyone he trusted ended up hurting him? He always thought YooChun would be the only person, who wouldn’t, but he was wrong and this couldn’t go blank.

He entered the room and saw YooChun, the smiled when he saw him.

Liar.

He approached JaeJoong and tried to hug him.

Liar.

JaeJoong was so angry that he didn’t let YooChun pronounce a word; he only prevented the other from touching him, and looking firmly into his eyes he said:

"It’s over.”

"Over? What’s over? "YooChun asked confused.

"The band, I’m not a part of it anymore." JaeJoong said, his eyes burning.

"What? No, why? Jae-"YooChun is interrupted when JaeJoong raises a hand.

"No turning back ... no use wasting your time talking.” He says and turns to the door. YooChun remains silent, not knowing what to do.

"It’s over, the band ... and we also ...we are." JaeJoong whispered the last part and leaves.

YooChun tries to go after him but SiWon, Hangen and HeeChul enter the room pushing him inside and talking non-stop.


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JunSu couldn’t believe in that, JaeJoong let YooChun kissed him. Was that the JaeJoong’s answer? Was that the answer JunSu was hoping for? Couldn’t be…

JunSu felt as if his chest was being crushed by something really heavy, everything around him began to turn, even the tears that had ran by his face were now paralyzed. He could not breathe, for more that he tried to force air into his lungs he still couldn’t, it was as if JaeJoong was the oxygen he breathed and now another mouth was filled with what he needed to live.

ChangMin saw it all, JunSu getting increasingly pale and trying to breathe but failing. Immediately he helps him, holding JunSu that is about to fall down and letting him away from those people suffocating him.

When finally JunSu was able to breathe he was already outside with ChangMin beside him, holding his hand firmly. ChangMin watches him with great concern. JunSu tries to thank him, but when he’s about to do it he starts crying, finally all that emotion which was stuck waiting for JaeJoong going to the surface.

JunSu cried as he had never cried before, hiccups and altered breathing, tears that couldn’t stop flowing, he cried all his pain on ChangMin’s shoulders.


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YunHo was a little shocked to see that, but didn’t let himself be affect, after all he already know YooChun loved JaeJoong, this was not secret to him, he just didn’t expected the other to confess in the middle of the stage with all those people watching.

He didn’t like seeing that at all, no one except him should kiss JaeJoong, but JaeJoong seemed not react much to kiss or answer to the declaration of love, so YunHo kept himself calm.

When the curtains had closed he saw the crowd of people cluster near the stage to get to talk with the band, see them or something, YunHo was not pleased at having to face that to be able to talk to JaeJoong.

But he had to go through it, since he did not know where the other lived and JaeJoong not answering his calls, that would be a unique opportunity to explain himself to the other.

YunHo sighed and was up to the fight, but when he was almost crushed to death after few minutes, he decided to leave and think of another strategy, needing to get some air, he left the place and walked around the building, to the back of it, because people were also clustered in the front of it.

"Jesus, what a bunch of vultures." YunHo said to anyone specifically, just expressing his frustration and leaning on the wall, closing his eyes and trying to find a way to see JaeJoong.

He hears a noise on his right, watching the back door open and suddenly nothing less than the JaeJoong himself walks out of it.

YunHo rub his eyes not believing immediately, but when he saw the other walking to a car parked right in front of them, he knew that could only be a great way to escape the crazy fans that waited for him in front of the building.

"JaeJoong! YunHo called for him before he could enter the car. JaeJoong stops, glaring at him before opening the door ignoring YunHo.

"Wait, JaeJoong! YunHo runs to the car, not letting JaeJoong close the door.

"I don’t want to know." JaeJoong said trying to pull the door close.

"JaeJoong I must explain what happened, please."

"It doesn’t matter ..." YunHo see that JaeJoong seems very hurt about something, but he can not fail to explain things, that may be the only opportunity, so even JaeJoong saying he didn’t want to know, YunHo continues to speak.

"She confessed to me that time and I didn’t accept her feelings, I said it wasn’t right, not because of her being my student, but because I was, am interested in another person. JaeJoong, she surprised me reacting like that, kissing me, I wasn’t expecting it, I had no reaction and you arrived well in time ... anyway, I said to her that we could never be together and she ran away crying." Said YunHo all at once, really fast, afraid that JaeJoong wouldn’t let him finish.

"Alright, you had already explained, goodbye." JaeJoong said without at least looking at YunHo, finally closing the door going away.

YunHo sighed, feeling like an idiot, but at least relieved to have managed to speak with JaeJoong and explain things. He was thinking he could still have a chance to win JaeJoong, a remote chance but existed anyway.


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JaeJoong parked the car at home, the one he used to share with YooChun, he took a huge breath before coming in where he had so many memories. Trying to do everything with the utmost speed he took the bag that was under the bed and threw his clothes in, avoiding looking at his surroundings.

"JaeJoong ..." He heard someone call him and found ChangMin at the door.

"Why are you here? No use trying to convince me to return, if you were asked to do that." JaeJoong said still packing.

"Nobody asked me anything and I am not here because of YooChun.” ChangMin firmly answered making JaeJoong stop the packing and look at him wanting to find out why then he was there.

"JaeJoong, throughout my life I have never seen someone in a state so deplorable because of another person ..." ChangMin approached him. "He couldn’t stop crying, I had to give him medication for so he could finally get to sleep."

JaeJoong had an idea of whom ChangMin was talking about, there was only one person would be like that after what could have seen.

"As I have never seen someone so miserable like that, I also had never seen someone love another person that much." JaeJoong sees the melancholy state how ChangMin describe the situation, feeling a twinge in his heart.

"JunSu loves you, more than anyone in this world, JaeJoong." ChangMin finally reveals whom he was talking about still JaeJoong says nothing.

