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Wednesday, January 7th, 2009
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12:04 am - the economy and lawn apps
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so people keep saying how bad it's going to get because of the economy. but then some people just shrug this whole thing off. so i'll go through phases where i'm like dude sweet i'm gettin a bangin internship then job then i'll live so happy and eat good food, but then i'll be like crap dude. just give up and go to grad school becuase you're never going to find a job and there will be food riots so just start loading your rifle now (one of my dad's friends seriously is doing that--he bought rounds of ammo because he's paranoid about food riots). so i don't know what to think. but i do honestly believe that even if it sucks for this summer, it'll pass over in a year or two, kind of perfect timing for me to graduate and get a job.
any hoo. i'm applying to the lawn and i'm so bad at applying to anything that has essays. but i'm doing alright, in case you were wondering. i only have like two more essays to go and then the long relentless list of activities with explanations. i hate those. i should jsut save one and keep updating it so i never have to do this again.
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| Sunday, December 14th, 2008
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6:53 pm - about nothing really
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man life is so depressing but i can't stop being so happy and grateful for the most depraved aspects because if that's what was intended then i think it's beautiful. did that come out wrong?
i am sooooooo bored. and don't want to study. and read the most touching thing in a book Blue Like Jazz that clark lent me. it was about marriage and god and everyone knows i'm obsessed (uber intrigued) by marriage and dating and really scared to get married because i basically believe all marriages will fail. but this passage was just so beautiful. and after i type it up (it's way long) i'll post it.
so i'm so obsessed with this one person's life. i wish so bad i could be her, but at the same time am completely grateful i'm not. i think i am definitely two people trying to be one--one of me desires to be very pure and honest and noble and sunshine and flowers, and the other desires a life of excess filled with sex drugs and rock & roll, alcohol, dark, mysterious, spiraling downward but never reaching a bottom. the former won out.
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| Monday, November 24th, 2008
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12:32 am - cold war kids & home for thanksgiving
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cold war kids oddly similar to rufus wainwright. maybe not. maybe just on track two, or just for a second....
home is boring and coooooooooooold although i love my daddy and brother and sisters :)
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2008
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10:45 pm - wish i were black
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for the record, i wish i was black. they are so beautiful and have the greatest hair that any race could ever have. i wish i had a fro, i wish i had strong cheek bones, i wish my complexion was radiant, i wish my very aura was dignified. MAKE ME BLACKKK!!!
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| Sunday, October 26th, 2008
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11:52 pm - mild depression, house = awesome, semester sucks!!
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school suuuuccckkkkssss yo. so hard this semester! can't wait for it to be over. but i also want to get a tattoo of something dealing with electricity. maybe an "electrical eel" as malerie likes to say. but it would have to be inspired by electric feel by MGMT.
speaking of music i think drew is going to teach how to play see you again by miley cyrus on bass hahahah GET IT
i'm listening to blue and yellow by the used (remember them>?????) and it makes me think of drew and tim. nostalgia
but the real reason i posted was to say that i've been sorta depressed lately, and my emotions completely flux to the max. all it takes is one glimpse as something that makes me sad and i'm done for. usually i just wait for it to pass, maybe it will last like a week or less, but it was lasting for longer lately. i'm not depressed now, just sad, but still. i think i posted (probs privately) before about how i wish i was just naive about other people's emptiness and depravity and how lost they are, but i guess that's the burden i have. but i definitely feel like i'm the only one that can help some people (which is an unfortunate disillusion) and thus comes in my guilt because i'm like freakin crap i'm a student, i'll have a job this summer, i have friends, i have family, i have stuff i gotta do, how can i help someone else so much? but i do realize it's not me who saves.
"No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us." 1 John 4:12
i gues si just have to strip it down to the basics sometimes
my house is awesome by the way. and everyone in it i love and adore and totally want to be bff forever with. it's working out, praise god. not that i thought it wouldn't, it's actually exactly ohw i thought it would be. i just love people i suppose.
anyway. i can't wait till thanksgiving to see fam and home and all. i really want to play taboo so i'll probably buy that and then buy everyone else one too and then we can all play together at the same time. so fun.
