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ST:TOS, FIC, NC-17 [Dec. 15th, 2017|02:27 pm]
blackillya
TITLE: CAUGHT
AUTHOR: blackillya
FANDOM: K/S
PAIRING: James T Kirk/Spock of Vulcan
GENRE: Slash, established relationship
WORD COUNT: 2846
RATING: PG-13
FOR KiSMET 2016 CON ZINE CONTEST
SUMMARY POV - After 50 years the memories are still fresh
A/N: I wrote his for the fun of it, not to win. Oh, wining would be nice. Form 250 become augment; Form 251 becomes gratuitous

Link to fic: AO3
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FIC: MATCHMAKER, MATCHMAKER [TOS] NC17 [Dec. 6th, 2017|03:47 pm]
blackillya
[Tags|, , , , ]
[Current Location |United States, Alabama, Tuskegee]
[mood |accomplished]

Title: “MATCHMAKER, MATCHMAKER
Author: blackillya
Beta: None
Series: TOS
Rating:
Length: 1,079
Warnings: None
Summary: K/S Advent Challenge #107: Scotty makes eggnog and Kirk gets blasted on it. Spock assists Kirk back to his cabin and Kirk is very grabby handsy with him
A/N: Set after “Daggers of The Mind: Season 1, Ep 9 – the suggestion Tristan Adams, Director of Tantalus V, planted in Kirk’s mind concerning an obsessive longing for Helen Noel, resurfaces. In his befuddled mind that obsession is now Spock

James T Kirk enters the last of log into the computer, punches in his personal code, rubs his eyes, and lets out a weary sigh.

Less than a month ago he had been the victim of the neural neutralizer at the hands of Tristan Adams, the late Director of the colony for the criminally insane on Tantalus V.

That night, after his shift was over, he had talked to McCoy and Spock, confessing his fear of nightmares if he slept. McCoy had prescribed sleeping pills. As a rule, he ignored medical advice, but, in rare incidents like this, he obeyed.

Boy, did they work! There could have been a Level 10 shock wave and he wouldn’t have noticed.

There was one drawback - being a night person it limited his evening activities, for all he wanted to do crawl into that welcoming invention called a bed; but, as Captain of a Federation starship, he and duty, bound to attend the annual Christmas Party. //Just for an hour// he decided. //Then hello slumber land//

Mind made up he ignored the pill sitting on his night stand, left his quarters and heads for the rec room.

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Four hours, and several renditions of Jingle Bells, later, Spock, First Officer of the Enterprise realized his Captain was more than drunk, he was. - what was the ancient Earth term - ah, yes, plastered.

Taking advantage of the fact that the human was trying to remain upright at the entrance to the rec room, he slipped his arms around the slim waist and made their exit.

Their progress from the turbo lift to Kirk’s quarters was, fortunately, uneventful considering most of the crew was at the party and the departments were run by a skeleton crew: nevertheless, Spock allowed himself a moment of pride as his friend tried to walk as straight as possible.
Once they arrived at their destination, Kirk collapsed. Spock caught the man in his arms, placed him on the bunk, and up, and began to undress him.

KSKSKSKSKSHAPPYHOLIDYSKSKSKSKS

Kirk’s first conscious thought was that he wasn’t alone. The second was the feeling of strong hands gently massaging his throbbing hand. “Hammam” he purred. “That’s nice.”

“I am pleased. Shall I continue?”, replied a familiar male voice.

Kirk froze. Suddenly, in his still befuddled mind, he was back in the treatment room on Tantalus V. Tristan Adams voice droning in his head. You’re madly in love with him, James Kirk.

“No. Not him.... her,” he replied out loud.

No. You have suppressed your love, your longing for him all these years.

“All these years, Spock, I’ve loved you...”

“Good. Good. Now tell him, show him.”

“Yes. Must tell him, show him.”

Reaching up he encircled the Vulcan’s neck and pulled him down until the lean body covered his. “I love you, Spock. Dr. Adams says I do. He says I have loved you for years. Have you loved me all these years?”

KSKSKSKSKSHAPPYHOLIDYSKSKSKSKS

Spock, for his part, was momentarily stunned. As a Vulcan he considered the belief in fantasies becoming realities, illogical; however, his human half, and body, had other plans.

This confirmed his suspicions. A mind link had formed while he had been massaging Kirk’s head. He could hear Adams’ voice, but, some of the words differed from the official report.

His thoughts were interrupted by Kirk’s hands roaming over his body - which was also causing the most exquisite sensations - and the husky whisper ‘You feel so good, Spock’.