"Give him a chance, JaeJoong, and please give yourself a chance to be loved." ChangMin finishes looking fixedly in the other’s eyes, waiting for an answer.

JaeJoong had not answered JunSu yet and it was the end of the week already, what would be his final words?

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A/N: New chapter YAY! Oh plenty intrigue... that's all I have to say
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Maze - Chapter XV

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language

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Chapter XV



He couldn’t believe what had happened, when one of his students asked him if she could talk to him after class, he never thought she would do more than talking.

She had shown signs of her linking towards him before, but of course YunHo didn’t mind, he knew a professor-student relationship was a taboo and expected her to know the same, and even if he was willing to take that risk, he wouldn’t.

He wouldn’t because the only relationship he wanted right now was with the beauty he had kissed the day before. He concluded while walking to work that morning that he had fallen in love with the other in a matter of days, if not earlier, when those dreams still haunt him.

And knowing that, gave him the strength to do anything he could to conquer JaeJoong, he would be his no matter what, even if he had to hurt that guy, even if he had to make that girl heart broken.

When she kissed him after confessing her love to him, he immediately pushed her away from him, albeit she did have a taste of his lips before that, and YunHo prayed no one had seen it.

They had a not so pleasant conversation after that which ended with YunHo sighing heavily and her running away crying a river. At least he had a lunch break before starting another class to clear his mind.

He walked around looking for his friend, another teacher at the University, they always had lunch together since the time they were trainees.

“Hey, DongHae!” YunHo waved his hands when he spotted his friend coming down the stairs, apparently looking for the other too.

“Hey, there you are! What’s with the grumpy face?” DongHae said pointing a finger at YunHo’s face.

“Aish…” YunHo massaged his temples. “This student of mine, she confessed to me today and kissed me on top of that!” He sighed.

“Wow, I wish my students were like that.” DongHae said earning an elbow on his ribs.

“That was pathetic, anyway I told her that could never happen again and she took off crying, really troublesome.”

“Oh, well, a waste she was your student…”

“I wasn’t interested on her or any other woman.” YunHo affirmed, confident.

“Uh, okay then, but was she at least pretty?”

“I won’t get the trouble of even answer that question…” He glared at his friend.

“Oh, speaking of pretty women, I saw that boy you’ve met at the club that night, the one you couldn’t shut your mouth about it. Oh, man I had to listen to all that crap all night and I was drunk-.“ He was cut when YunHo grab him by his collar.

“Where? When?” He asked desperately.

“He was here just a few minutes ago; leaving the gym, you were there, haven’t you seen him? He seemed pretty upset by the way.”

YunHo’s eyes widened, JaeJoong saw YunHo and the girl kissing.

Oh. My. God!

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The room was still dark; the curtains shielded the bright sun burning outside the window. Footprints that once were wet remained on the wooden floor, marking a trail to the bed. Damped towels threw at the bed foot while the tip of the sheets touched the ground.

Two bodies were holding each other, enjoying the warmth emanating from them, peacefully sleeping, their breath calm and steady. YooChun had his arms around JaeJoong’s waist, while the other held his hand close to his chest.

JaeJoong snap his eyes open when his phone started to ring, he groaned in annoyance, turning himself and climbing on top of YooChun to reach for the advice, waking the other up in the process.

“I should throw this damn phone away…” JaeJoong comments, before adjusting his vision to see the screen.

“Just don’t answer, come back here and hold me.” YooChun brushes a fingers through JaeJoong’s arm, watching the other already seating up.

“Is Siwon, I have to answer.” He sighs, YooChun smiles, and approaches JaeJoong, placing his head on the other’s lap. JaeJoong smiles back at him, using his unoccupied hand to caress YooChun’s check.

“What do you want?” JaeJoong asks on the phone, still annoyed.

“Hey, good morning to you too.” Siwon answers.

“It’s so early…” JaeJoong yawed while YooChun looked up at him.

“YooChun is already back, right?” Siwon asked.

“Yes.”

“Is he alright?” JaeJoong looked down at YooChun on his lap; he rubbed his nose at his belly with a large smile on his lips.

“He is wonderful.” JaeJoong answered giggling from the tickling sensation; YooChun smirked, kissing his way up.

“Good, now, I need you two to get your asses here as soon as possible, actually right at this second!”

“What for?”

“Well, someone informed the mayor we were staying here, and since in two days from now the town is having a festival, he gave me a call and practically begged for us to show. I’ve said it was to short noticed but he offered a great paycheck for it, so they’re already posting signs with your name on it all over the town, you have two days to rehearsal, starting NOW!”

“Oh my, why do you do this kind of things?” JaeJoong complained while YooChun was oblivious to what was happening, giving him butterfly kisses all over his neck and shoulders running a shiver down his spine.

“Money buys everything, I expect you to be here in fifteen minutes no more.” He hung up.

“Bastard!” JaeJoong said throwing the phone away in bed.

“What did he say?” YooChun asked, holding JaeJoong close.

“We have a performance in two days; get ready, he need us there in ‘fifteen minutes’.” JaeJoong imitates Siwon while saying the last words, YooChun laughs.

“And I thought I’d spend the whole day in bed.” He kissed JaeJoong’s cheek.

“Doing what?” JaeJoong smirked.

“Well, anything but sleeping.” YooChun’s finger traced JaeJoong’s jaw, when he turned to look at him; he kissed him, a lazy kiss, slow and wet, long and passionate.

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“Good morning Junsu.” ChangMin says, entering the shop.

“Good morning.” JunSu answers but his look is glued to a piece of paper standing on top of the counter.

“What’s that?” ChangMin asks, approaching the other.