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| Thursday, October 9th, 2008
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9:47 pm - thinking about mom
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random, but i've been thinking a lot about mom lately and getting really sad that i didn't spend more time with her when i was younger. i had a sorta bad view of her up until the summer after my first year at uva. i'm listening to bright eyes now and remembering when i thought connor was a genius (still sorta do, but only sorta) and how i was in borders doing homework listening to lifted and being so impressed that he wrote everything. and then i was like man i wish i was sitting there with mom....
i had a dream with her the other night. it wasn't one where i realized she had died in the middle of my dream--i had those a few times soon after she died. this one i had no idea in the dream she had died, everything was just normal. i think i had gone to her to tell her something. it was nice. i wish she was still here so i could tell her more things. i wish i had let her be more involved in my life when i was younger. :(
school sucks this semester. and next semester i'm going to take 2394802384 EE classes so basically, no easier. oh well. they say EMF is the toughest (and most time consuming) class so next semesters will seem easier. so i can only hope they do...
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| Friday, September 12th, 2008
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5:47 am - up early, happy house
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well, long time no nothing, but believe me you, i have had much intention in writing a post but very little time.
i guess i just came here to say that i work up at 4:45 to drive deanna to the airport and now and going to do work until my class at 11. unless i finish then i'll sleep. but i feel pretty baller doing this, and i guess by that i mean tired.
ok i have to do some homework BUT i just want to say real quick that i love my house here. 113 maywood all the way. it's so great. there's hardly anything bad about it. i'm just falling in love with it more and more every time i come home. and the girls are just so awesome and there have been so conflicts at all, except maybe a little with lin moving in and unpacking her estuff and everything. but besides that everyoneis just having a great time, no issues, just love all around. it's so great. this year is set to be a good one me thinks
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| Monday, August 4th, 2008
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7:50 am - work almost done! and birthday
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1 more week of work...then i'm done. and then i can relax. hopefully this week will be as stressful as possible so next week can be as relaxing as possible. amen.
i'm eating SO MUCH SUGAR because it's my brithday and i'm pretty sure that's what you do when it's your birthday.
aw my brother in law bob is so nice. i told everyone that it wouldn't be a birthday unless i had vegan ice cream cake (which i'm pretty sure NO ONE makes), so they looked around for one but couldn't find any so bob went to bethlehem pa and got vegan softserve peanut butter ice cream with chocolate chocolate chip vegan cookes for the crust and made it himself. i'm soooo lucky to have a bangin family. go veganism, go family
oh but btw i ate fish the other day. might start eating raw fish now not sure.
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2008
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8:02 am - last weekend = x-files & connecticut, wakeboarding
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haven't been on myspace in a while. and by myspace i meant livejournal.
i feel like i have much to update. last friday my fam and i had a family night of sorts, it was super cute. it was at first going to be only me dan and sandy to see x-files, but then dad wanted to go so we went to p.f. changs which was ok. i mean, it was good, but only cause i was able to get curry with coconut milk in it which is a favorite concept ofmine. otherwise it was good but sandy made it seem like we were lucky to get reservations there which i doubt.
then we went to see x-files which was good but just not what i expected of a movie. no aliens. so don't get your hopes up. i think they really focused on mulder and scully's characters, not the plot of x-files series. which is fine, just not what i expected. the cutest part of the night was when we went into the photobooth and took pictures. cute. and retro sorta. and japanese.
then my dad and i wen tto connecticut the next day, which was fun--my aunt just had hip surgery so we went to visit her. for being on percoset (sp?) she was surprisingly downto earth/with it. after lunch we went swimming in the sound, which was as fun to do as it is to say.
then on tuesday i went with taz and ian and ian's fam to his boat thing on the skyukil and went wake boarding. and my forearms are really really sore. i can hardly type. and my back and arms and neck and everywhere in my upper body is sore. i tried do get up on the wake board like 4 or 5 times, and only once was i close. the other times i just felt bad cause everyone was like "oookkkk, we keep driving this boat around in circles because she keeps falling..." but taz did the same thing so it's cool :). it was just great to hang out with them, i miss them so much! this summer has kinda sucked in that i haven't seen them as much as i did last summer or as much as i would have liked. BUT the summer is not over!!
not much else to say except that i only hvae one more week of work!! I CAN'T WAITTTTT TO SLEEP INNNNN AND NOT BE HEREEEEEE!!!
also, i am oddly attracted to david decovney (sp?) and other 40 year old men here at work. well, really only one thta i can think of...yea.
tonight = shark week extravaganza. at elaina's. can't wait!! i love sharks!!!