It was time. His next words would determine the course of their non-professional relationship.

Wiggling one hand free, he accessed the meld points. “My mind to your mind”, he intoned.

“Your thoughts to my thoughts”, Kirk replied in kind.

“Our minds are merging.”

“Our minds are one.” //Spock? //

//Yes, Jim. I am here//

//Why did we go back to Tantalus V? //

//We are far from Tantalus V and Dr. Adams is dead//

//Can’t be. I heard him....in my head//

//You have not fully recovered from the effects of the neural neutralizer. The ‘secret ingredient’ in Mr. Scott’s eggnog gave you a hangover and triggered residual suggestions//

//Oh. Then you heard my responses? //

//Yes. You spoke out loud//

//And //

//If you release me, and make room, I will get undressed and join you//

Kirk, reluctantly, obeyed. “Could you get us a large pot of black coffee first?”, he asked.

“Affirmative”, Spock replied. “I shall return.”

So, saying he left the cabin.

Kirk, already dressed for bed thanks to the efficiency of his First Officer, settled down to wait. After all, they had all night.

KSKSKSKSKSHAPPYHOLIDYSKSKSKSKS

December 24th
Old Earth Calendar
Sickbay

The insistent buzzing of the antique alarm clock woke Leonard McCoy just when he was fitful sleep.

Opening one bleary eye he read the luminous dial. It read 5am.

Sighing heavily, he rolled over - slowly, reached out and silenced the device with a firm slap of his hand, sat up, waited for his vision to clear, and poured himself a large cup of strong black coffee from the antique pot resting on his night stand.

The party had been a rousing success and he had made certain the attendees got safely back to their quarters.

Three healthy sips later, he rose, dressed, and went into his office. “Time to check on my favorite patients. Computer, give me the location of Captain Kirk and First Officer Spock.”

**Working. First Office Spock is in the Captain’s quarters**

“Has he been there all night?”

**Affirmative**

“Give visual.”

**Working**

The blank screen was replaced by a scene that made him smile.

There, on Kirk’s bunk, bodies entwined in a loving embrace, lay the Captain, and First Officer, of the Enterprise, in peaceful slumber.

He knew that bottle of 500 year-old Bourbon would not only come in handy one day, but, mix well with eggnog and 500 year-old Glenfinnan Scotch. “Computer.”

**Working**

“Pull up the duty roster for today, and alert Mr. Scott; time to make some changes.”

NEVER THE END
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NOT A PITY PARTY - JUST UPDATING THE FACTS, MA'AM [Jun. 20th, 2017|05:28 pm]
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[Tags|]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[Current Location |United States, Alabama]

Greetings! From the middle of 2016 to the end was nota goodtime for me. I went back to take care of my mom, who is 95, and had fallen and suffered a stroke. I had to listen out for her when she wanted to get around her apartment because she could no longer walk like she used to and it was frustrating to her. I was under a lot of pressure, and depression, because every time my cousins and I suggested something that would help her, she became very stubborn and argumentive.

I stayed until August. Doing that time I tried to keep myself occupied with writing; but, with the situation, I finally lost interest. When I got back to California I worried about a lot; plus, since my roommates and I are leasing the house - five rooms two bathrooms - we had to get it ready for inspection by the landlord.

2017 didn't start off too well, either. My roommates and I had health issues - for which I ended up in the hospital several times. Plus my T-Mobile phone died and I lost all my data.

The recent loss of Robert Vaughn, and other media icons, didn't help much, either.

Anyway, now that things are better - mom is living in New Jersey with my sister and is doing well as can be expected - and I have a better laptop, I am getting back into my writing. I have several 'follow up stories that I have finished; and, to contact the authors so each can look what I wrote over. If I get permission to post them I will do so.

Oh, and I am in Tuskegee, Alabama helping my Aunt take care of my Uncle.

So, thank you for reading my ramblings. Live Long and Prosper
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KS VALENTINE FIC: COMMUNICATION [Feb. 12th, 2016|01:25 pm]
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[Tags|]
[Current Location | SAN BERNARDINO, CA]
[mood |peacefulpeaceful]

Title:COMMUNICATION
Author: blackillya
Beta: None
Series: STR
Rating: PG?
Length: 1200 words
Warnings: None
Summary: Prompt #42: Kirk asks Spock what he and Uhura are doing for Valentine’s Day. Spock tells him they’ve broken up. Kirk sees his chance.

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“Spock?”

Silence

“Spock? What’s wrong?”

Silence

Concerned now, James T Kirk reached out a trembling hand and laid it, gently, on the Vulcan’s shoulder.

Spock tensed, but did not move.