“A poster for the town’s festival, guess who’s going to be there?” JunSu says and ChangMin looks at the poster.

“Oh, cool. That means I’ll have to be there too.” ChangMin smiles.

“Yeah, your brother is playing…”

“Want to go with me? I mean, let’s go together.”

“Sure.” JunSu confirms and goes back staring at the poster. His mind only thinking about JaeJoong.

The festival will be at the end of the week, he will give me the answer there.

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“He doesn’t answer my calls.” YunHo snorts.

“Well, I wouldn’t answer either, if I saw what he saw…” DongHae says.

“You’re not helping… I need to talk to him, explain things.”

“Yes, you need, but you have no idea where he lives and he won’t answer your calls.” DongHae stops, balancing himself on the wall, while fixing his shoes.

“It must have a way-“

“Hey check this out.” DongHae says pointing at a poster glued on the wall.

“The town’s festival, great, but that doesn’t solve my problem, would you please help me here.”

“No, look again.” He points exactly at JaeJoong’s picture on the poster.

“JaeJoong! He’s going to be there!”

“That’s what I’m saying, a thank you would be nice right now-“

“Where do I get the tickets?”

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During the two days, the boys worked their brains out until they got tired; they had no time for anything else. They all went to sleep really late and stood in the same room, JaeJoong and YooChun had trouble getting some time together, almost not spoken to each other, at least nothing that wasn’t related to performance. But that has not prevented them from escape the view of their fellow band mates and hide in a corner to make out.

After much effort, came the day of the presentation, they were dressed neatly as always and got in to the car on the way to the festival. Siwon drove the car, while some equipment occupied the passenger seat, and behind were HeeChul and Hangen right behind them were YooChun and JaeJoong.

Everyone tried to take a nap before arriving, listening to relaxing music in the background from the car’s speakers. JaeJoong leaned his head on YooChun’s shoulder of YooChun, while the other combed his hair with his hands.

Almost automatically when JaeJoong turned to look at the other, YooChun pressed their lips together.

Right at this time HeeChul looked back and saw his friends were kissing, he remained in silence, alerting Hangen with a pinch in his leg and the other also saw what was going on, opening his mouth wide in surprise.

"I knew this would happen, of course that I helped." HeeChul whispers to Hangen.

"You mean, you didn’t help at all, right? Everything you say, in some way, is always about you." Hangen shakes his head in denial.

"Bitchy mood are we? You’re just jealous.”

"Of course not, YooChun and JaeJoong are just my friends."

"I mean, you wanted to kiss ME."

"I ... I did not.” Hangen said stuttering and plugged his earphones one while HeeChul grinned.

Looking back once more and sighing, it was difficult to be happy for someone besides himself, but seeing his friends so in love in that way made the diva’s heart beat faster, he smiled, turning to look ahead again.


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A/N: More of an explanatory chapter...
everyone will meet on the next one, tension is coming xD

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Maze - Chapter XIV

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi,  lemon, language

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Chapter XIV


The bright sun bathed his body lying on the bed; he squeezed his eyes shut feeling the change in the lightning, and then lazily placed one hand on top of them. He shifts in bed before finally opening his eyes.

Adjusting his focus he remembered how he went to bed last night, after the kiss YunHo gave him, which lasted quite a while, there was an awkward silence and stares, before YunHo decided he should sleep on the couch and let JaeJoong on his bed.

There wasn’t much after that but a long and calming sleep.

Waking up JaeJoong realized he was alone at the house; YunHo had already left to work, thinking back on how nice he was with him, for letting him stay and everything he thought about making him lunch then going to the University to eat with him.

He asked around how to find him and now was walking towards the gymnasium, he could already see a few students leaving the place, since it was the end of the class, he just waited a bit more till he couldn’t see anyone else and got in.

Then he saw him kissing her, YunHo kissing one of his students, her long and pretty hair just like the one he had kissed that time, he was just like him after all.

JaeJoong stays aphetic, he leaves without being noticed and throws the box of lunch in the garbage, and he thinks he wouldn’t have to relive that scene ever again.

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YooChun opens the door and everything is so lifeless, so empty and to make things harder every room smells like him and JaeJoong, smells of good times, of happiness and green apple shampoo, of tears and lemon soap, of proximity and of broken hearts.

He gasps trying to hold more of those salt drops that have ran along his face and hands through the whole night and day.

All made him think it was too late, but his damn stubborn heart. He throws himself on the couch and feels his cell phone poking at his back, he picks it up and watches it, he could call him, but what if that guy answered, he could send a message then, a message it was something about him and JaeJoong, they always texted to each other.

He let his fingers skimmed over the keys but hesitates, he always does.

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He has to think of a place to go where nothing in him can be hurt, this place has to exist.

A message alert.

“I’m home.” It displays, YooChun is back.

Home is always a nice place to go.

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The door opens and he’s there.

“I were waiting for you.” He doesn’t say but it’s written on his eyes. JaeJoong walks in not losing contact with YooChun’s eyes.

He looks ahead and walks past him towards the hall, YooChun can see his shirt falling on the floor, he walks upon it, he can see the next piece of clothing slipping down his legs, he can hear the bathroom door opening, he can hear when water from the shower hits the tiled floor, and he can hear his own heart telling him is not to late.

YooChun follows JaeJoong’s path, he takes small steps, his bare feet feeling the cold floor; he stops by the door and looks up. His breath caught up on his throat, he’s never been so beautiful like now, naked under the shower, his eyes closed, his hair wet and his lips parted letting the water rush across his pale skin.

JaeJoong opens his eyes and looks at him through the drops falling down his lashes, his eyes calls for YooChun, all his being calls for him, making him approach, every step taking him closer.

He reached the stall door, that was opened, droplets of water already spotting his clothes.