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008
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10:51 am - birthday wishes and things like that
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time for a list of things i want for my birthday! aug 5th, btw :)
-web cam MAYBE (depends on how much they are--only awnt it to talk to laura when she's in japan land)
-blue tooth thing, but i know sandy has like 918232 extras, so not really a gift
-itunes gift card?
-ikea gift card?
-NO clothes
-i do like tea...
-foam matress thing
wow. haha. that's pretty pathetic. i know there's more, i thought of one last night before i went to bed but i forget. well...i guess i'll just keep updating this.
and for the record, people who think they're cooler than you because they know a lot of bands that youdon't know the name of...are annoying.
19 millionth bathroom trip GO
work is soooooooooo boring now tha ti don't have anything to do...
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
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7:17 am - at work
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breakdowns at work = never any good.
think i'm sick. want my mom.... and think i have a fracture in my leg.
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| Monday, June 30th, 2008
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2:16 pm
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ok for now....
i'm going into another flaming lips episode. love them! i don't know where the sunbeams end and the star lights begins....
also, had the best dream ever last night, besides maybe the one where mika was going to tell me he loved me. i was running at a park in de and i saw my coworker whom i love and then antony privetara (sp?) and there were baby foxes all being playful and stuff and sea creatures in the creek and sharks and fish and stuff. and then a GREAT WHITE SHARK (!!!) came and beached itself to eat a seal or something on the bank, kinda like killer whales do, and then swam off thrashing it around. sounds really violent but if you knew howmuch i love sharks and how peaceful it was in my dream you would understand :)
so not only do i love fireflies i also love grasshoppers because of a story in numbers. israel feels like grasshoppers among all these huge civilizations or tribes or whatever. cute imagery. love fireflies cause why in the world do they need to light up?? they could just have a regular mating call or whatever they're doing lighting up, but it's just so cool and beautiful that they light up and give humans fantastic (as in, fantasy-like) sights. i feel like god was like "hm...i think humans would really like things that light up on warm summer days. i guess i'll make some of dem fire fly jons"
work is getting tougher and tougher to sit through! 1.5 more hours.... :/
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| Thursday, June 26th, 2008
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11:02 am - farming methods and future of alternative energy
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so today has been amazing at dupont. i spend the day with dan doan, who is in the EE team, so he mostly does consulting for power engineering, which i don't want to do but it definitely beats instumentation. at least at the level i'm at anyway...
so we had met yesterday and he basically just talked about what he did and his schooling and blah blah so he showed me drawings of substation kinda things which was pretty cool but again. not really what i want to do. so i asked him--pleaded with him--that if he had any work for me to do then please let me know, i'm really interested in doing EE work, not process control. not that i said that but maybe he got the point. so we set another meeting for today.
so i just got done with him. we spend only about 2 hours together i guess, but it was great. we walked around and saw a bunch of the transformers around dupont so he told me about the oil that is used to cool the coils and how you know it's a transformer because you'll always see the extra surface area or the actual plates where the oil flows down to cool it. (later when we got back to his office he drew me a picture of a transformer on the inside. i'll get to that later). so we walked aorund and saw some more and we saw the solar cells that dupont has in front of their buildings which was cool. so i actually got to actually see them upclose and see the squares where the doped layers are and the metal where the current travels and how to calculate how many squares you need to meet your voltage needs, and then how many groups of those squares you need to meet your current needs. i didn't really understand the current part but i'll try to look for that later (howstuffworks.com is amazing for that). on a good day the cells actually generate about 40,000kW of power, and today which is cloudy and was actually starting to drizzle on us at the solar cells, it was still generating 9,000kW. that surprised me.
so the other really cool part about my time with dan is that i asked him a lot about the future of energy and cars and fuel cells and stuff. he said he thinks the solar THERMAL energy (sun hits panals, heat goes to water, water goes to steam, steam turns the turbines) is more efficient and better than the solar cells that just act like diodes. so he thinks that'll be better as long as we can figure out how to store it. which he said he likes the idea of compressing the steam that is produced from the solar heated water and storing it in a mine kinda thing and then letting it out when you need it to run a generator. tha tway, you can store it over night or cloudy days or whatever. i just read an article this morning about using "molten salt" (?) to store the heat energy. have to read that over again haha.