Kirk took the gesture as dismissal, removed his hand, and turned to go.

“Please, don’t go.”

The words were spoken so softly one word have to strain to hear the; but, hear them Kirk did. The despair in the normally calm voice touched him more than he could say. He turned back, but kept his distance. “Wanna talk about it?”

Spock allowed himself to relax. Of all the Enterprise crew, he had come to value the young Captain’s friendship; especially after the incident with Kahn.


“Spock?”, Kirk whispered as he, once more, placed a comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder.

This time Spock did jump at the touch. “Forgive me, Jim. My mind was far away. Can you spare a moment?”

“Sure. Your quarters or mine?”

“Yours.”

“Okay. Let’s go.”

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“Spock. Talk to me.” Kirk implored.

The ‘moment’ he was asked to spare had turned into fifteen minutes of silence.

Spock sighed but did not obey immediately; but, continued to stare out of Kirk’s window as he tried to gather his thoughts.

A light bulb switched on in Kirk’s head. Going over to his replicator, he punched in a code and waited. Seconds later a cup of hot chocolate, topped with whipped cream, appeared on the pad.

The reaction Kirk was looking for was instantaneous.

The scent of chocolate invaded Spock’s nostrils and stirred him to action. Moving over to the replicator he lifted the cup and licked a bit of the whipped cream. “Hmm.”

Kirk chuckled. He found the human-like look of pleasure on the usually stern features endearing. “Better?”

“Yes. Thank you, Jim.”

“You’re welcome, Spock. Now, sit down and let’s talk.”

Spock obeyed and continued to savor the drink.
“Oh, by the way, if you don’t mind me asking, what are you and Uhura doing for Valentine’s Day?”

Kirk immediately regretted the question as the look of pleasure vanished, the cup was placed on his table, and the body language spoke volumes -- Pain, confusion, sadness? “What’s happened?”

“Nayota and I have parted ways,” came the whispered reply.

Kirk noticed the despair had returned. “Why?”

“I incurred her wrath during our last romantic encounter.”

Intrigued now, Kirk couldn’t help asking the obvious question. “Too many words, Spock?”

Spock ignored the attempt at teasing. “No, Jim; the wrong ones.”

For the briefest moment Kirk was certain Spock’s skin turned a deeper shade of green. “Spock, just what in the name of all the Gods did you do?”, he demanded.

The shade of green deepened. “We were in the final throes of intimacy when I whispered those wrong words.”

“Which were?”

“Your full name.” //There. It is done. Now I will loose him and my one chance to make Spock Prime’s prophecy come true//

For his part, Kirk’s soul rejoiced. Fate embraced him once again by presenting him an opportunity that, if ignored, would never come again. First things first -- “Let me get this straight, Spock, you whispered my full name?”

The lack of anger or contempt in the human’s voice filled him with mixed emotions -- shock and encouragement. “I cannot lie, Jim. The answer is yes. Why are you not offended?”

“Would you believe me if I told you?”
Spock raised an eyebrow in confusion. “Is there a reason for you to lie?”, he challenged.

Kirk sighed. “No, Spock, no reason at all.” He paused to strengthen his failing courage. “I just thought, well, with my reputation....”

“I do not take store by gossip, Jim,”, he said, reassuringly, sensing the human’s anxiety. “It is time for truth between us. May I meld with you?”

“Yes,” Kirk replied without slightest hesitation.

Spock removed his hands from Kirk’s grasp and placed them on his friend’s face. Gently he probed for the meld points and found them. “My mind to your mind...”, he began.

“.....my thought to your thoughts. I invite you in,” came the response.

“I accept your invitation.”

Like a rare wine thoughts flowed in the meld. Feelings long buried surfaced.

//Is this the true reason you came back for me, Jim?//

//Yes. I wanted so much to tell you then.....//

//....but, it was not yet time//

//Yes//

//When did you realize the time was right?//

//When I was dying. I was filled with regret that you would never know how much I love you// Kirk let that thought caress Spock’s mind; then, //When did you know?//

Spock was pleased that the sudden shyness in the human’s voice was genuine //In truth, from the beginning. There was something there, Jim. I sense you felt it, too//

//Yes. Spock, have we done this before?//

//There is no longer any doubt that we have. We have shared many lifetimes// Sadness suddenly flowed through the meld. //I was, also, filled with regret, when you were dying, that we would never be given this chance for happiness//

//Well, we’re here, so what next?//

In response the gentle flow was reversed.

“I have severed the meld for the time being. I have a feeling we will establish it later. Since we are on Earth, might I suggest a traditional Valentine’s evening - candlelight, soft music....”