“I’m sick of this.” His eyes say.

"I can't pretend anymore..." YooChun’s eyes answers.

"I'm hurt..." He has hurt me.

"I'm here for you..." I can never hurt you, JaeJoong.

"I need you..." You would never hurt me, YooChun.

"I love you..." You know.

He’s close enough, JaeJoong hands find themselves holding YooChun’s collar then pulls him inside the shower.

The water is ice cold, drenching his clothes and hair, not too cold to cool his burning body though, both are under the spray of water looking in to each other’s eyes, when JaeJoong kisses him, square on the lips, open and inviting.

Their tongues slip in, tasting all the feelings locked inside. JaeJoong palms YooChun’s wet shirt before opening all buttons one by one. YooChun’s hands touch JaeJoong’s bare back, feeling his smooth skin under his palms.

YooChun’s shirt is threw at the wall behind him, JaeJoong deepens the kiss while bringing the other close, taking off his belt and the rest of his clothes.
A moan of pure pleasure could be heard from JaeJoong when YooChun’s hands slid from his back until the back of his thighs, up again inside.

YooChun takes this moment to kiss him along his jaw, on the curve of his neck, to the junction between his shoulder and neck, licking the wet skin, tastes like JaeJoong, sweet but leaves the tip of his tongue tingling like pepper, delicious, refreshing.

JaeJoong’s arms find themselves on YooChun’s neck while he lifts one of his legs, guided by YooChun’s hands on his thigh, his fingers touching teasingly the soft skin until his knee, finally placing it on his waist.

They kiss again, for there’s nothing more erotic than his lips brushing across the other’s and the sounds of moans e water falling on their bodies.

In an impulse, YooChun leans JaeJoong against the wall, he hisses with the cold sensation of the tiles on his back, but continues to devour the other’s lips, that by now are pressing against theirs with more ferocity and agility.

JaeJoong then takes his hand out of YooChun’s neck to go down, on his chest and tease his navel until gets to his member already hard e closes around it.

YooChun groans e tilts his head back enjoying the feeling of JaeJoong’s hand up and down in union with his own hands caressing the other’s leg.

YooChun’s legs starts to shake from pleasure when JaeJoong speeds up the pace, JaeJoong then with his other hand reaches for the shampoo, making YooChun watch him, he opens the bottle, getting a nice amount of the liquid on his fingers.
Then, without hesitate, he positions them at his entrance, pressing them against his flesh one by one, slowly, closing his eyes on the process.

YooChun licks his lips while watching the scene, still holding JaeJoong’s legs at his waist, each expression the other’s face showed make him feel even hotter, if possible.

JaeJoong opens his eyes and like the other time they called for him, YooChun couldn’t resist and with a swift motion, pressing JaeJoong against the wall, he enters him.

Both moaned with the sensation of pain and pleasure, that intimate touch that blanked their minds of all pain there had ever existed.

The pleasure was so much, so precise, that it didn’t take long for both to climax, JaeJoong holding YooChun’s hair while the other tried to recover his breath, lying his head on JaeJoong’s chest.

The water could wash away all the dirty, but could it wash away feelings that permeate through the body and flesh? Maybe if you rubbed it away really hard...

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A/N: oh, the feelings coming up~
Okay, this looked so much better written in portuguese xDD
things are going a different way, not ecxatly a good way...

next chapter is gonna take some time ;D

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Maze - Chapter XIII

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi,  lemon, language


mazebig

Chapter XIII



JunSu couldn’t believe JaeJoong, his idol, his life, was really kissing him. Thousand butterflies flew in his stomach, his heart was thumping really fast, and his skin felt like it was on fire and ice cold at the same time.

JaeJoong’s lips were so smooth and tasted so good JunSu never thought he could feel this way, he had that urge, that impulse of doing more, of taking one next step, rushing through his veins.

The kiss stopped when both needed air, JunSu looked up and saw that JaeJoong had his eyes closed yet, his lips were parted and his hands were around JunSu’s waist.

Like he was under some kind of spell, JunSu reached forward, touching JaeJoong’s lips with one of his fingers, he brushed it through his lower lip, making the other slowly open his eyes. JunSu gasped seeing the intensity of JaeJoong look, marking into his very soul, sending a shiver down his spine.

“JaeJoong ah…” JunSu whisper burning across JaeJoong’s lips while he approached him, making the distance between their bodies smaller, almost inexistent.

JaeJoong lids were closing again, heavy like they had to be closed, to savor each feeling better.

“Take me, do it to me whatever you want…” JunSu said between clench teeth leaning in JaeJoong’s body.

JaeJoong’s eyes flew open, he swallowed the lump stuck in his throat, what was he thinking? How could he…? He stepped away from JunSu making the other grunt in objection.

“JunSu, things don’t work like that, we just can’t…” JaeJoong sighed, rubbing the spot between his eyes.

“So, you don’t want me?” JunSu asked, feeling his tears forming on the corner of his eyes.

“Stop! Don’t presume things without even understanding them.” JaeJoong shouted first then he calmed himself down. JunSu’s eyes widened in desperation.

“Please, don’t leave me, I was wrong, I’m always wrong, I’m so sorry, just don’t go, please!” JunSu launched himself forward, hugging JaeJoong, crying with all his strength.

“JunSu, calm down…” JaeJoong rubbed his back.

“Please give me another chance…” JunSu sobbed. JaeJoong closed his eyes and sighed in defeat.

“I need to think about it… but not here… I can’t think with you looking at me like that, do you understand?” JaeJoong grabbed JunSu by his shoulders; the other dried his tears with the back of his hands and nodded in agreement.

“Good, now you must give some time, don’t call me, I will call you till the end of the week, please don’t call me or I might…” JaeJoong took a deep breath.