dan reminded me that fuel cells aren't energy GENERATORS...they just transform an energy source (methane, etc) to be used for power. dupont just helped come out with this new gear for the army that is a fuel cell (pasted below). we make some of the coatings in fuel cells. look it up. but he said that if we could get alternative energy (solar cells, etc) to create the ability to create the energy to get the power out of the material in the cells, then we can hvae an energy generator that i guess can last as long as we refil the materials. and have sun. which i guess minus the sun part is what's happening now anyway....but i think maybe you canuse water in fuel cells to get the hydrogen. need to look that up.
anyway......yea. then we got back to his office and he explain motors. and electromagnetic fields (UGH). and the transformers hum because hte magnetic field is actually changing paths within the transformer because the current going through the coils is actually at different phases (3-phase power or whatever you call it).
but enough with electricity. more on farming. so ray came in the other day and asked me what i thought about another message dupont sent out (pasted below also) about the food shortage and how we're biogenetically engineering corn to resist pests and incliment weather etc etc. i said i didn't know...i mean right off the bat i think it's bad but i dunno enough about it. he agreed. i immediately think of all the crops we're dumping on third world countries--are we still doing that now that we're using more of our crops? or at least using more land to create stuff for ethenol. cause i think tha tmight be good if we aren't. anyway, ray talked about no till farming and brought in a magazine for me to read. so it's sitting on my desk and dan walks in and says he grew up on a farm and knows about it and stuff and says that it's not really that much more efficient and you need more herbicides because you're not digging up the weeds. he said if you plant hay or grass or something that provides shade (?) in between the rows of corn, i guess the herbicides grow there and you can just plow them down if you hvae a mower that's small enough to fit there.
very interesting...this is a way long post. needed it get it out before i forgot. i'm so hungry. i think i'm goig to the city tonight and i hope alicia comes with me. excited. should be a good night.
here are the articles:
DuPont, SFC to Develop Portable Power System
DuPont and SFC Smart Fuel Cell AG (SFC) announced yesterday that the M-25 portable fuel cell, which combines DuPont’s direct methanol technology with SFC’s commercially-proven fuel cell systems, products, and integration expertise, has been deployed for its first limited use in the field for the U.S. Army.
“DuPont is very pleased to collaborate with SFC on achieving this milestone,” said Cindy Green, vice president and general manager -- DuPont Fluoroproducts. “Our fuel cell technology represents a major breakthrough in portability that will benefit soldiers through significant weight reduction, while providing a prolonged source of power.”
When worn by soldiers in the field for extended missions, the M-25 is up to 80 percent lighter than conventional power sources, yet is capable of powering a wide range of soldier equipment, such as digital communication and navigation equipment. In addition to its light weight, the M-25 delivers quiet and continuous energy, and offers independent standalone functions such as remote area battery charging and power.
“The M-25 has the capability to revolutionize wearable, portable power sources in the field by extending soldier-mission times to 72 hours and beyond,” said Col. Richard Hansen, project manager, Soldier Warrior, U.S. Army. “We want our soldiers in the field to have the best equipment with the least weight to carry, and their gear must be powered reliably on missions. The M-25 is progressing well toward helping us realize this goal.”
In recent months, the public debate over food and fuel has risen in prominence, and I would like to put it in context. Agricultural markets are important to DuPont and will be even more so in the future, so it is critical that we understand this extremely complex global issue. There is no simple answer, but DuPont's leadership in agricultural biotechnology and our expertise in energy-efficient technologies, including biofuels, put us in a unique position to be part of the overall solution.
In general, where the price of oil goes, the price of food follows, mainly because oil has a major impact on both the production and distribution of food. News reports often target the shift of food grains to biofuels as a major cause of the rise in food prices. While there is certainly some effect, in reality the movement of grain to fuels does not have a large impact on the rise in food prices.
Increasing the yield of currently farmed acres is the first and best choice for addressing the issue of food supply and availability. Due to our efforts and those of scientists and farmers around the world, much more food is produced per acre now than ever before in human history. DuPont continues to work on advanced plant breeding, biotechnology, crop protection and other innovations to increase crop yields. We are incorporating traits into plants that reduce crop losses and improve crop grain and feedstock quality, and we are actively engaged in developing, producing and distributing nutritious foods and food ingredients.