“I’ll cook and make a special fruit drink from my great-grandfather’s recipe. How does that sound?”

Whatever Spock was about to respond was interrupted by the soft beeping of Kirk’s intercom. Kirk tapped the device. “Kirk here.”

It was McCoy. “Sorry to disturb you, Jim; but, I want to get these physicals out of the way. You and Spock are the last ones.”

Kirk sighed. “Talk about timing,” he muttered under his breathe. “It so happens Spock is with me, Bones. We’re on our way. Kirk out.” Rising, Kirk headed for the door. “C’mon, Spock. The sooner we get this over with...”

“Agreed,” Spock said, following his Captain.

FINI - 2001.17
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Answer for question 4573. [Dec. 18th, 2015|01:52 am]
blackillya
If you could live during any one period of time, past or future, what period would you choose? Why would you choose that period, and what would you do there?
Being a Trekker, I would love to live during the 23rd century and captain a starship. I would nae it after one of the greatest African kings - Shaka Zulu!
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Fic: SPECIAL DELIVERY; STR; G [Dec. 10th, 2015|04:16 pm]
blackillya
[Tags|]
[Current Location | SAN BERNARDINO, CA]
[mood |accomplished]

Title: SPECIAL DELIVERY
Author: Jatona P. Walker
Series: STR after the events of Star Trek: Into Darkness
Rating: G
Length: (word count)
Summary: Spock wants to give Kirk a special gift; Sarek offers an unusual suggestion
NOTES: This takes place in the Reboot universe after the events of Star Trek: Into Darkness



Somewhere on New Vulcan

“Penny for your thoughts, my son.”

Spock started, then, quickly, regained his composer. “Forgive me, father. To quote the old saying ‘My mind was miles away’,” he replied by way of apology.

“No apology is necessary”, Sarek of Vulcan replied. “I came because I sensed conflicting emotions within you. How may I serve?”

Spock sighed. “In truth, father, I was remembering how much mother enjoyed the upcoming holidays.”

The sadness n his son’s voice was not lost on Sarek. Since the death of his wife and bond mate, during the destruction of Vulcan //In the name of Surak, has it been four years? // she was constantly in his thoughts, especially around this time. “Yes, she did; especially the giving of gifts.”

//Yes! The gifts! All gone now…. // “Father, it is on that very subject I wish to speak.”

“Speak, then.”

Spock swallowed hard. //Courage// a voice urged him. //Speak your heart// it added. “I have found I care very much for James Kirk; therefore, I want to give him a special present. Do you have any suggestions?”

Sarek moved to sit by his son and favored him with a rare smile. “I do indeed, my son. Permit me to tell you what she gave me on a first Christmas after our Bonding.”

Spock favored his father with a rare smile of his own. “As the humans say ‘I am all ears’ “.
Sarek nodded. “Very well. We had planned to spend that Christmas with her family on Earth. Unfortunately, I was summoned back to Vulcan by T’Pau for what, in her opinion, was urgent business.”

Spock nodded. “You could not refuse, of course.”

“Correct. Well, by the time we concluded the business it was Christmas Eve. She called me from Earth to say she would be delayed; but, she was sending me a very special present…..”

PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH

Somewhere in San Francisco
Stardate: 2264

It was Christmas Eve and James T Kirk sat in his darkened apartment, stretched out in his great-great grandmother’s old-fashioned reclining chair, deep in thought.

The crew of the newly commissioned USS Enterprise had scattered to enjoy the holidays with family. Later, they would gather in Uhura’s apartment to celebrate a Friendmas. There would be an old-fashioned ‘potluck’ and gift exchange.

Kirk sighed. //God knows we deserve it!!// The aftermath of Kahn’s attack had made the past year difficult - both physically and emotionally. Among the positive outcomes – Kahn, and his 71 family members, is sealed away in their cryo tubes in a secret location. Away from those who still, after a year, seek vengeance….like himself.

Yet, despite everything, he was proud of his crew. Their performance against Nero and Kahn was still the talk of not only Starfleet but on Federation and non-federation worlds.

So why did he feel so depressed…so alone? //Who are you kidding? You know why// his inner voice chided. Kirk sighed once more. “Yeah, I know why”, he mumbled. //Oh, Spock, I miss you. I know your need to spend time with your father, and the remainder of your people; but…. //

The soft beeping of his door chimes interrupts his thoughts. “Computer, activate view screen”, he orders.

Instantly the large view screen showed two Starfleet Security Guards outside of his door. Between them they carried a gaily wrapped crate topped by a huge green bow.