“I understand.” JunSu seemed more calm now. “I’ll wait for your call.” He said while opening the door for JaeJoong.

JaeJoong left JunSu’s house with a headache, he needed to take a walk to think better.

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YunHo is getting ready to sleep after another exhaustive day - but a great day nevertheless at least he saw JaeJoong - when his phone started to ring, he stood up looking for it.

“Wait, that’s not my phone ring tone!” YunHo realized then he saw JaeJoong’s phone lying on the carpet of his bedroom.

“Oh, he must have left it here.” He picked it up ready to answer, certainly was JaeJoong calling when he noticed his missing phone and YunHo would make him come and gets it of course, he smirked at the thought.

But his smile suddenly faded when he look at the screen displaying YooChun’s name on it. YunHo scolded, he remembered YooChun, the guy JaeJoong was at the club, he didn’t like that guy the moment he laid his eyes on it.

He would just let it ring, but then it wouldn’t be fun that way, would it? The smile on YunHo’s face returned when he answered the call.

“Hello.” He said faking a sleep voice. That was a moment of silence before the other speaks.

“Who’s speaking?” YooChun asks, he was sure he dialed the right number.

“YunHo… and who are you looking for?” YunHo, YooChun remembered of him too, that ignorant man JaeJoong met, what was he doing with JaeJoong’s phone?

“JaeJoong…” YooChun answered, annoyed.

“Oh, right JaeJoong.” YunHo yawned. “He is sleeping now... beside me... can you call tomorrow or do you want to leave a message?” YunHo knew it was a bad thing to lie about this but he just couldn’t stand that YooChun guy, he wanted to make him mad.

YooChun blood boiled when he heard that, he couldn’t believe this, he was just calling to let his JaeJoong know he was on his way back, that they finally would get together… that… he had the urge to scream when his eyes started to burn red, oh he was going to cry and he couldn’t let YunHo hear, so he just hang up, the phone hit the floor with a thud and his eyes became a salty pool while he took harsh breaths, in and out… he couldn’t believe this.

YunHo heard nothing but a muffled cry and the call was gone. He felt kind of bad for doing it but at the same time he didn’t. He looked at the record calls at the screen and pressed delete.

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JaeJoong was extremely confuse now he just needed someone to talk about it, he then thought about HeeChul, but arriving at his house the other answered the door with a messy hair, panting and his lips were swollen, JaeJoong got the point and said he would come visit other day.

He then was left with HanGen, who insists he must stay there despite the family reunion they are having at the moment. JaeJoong doesn’t feel comfortable to talk about his problems in that family environment and just decides to bathe and rest till the next day.

In the middle of the night, when the rain starts falling, JaeJoong wakes up, it’s around 1 a.m. and he can’t seem to close his eyes, his thoughts wandered to YooChun, he thinks about him calling and immediately he searches for his phone, but he can’t find it anywhere, then it hits him, he left it at YunHo’s house.

He knows is late but he also knows he won’t be able to sleep if he doesn’t check his phone for missed calls, so he gets up without warning anyone, just leaving a note, he even forgets to get an umbrella.

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YunHo wakes up with the sound of his door bell; he takes a glance at the clock marking 1:46 a.m., puts on his flippers and answers it, finding a very wet JaeJoong at his door.

“I need my cell phone.” He says covering his already soak head with his arm.

“Oh… I’ll sure give to you, but first you need to get out of the rain.” YunHo invites him in.

JaeJoong is freezing, so YunHo offers to dry his clothes on the drier machine. JaeJoong nods taking only his shirt, since it was the most drenched piece of cloth.

“I should start charging for my laundry services.” YunHo smiles, JaeJoong smiles back. “Please, make yourself at home; I’ll get you a nice cup of tea.” He finishes leaving JaeJoong at the living room. He observes there’s a balcony door and slowly opens it, letting the cool breeze and the smell of rain comes in, he then seats at the fluffy pillows lying on the floor across from the balcony.

YunHo returns with the tea, and joins Jae at the floor. They stay there watching the rain and talking about random facts.

“You remind me of someone I knew.” JaeJoong says while watching YunHo.

“Please don’t tell is your grandpa.” YunHo frowns.

“Why would I say that?” JaeJoong laughs, covering his mouth with the palm of his hand, YunHo smiles at the gesture.

“Someone told that once, just after saying I looked with someone they knew. Do I look old?” YunHo explains.

“Not at all...” JaeJoong is still laughing.

“Anyway, please continue...” YunHo says, making himself more comfortable on the pillows, he was lying on them, supported by his elbow, looking at JaeJoong, when the other was leaning on the wall, on a seating position.

“You remind me of my old-”  

“Old?” YunHo cuts, incredulous. JaeJoong laughs once again.

“I didn’t mean it like that, I mean he’s not anymore, He was my old teacher.” JaeJoong finishes.

“Ohh...what did he teach?”

“Piano.”

“Cool, was he more handsome than I?” YunHo asks.

“Pretty much.” JaeJoong answers.

“What?” YunHo fakes being shot on the heart.

“I’m kidding, you’re actually more handsome than him, and you should be proud of that because he was quite a catch.” JaeJoong blinks at him.

“Well, I am thank you.” YunHo nods.

“He was my first love.”

“Really? That’s nice.”

“I loved his hands, to look at them while he played the piano, they were so beautiful. You have hands like his.”

“Oh, thank you. “ YunHo bushed, JaeJoong smiled. “Did you have some kind of affair with him?” YunHo asks, curious about the story.

“Well, kind of… let’s say I haven’t learned piano with him, I went to his house to do something else…” JaeJoong giggled.

“Oh, naughty boy.” YunHo grins.