DuPont also is active in the transition from petroleum-based transportation fuels to renewably-sourced fuels. We are working on the next generation of biofuel production technologies, which are focused on better use of agricultural feedstocks, including non-food materials such as corn cobs and stalks left after harvest. We recently announced a joint venture with Genencor to develop a low-cost technology for the production of cellulosic ethanol –- a next generation biofuel produced from non-food sources.
These are only a few examples of what DuPont is doing. We will continue to work closely with our partners, customers and others so that together we can help deliver the best solutions for people around the world and the environment.
For more information on the food and fuel issue and what DuPont is doing to address it, please go to http://www1.lvs.dupont.com/ea/food_fuel/index.html
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| Tuesday, June 24th, 2008
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7:53 am - thought about evolution
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"you keep believing, we'll keep evolving! YEA DARWIN OMG LIKE SO COOL LOVE HIM IZ SO AWES AND WOW I LIKE THE FISH WITH LEGS!!"
ok, listen. i'll keep evolving through my keeping on believing. put that in your socially popular pipe and smoke it.
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| Saturday, June 21st, 2008
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2:10 am - $ owed, rough life goals list, misc
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ok so i have so much to talk about!! but i am SO TIRED right now, and i have to wake up at 9 :/. why can i never sleep in, ever? EVER?? need to stop doing stuff
anyway. i really just wanna talk about fire flies and how great they are for a minute but i do'nt have time. save that for later.
also just wanted to write down: patti ----> $30
kirstin ----> $15
um shoot i think that's it...i have no money. like, all my pay checks are going to credit cards or stupid plane tickets or india or somethign like that. ugh i'm so frustrated and i really shouldn't be. it's just all at once. i really dn't care about money, but when i seriously have to give it ALL AWAY to something RIGHT when i get it?? i'm just so sad about it, seriously.
gosh i had more. well have i ever written a list of things to do in my life time?
-run a marathon (goal: nov. w00t!!! philly marathon baby)
-touch a great white shark
-more, but i dunno yet.
-i used to say i wanted to play at the electric factory some how, some way. that'd still be legit, not gonna lie
ok i am going to a concert tomorrow with ting tings, vamp weekend, mates of state, crystal castles (not sure how i feel about them...), dan deacon, gorgol bordello (sp? who cares. hate them) etc etc. pretty excited. going with rachel. glad i have someone who doesn't mind spending money on concerts :)
k really need sleep. really also wanted to listen to devandra. need him in my life.
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
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7:28 pm
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i dreamt a dream and it went like this:
"Remember your creator in the days of your youth,
before the days of trouble come
and the years approach when you will say,
"I find no pleasure in them"--
before the sun and the light
and the moon and the stars grow dark,
and the clouds return after the rain;
when the keepers of the house tremble,
and the strong men stoop,
when the grinders cease because they are few,
and those looking through the windows grow dim;
when the doors to the street are closed
and the sound of grinding fades;
when men rise up and the sound of birds,
but all their songs grow faint;
when men are afraid of heights
and of dangers in the streets;
when the almond tree blossoms
and the grasshopper drags himself along
and desire no longer is stirred.
Then man goes to his eternal home
and mourners go out the streets.
Remember him--before the silver cord is severed,
or the golden bowl is broken,
before the pitcher is shattered at the spring,
or the wheel broken at the well,
and the dust returns to the ground it came from,
and the spirit returns to God who gave it."
I awoke to the Teacher:
"Meaningless! Meaningless! Everything is meaningless!"
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| Sunday, June 8th, 2008
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7:33 pm - miller's episode pt. 2
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ok so i really wanna explain what happened after the first miller's episode.