Kirk felt a sudden surge of anger. If this was someone’s idea of a sick joke, he would have the joker’s guts for garters! “What is the meaning of this?” he demanded.

“Special Delivery for you, Captain Kirk”, one of the guards replied.

“From whom”

As if on queue, his computer bleeped once more. INCOMING MESSAGE FROM SAREK ON NEW VULCAN FOR JAMES T KIRK the electronic voice intoned.

“On screen”, Kirk ordered.

The craggy features of the Vulcan Statesman replaced the image of the Security team. “Forgive the lateness of the hour, Captain; but, my son charged me with the task of making certain you received his Christmas present. Considering what you have been through, these gentlemen and I have also taken the liberty to abide by Starfleet Regulations; therefore, you are in no danger. He also informed me that you must wait fifteen minutes before opening it and that he hopes it will please you.”

Kirk could not resist a smile. To think Spock actually thought of him. “Please convey my thanks to Spock and tell him I’m sure I’ll like it.”

“I ill do so and a Merry Christmas.”

“Same to you, sir, and thank you.”

The Security team set the crate down on the carpet as Sarek’s image faded from the screen.

PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH PRE-SLASH

James T Kirk stood by the fireplace staring at the face of the antique ship’s clock. “Five…four…three…two…zero! Yes!! Christmas Day!!!” he should with glee, having deduced that the crate was delivered at 11:45pm…in fifteen minutes it would be Christmas Day.

//It is time to open your present, Jim? //

Kirk started. That was Spock’s voice…in his mind. “Okay”, he muttered and proceeded to open the crate, taking special care to preserve the wrapping paper, ribbons, and the bow. What he beheld would be seared in his memory, and his heart, as long as he lived.

Spock of Vulcan - the man who, though he would only admit to himself, had recently haunted his awaking and sleeping hours, lay inside. Red and green tissue paper covered the body of the crate’s occupant, only the head was visible. The handsome features were relaxed beneath the oxygen mask.

//Hello, Jim. Do you know how to awaken me? //

In response Kirk removed the oxygen mask, then leaned over and placed a chaste kiss on the waiting lips.

Brown eyes opened to meet his. Both realized, at that moment, their fates are sealed.

“Need some help?”

“I would appreciate your assistance.”

Kirk held out his hand and pulled. His mouth went dry, and his heart beat fast, as Spock stepped out of the crate. The ‘tissue paper’ proved to be a shear fabric that molded to every curve of the body. “So, what’s on your mind?” was all he could ask, when he finally found his voice.

“Much. What we are feeling is new, Jim. Trust, communicate, honestly and discretion are essential. Agreed?”

“Agreed. Well, make yourself at home. How about some breakfast first?

Spock nodded in approval as he seated himself in the recliner. ”I see you can be logical when you choose to be.”

“As the old saying goes – ‘You ain’t seen nothing yet’ “, Kirk replied as he headed for the kitchen.

“Neither have you”, Spock replied.

Kirk heard the challenge in his friend’s voice. Breakfast could wait.

FINI Stardate 2015.11.27
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50TH ANNIVERSARY DRABBLE - WEEK ONE [Aug. 30th, 2014|06:10 pm]
blackillya

Title: Possibilities
Author: blackillya
Week # 1 - First time
Prompt#35- Friendship
Genre: Could be pre-slash
Any Warnings: None

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50TH ANNIVERSARY DRABBLE - WEEK ONE [Aug. 30th, 2014|06:00 pm]
blackillya

Title: Possibilities
Author: blackillya
Week # 1 - First time
Prompt#35- Friendship
Genre: Could be pre-slash
Any Warnings: None

Title: Possibilities Author: blackillya Week # 1 - First time Prompt#35- Friendship Genre: Could be pre-slash Any Warnings: None <lj-cut></lj-cut>“Do it, Kuryakin! Napoleon Solo will spread the Plague once more!”, the evil scientist hissed. Kuryakin nodded, approached his partner and stopped. “Don’t worry”, he whispered in a convenient ear, “It is rum mixed with pig’s blood.” “You’re sure?” “Trust me, torvarich. Drink.” As he obeyed, Napoleon focused on that last sentence. His new partner had called him ‘friend’ in Russian for the first time. **Yes. Friendship first. It’s only been two months and we already compliment each other. As for the future…..oh, the possibilities!**</span><lj-cut>Collapse )
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A SHORT VIDEO OF DAVID [Oct. 2nd, 2012|06:07 pm]
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RR: THE DYNAMO ROOM AFFAIR [Jul. 1st, 2008|10:31 pm]
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