“I had fallen completely in love for him in such a short period of time… he was perfect to my eyes…” JaeJoong continued.

“I’m getting a little jealous here...” YunHo pouts. “So, why did it end? I’m assuming it did.”

“Yes, he was seeing another student of his…” JaeJoong sighed.

“Why on earth would he need someone else other than you?” YunHo seemed surprised.

“I could never be what he wanted me to be, what he really liked…”

“What?” YunHo supported himself on both elbows, getting really interested by JaeJoong’s story.

“A girl.” JaeJoong whispered.

“No girl is match for you; I can only say this teacher of yours was a stupid fool, crazy! You are more beautiful than any girl I’ve ever seen, you’re like an angel-”

“You are just like him…” JaeJoong cut YunHo’s sentence, making him embarrassed.

“The good part of him… I mean.” JaeJoong smiles, YunHo sighs in relief.

“You better watch out or I might fall in love…” JaeJoong jokes.

“I wouldn’t mind…” YunHo says looking straight in to JaeJoong’s eyes.

He seats up, making the distance between them both smaller, JaeJoong just looks at him blankly. YunHo smiles when he caress JaeJoong’s cheek and the other leans in to the touch, so he waste no time before capturing his lips in a sweet kiss.
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Maze - Chapter XII

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi,  lemon, language

mazebig

Chapter XII


Think about a good day, no a great day, the best in months then you’ll have today. Today, when YunHo was having his morning jog at the park as any other normal day of his life, he saw him again.

Sure the other would say he’s stalking him once more, but he certainly didn’t mind that, he thought that got to be a destiny thing, to meet the one you’ve been dreaming about, the one you just met the day before and gave you his phone number let’s not forget, lying on a bench just when he was on his daily route.

Wait, lying on a bench? What he was doing there? He didn’t have anywhere to stay? I must help!

YunHo approached the sleeping figure. He looked so peaceful sleeping, like he wasn’t on the chilly weather all night. He didn’t want to disturb but at the same time he had to, otherwise he couldn’t offer the comfort of his own bed to the other.

YunHo smirked thinking of the inappropriate things he could do with JaeJoong on his bed, then he shook his head out of this thoughts and squatted right in front of him, he took a minute to observe the other’s perfect features then he sighed and brushed two fingers across JaeJoong’s cheek, slowly making the other squirm and open his eyes.

“Good morning sunshine.” YunHo whispered, his hand rested on JaeJoong’s face, who smiled at him. “I never thought you lived on the streets; never saw such a beautiful bum." YunHo grinned while seating beside JaeJoong who was already seating up and stretching.

“What should I put on your name tag? Number one stalker is fine?” JaeJoong says while rubbing his eyes, YunHo laughs. “Seriously, what are you doing here?”

“I have the same question for you…” YunHo says back, JaeJoong looks around finally realizing where he was and groans in annoyance.

“So, the wife kicked you out of the house?” YunHo smirk grew wider.

“Funny guy you are… very funny. I just didn’t want to go back home yesterday.” Jae says rubbing his temples and closing his eyes. YunHo’s mouth opens a perfect ‘o’ understanding the other must be having troubles home.

“Do you want to go back today?” He asks, just out of curiosity. JaeJoong doesn’t answer just lowers his head and sighs. YunHo nods and gets up, holding JaeJoong’s hand and pulling him up.

“Come, you need some proper rest, I’ll take you to my place.” He says making the other follow; JaeJoong is just too tired to say no.

Arriving at YunHo’s apartment, Jae is instructed to take a bath and eat, YunHo borrows him some of his clothes while JaeJoong’s were threw in the laundry machine.

“You can sleep here at my bed, it’s very comfortable.” YunHo says while sat in his bed, JaeJoong stand a few feet away, yawing from time to time.

“Alright…” JaeJoong says and crawls to bed next to where YunHo was seating. He watches intently as the other lies in bed pulling the covers up and sighing, making himself comfortable and closing his eyes. He gulps, he so wanted to lie beside him and spend the whole day on his bed, but he couldn’t.

“I…” He clears his throat. “I have to go to work now... I’ll be back after six.” JaeJoong nods his eyes still closed. YunHo smiles.

“I expect the house to be clean, laundry done, food on the table and you naked on bed when I came back.” He jokes, JaeJoong laughs and throws him a pillow, and he laughs back.

YunHo stands up and leave, sighing while closing the door behind him, taking a last glance at JaeJoong’s already sleeping form on the bed.

After a few hours of sleep, JaeJoong really does what YunHo had asked, he cleans the house, does the laundry - remembering to put his clothes back on and neatly fold YunHo’s ones back in to the dresser - he cooks a nice meal and eats it, leaving some for YunHo on the fridge.

He gets a bit tired after that so he lies again on the comfy bed, wanting to take a nice nap before taking off, but as soon as he falls over the plushy pillows his phone rings.

“Hello.” JaeJoong says waiting to know who it was.

“Jae… Joong…” JunSu broken voice speaks on the other line.

“JunSu, are you crying? What happened?” JaeJoong asks worried, seating up on the bed.

“I’m sorry… I… can you come here, please?” JunSu seemed really hurt.

“Sure, I’ll be there in a few minutes.” JaeJoong hangs up, he hopes JunSu is okay.

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YunHo finally arrives at home, he was excited, and he couldn’t wait to see JaeJoong, his house was exactly the way he wanted to be, all clean, laundry done and he could smell the fresh cooked meal. Then he wondered, was JaeJoong lying naked on his bed?

His heart started to beat like crazy, his hands were sweating, his throat was dry and he was approaching his bedroom. Oh, he could even picture how the other was, making him feel hot.

He opened the door and everything was empty, the bed made and a note on top of it. He sighed really hard, kicking the air.