ok so. thuan and laura got a flower and we were gonna go and give it to that waiter so we went downtown for something, i think a concert at gravity probs (ok lament--i don't think mika works there anymore :////) anyway, we went to miller's to find the dude to give him the flower, but unfortunately he wasn't there. so we went to grav lounge (now i remember, it was intechnicolor and tim be told) and someone stole the flower. so anyway after finals we went to wfm and got a flower and then we went to an 80's dance party at grav lounge and went to miller's before to give him the flower. so there was a band playing and it was packed but we went in and low and behold, he was there! so i chickened out and i was like..um laura go. and so she went up and tapped him on the shoulder and said something to the effect of "hey, we were the people who picked the pedals off that flower and we just wanted to say we're sorry and we shouldn't have done that. so we got you a flower to appologize and make up for it" and he was SO CUTE!! he was like all smiles and just appologized for how he freaked out and told us it was a bad day for him. and there was another waitress neext to him and she was cute too cause her face was basically "look how nice and merciful they are. they b bangin". it was so just great. ultimate example of forgiveness. it just made me and laura feel so great and so happy. amazing.
so anyway i have to go pick up a glorious vitamin energy goodness but i just wanted to say real quick that work kinda sucks and it's just tough living with ellen just because i don't know her that well so when i get off work after 8 hours of mind intensity and putting up a front trying to be all pro and junk, then i just want to decompress and chill and not talk or think or anything. but then when she gets home i have to put up another front and that's the toughest part i think.
k done.
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| Friday, June 6th, 2008
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5:26 pm
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life is interesting in that quantum physics sort of way...
"God makes a cosmos out of the nothingness, a molecular composition, of which He is not and never has been, as anyTHING is limiting, and God has no limits. In this way, He ISN'T and yet IS. The poetic imagery is rather beautiful, stating that all we see and feel and touch, the hardness of dense atoms, the softness of a breeze is the breath of God. And into this being, into this existence, God first creates light. This light is not to be confused with the sun and moon and stars, as they are not created until later. He simply creates light, a nonsubstance that is LIKE a particle and LIKE a wave, but perhaps neither, just some kind of traveling energy. A kind of magnetic wave. Light, then, becomes a fitting metaphor for a nonbeing who is."
~Through Painted Deserts
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| Saturday, May 31st, 2008
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7:53 pm
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ok mgmt pretty baller. they are playing in july at first unitarian church. NEED IT.
check this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtUI5MC9tVM
exccellence.
today dan broke the coffee pot. hahaha. i thought it would be hilarious if dan just couldn't have anymore coffee but dad brought another pot up from the basement. LAME.
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| Thursday, May 29th, 2008
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2:55 am - random update
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ok quick update.
so tonight i hung out with taz and ken and michelle. miss them all so much. miss high school days, even though michelle wasn't really in on them...but i do miss days with taz especially and hope we can hang and be bff-ish again this summer. miss days at ken's house, china pit, volley ball high HAHAHAH, blanket--oh wait. it's on me right now muahaha
anyway, i've been bumming around this summer so far. it's a shame cause i keep having to wake up early, which i like, but it means i can't stay up as late which i'm bummed about. i wish i could just stay up till whenever doing whenever and wake up early and have no effect on me. repeatedly.
i really want to:
-see michelle's apt downtown
-see colleen downtown
-go to freakin parks!
-little dance somsom?
-BUBBLE TEAAAAA downtown
-um....
-oh yea tubing down deleware/white water rafting
oh yea ok lemme vent. so i called laura today to ask her about my bags/$$ and she was like i'm leaving tomorrow, areyou gonna come here and help us clean? um....yea lemme just take a stroll down to apt 21 charlottesville virginia, i'll be there in a few...?? serious? that's why i kept asking if they wanted me to take stuff to storage or like do stuff that week before i left so we could get that junk done. *sigh* i just really feel bad about the kitchen cause even though i did genuinly try to clean my stuff out, i know i didn't do a very good job, and probably absentmindedly forgot stuff. and the bathroom kinda too but that should be easy for them. i feel bad. if i could get down there iw ould but i mean it just doesn't make sense to do that right now. plus i kinda can't. got plans baby. oh well...def praying for them for that stuff. can't wait to see them all again, man i miss them. everyone is so serious here sometimes. i miss joking and laughing and stomach pains from hilarity from them all. "watch you stupid asians i'll show you how to get low!!!!" HAHAHAHA so great! man i miss them all :/. i hope we can talk over the phone this summer. i worry for laura and my friendship sometimes but i just need to stop judeging/assuming cause i do that way. too. often.
k. work starts monday. own office with a window and comp and spinny chair baby. i'm high class and high roller and baller. BEAT IT.
my green star does not reflect apathy right now...
w00t rilo concert thursday baby!! YEA-YAAAA
current mood: apathetic
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