“Thanks for everything, I really appreciated. I did everything you wanted, well almost…
I needed to go, see you around!”


YunHo pouted; well at least he had his number.

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JaeJoong arrives at JunSu’s house, he is a little apprehensive; he doesn’t know why the other was crying, he doesn’t know if he will be able to help, but he is there now and he will try everything he can.

The bell rang, he could hear steps coming towards the door and then it opened revealing a very sad JunSu, his eyes were puffy and his cheeks were wet, he bit his lower lip while looking straight into JaeJoong’s eyes.

“JunSu…” JaeJoong didn’t know exactly what to say. JunSu then held his hand and pulled him in, colliding with his chest, crying on his shoulders.

“I’m so happy you came.” JunSu said holding on to Jae tighter.

“It’s okay, it wasn’t a problem.” JaeJoong still didn’t know what the problem was but kept holding JunSu on his arms and started to caress the other’s hair. JunSu’s sobs were slowly going away, while Jae comforted him.

“Jae…?” JunSu looks up.

“Yes.” JaeJoong looks back at him, waiting for him to say what he wanted to say.

“Why didn’t you answer my calls?” JunSu asks while dying away his teary face.

“I…” Jae was speechless.  

“I was so worried about you and you didn’t answer any of my calls, I thought something might have happened to you or that you were with…” He contorted his face while saying the last words. “...someone else.” JaeJoong eyes widened, JunSu was crying like that because he thought he was being cheated?

“JunSu… you’re being unreasonable, I…”

“Why do you hate me?” JunSu cuts him already tearing up.

“That’s not true, I don’t hate you!” JaeJoong tries to calm the other down. JunSu looks at him with puppy eyes, his face flushed, fingers playing with the hem of his own shirt. “I really don’t…”

“Then, if you don’t… would you…” JunSu starts, voice barely a whisper, approaching JaeJoong.

“Would you… kiss me?” He says positioning one of his hands on JaeJoong’s shoulder, the other trying to stay still at the other’s waist.

JaeJoong haven’t expected him to ask that, specially after acting like crazy just a moment ago, but he looked at him, his face still with remains of tears, his lips were red and plump, inviting, his eyes had a glow he haven’t seen before, so vivid, so willing.

JunSu closed his eyes and so JaeJoong right after he kissed him.

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YAY! Fast update, can't for you to read chapter 14 *-*
I know it will take sometime yet, but I really like that chap ;D
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Maze - Chapter XI

Title: Maze
Author: Me~
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 later chapters
Length: Chaptered
Pairings: JaeChun, YunJae, JaeSu and others maybe
Genre: Angst, Romance, Smut, AU
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, Yaoi, lemon, language


mazebig


Chapter XI



The previous night was one of the worst since YooChun left the house, as there was tears, despair, smiles and laughter full of irony, weak body leaned on any area that could support it, chills coming up the spine, hours lying on the ground, that strong pain in the chest, and as if not enough, few hours of sleep, body sore and swollen eyes in the morning.

It was 10:00 AM when JaeJoong decided not to fool himself anymore and admit once and for all that the reason for that entire 'scene' yesterday had to be love. He felt a little better, still had a few relapses, but after a shower that washed away his guilty conscience, he was now making breakfast and preparing himself to face the entire day without YooChun.

He already had in mind what he would do for the day; he had a huge desire to play piano and sing, to let his feelings speak through music, and he knew exactly where to go to achieve that.

JaeJoong was still sitting by the table, finishing his coffee, when his cell phone rang. He didn’t recognize the number on the screen and wondered who might be.

"Hello?" JaeJoong answers in expectation.

"Ah ... Hello, JaeJoong." Answers a sweet voice and JaeJoong already knows who it belongs to.

"JunSu ..." He whispers.

Wait! How in the hell did he get my number?

"I asked ChangMin for your number, I hope that is not a problem ..." JunSu answers his unspoken question.

Damn that ChangMin! He can’t give my number like that!

"Of course it is not a problem! Are you okay?"

"Yes, I just wanted to know if everything is fine with you, to wish you a good day, and ..." JunSu was blushing on the other line, wrapping the phone cord between his fingers; he didn’t exactly have a reason for calling, but to listen to JaeJoong’s voice.

JaeJoong thought it was cute of him to call.

"I am rather well. By the way, good morning JunSu!" JaeJoong said with a smile happily printed over his face, JunSu giggled.

“Good morning JaeJoong.” JunSu smiles brighter than the sun until a client walks in the store.

"Aww, I must go now, I have a client, bye JaeJoong."

"Okay, bye Su." Jae smirks at the intimate nickname.

"Oh, bye." JunSu hangs off the phone with his face burning and a silly smile on his lips.

----- X -----

YunHo had awaked in a good mood, he didn’t know exactly why, but he felt that something good would happen. So after he got dressed, ate and went to his daily jog at the park, he was now preparing for his first class of the day.

The first lesson was always the most difficult to deal, because YunHo at this time was very energetic but his students were still half-awake, dropping at the corners, yawning and rubbing their eyes from minute to minute. But nothing that a good stretch, some pushups, abdominals, squats and a hundred rounds around the stadium couldn’t solve. And he still had four more classes until lunchtime.

As the indefatigable person he was, when the morning lessons ended, YunHo juts took bath and he was ready for another round, but his stomach just showed a sign of protest, snoring loudly.

YunHo sighed and knew it was time for his lunch; he knew of a very good restaurant across the campus, he packed his things and started to walk towards his destination.

----- X -----

What better place to find good instruments to play and peace, than the School of Music, at the City’s University? Jae managed to get in quite easily, after a pleasant conversation, just smiles and captivating eyes, with one of the security guards.

He sighed, was long since the last time he walked by those gates, he had saved many memories of that place, and most of them reminded him of YooChun. JaeJoong shook his head trying to dispel those thoughts, when he straightens up the first thing he saw took him by surprise.

"I can’t believe this; you can only be following me!" JaeJoong said half smiling, half annoyed to see YunHo open mouthed with an expression of 'leprechaun that just found his pot of gold' just a few feet away.

"JaeJoong!" YunHo exclaims with a smile from ear to ear, approaching the other. "Look, I swear I weren’t following you, it was just a great and enjoyable coincidence." YunHo ends wiggling his brows, JaeJoong laughs.

"Oh, sure it was." Jae says amused.

"So, what are you doing here? Are you studying here on this campus?" YunHo questions.

"I came here to play piano... woke up with this strange will to sing and here is the perfect place to do it.”

"Wow, you sing, I so need to hear it!"

"I thought you weren’t following me ..." JaeJoong teases could barely contain the smile that began forming at the corner of his lips.

"Well, now I am." YunHo says simply nodding and Jae falls in laughter.

"Okay, but only if you promise to stay really quiet." Jae thinks it might be fun to have the other guy around.

"I promise!" YunHo answers then crosses his fingers in front of his lips. JaeJoong smiles and follows up to the music building and the piano room.

"You know, is the first time I enter this room, and is so beautiful." YunHo says and Jae turns around to look at it - the room was quite large and dark, it reminded of those ancient theater houses, and in the middle, was a great piano, dark and glossy – JaeJoong nods and approaches the piano, lightly tapping his fingers on the keys, a soft sound echoes in the room.

JaeJoong closes eyes and sighs, how long ... he sat on the bench in front of the piano and opened his eyes. He positions his hands above the keyboard and is about to start playing when a noise of a chair being dragged down interrupts him, he looks to his side and sees YunHo now carrying the chair to him and spelling "I’m sorry," YunHo sits beside him and nods for Jae to continue, Jae sighs and returns to the piano.

"I’m quiet..." YunHo whispers and Jae looks at him rolling his eyes. "Oops... now I am." YunHo finally shuts and JaeJoong once again continues, but he is about to start a cell phone starts ringing.

"Not mine!" YunHo shouts and Jae realizes his phone is the one playing.

"Aish ..." Jae handles his cell and looks at the call identifier.

“It is the third time that he calls in less than two hours.”

"Hello… JunSu." After that call JunSu gave JaeJoong the morning, he also called him when he was leaving the house, and also when he was on his way to the University, asking where he was going, if he was okay…things like that.

"Jae, I just wanted to know if you already had lunch." JunSu says in his timid voice.

"Not yet, but don’t worry, JunSu, in a little while I will." Jae replies a little restless as YunHo is faking not be listening to the conversation.

"Ah, good, then that’s all... bye."

"Bye ...." He hangs up.

"Was that your mother?" YunHo questions breaking uncomfortable silence.

"My Mom? No, just a friend ...." Jae puts his phone back in his pocket.

"I see ... well you can start playing now, I’m listening." YunHo opens a broad smile and Jae also smiles and finally begins to play.

YunHo is thrilled with the Jae’s ability on the piano, but not the least of that can describe the feeling when the other started to sing, he couldn’t divert his eyes from JaeJoong, he thought the other was even more beautiful when he sang; YunHo was left sighing without notice.

When the song ended YunHo clapped like crazy, standing up, his eyes shone.

"How beautiful! You can really sing! Wow you are very good, very good!!"

"Thank you; you are a very excited person, don’t you? You can sit down now." Jae laughed.

"Ah, yes, I can’t help it especially when I have true reason to be." YunHo smiles maliciously.

"I..." Jae blushes for the first time in days, diverting his eyes from YunHo’s.

The conversation continued for yet another hour, alternating between jokes and praises from YunHo and laughter and embarrassed smiles from Jae, until YunHo’s stomach started reminding him it was neglected, snoring like crazy.

"Oh, man I’m so hungry, why don’t we go somewhere with food?" YunHo says, making JaeJoong remember YooChun.

He told me the same thing the first time we met.

"JaeJoong, is everything okay with you?" YunHo questions, concerned to see that Jae was quiet and that his features suddenly had changed.

"Ah, yes, I am, why don’t we eat then?" Jae says still visibly upset.

"Hmm, let's go." YunHo decides to accept the answer, even not believing that the other was really okay.

While going to the restaurant, Jae remember that his phone was off – he turned it off the last JunSu called him - hoping that perhaps YooChun had called he pressed the ON button.

None call from YooChun and a few missed calls from JunSu. Jae decides to leave that aside and pay attention to YunHo.

Arriving at the restaurant, Jae now seems back to normal and YunHo too, already making joking of everything and making Jae smile. They ate and talked for another hour until YunHo reluctantly had to leave, he had on more class to attend before going home.

"YunHo?" JaeJoong calls him when he is already turning around to leave.

"Yes?" He asks smiling.

"I want you to have this ..." Jae says placing a piece of paper in YunHo’s pocket and leaving with a smile on his face.  

After Jae left, YunHo took the paper off his pocket and written on it was JaeJoong’s phone number. He smirks... finally.

----- X -----

Jae still couldn’t forget what happened the former nights, he feeling alone and devastated, he knew he still wasn’t feeling well to go home now. So he walks to the park and stays there until nightfall, looking at the stars, trying to think of other things, on how he had fun with YunHo, of JunSu calling him more than once, he thought is was nice of him to worry like that, but maybe it was to much for one day.

He sat on a bench in a very quiet place, planning to spend the night awake and only go home in the morning, but it didn’t take much time for the light breeze, the perfect lighting of the moon and the sounds of the night to make JaeJoong sleep, right there in that seat.
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