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[08 Mar 2006|12:36am] |
Comes the Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And that company doesn't mean security.
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open,
With the grace of a woman,
not the grief of a child
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And you learn to build all your roads
on today because tommorw's ground
Is too uncertain for plans, and the futures have A way of falling down in mid-flight
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After awhile you learn that even sunshine
Burns if you get too much
So you plan your own garden and decorate
Your own soul,instead of waiting
For someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can edure...
That you really are strong
And you really to have worth
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And you learn and learn....
With every goodbye
You learn
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I havn't wrote in here since dec... dont know what to even say ... im weeding out my life .. it will take a bit. thats all for now
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[22 Apr 2005|12:40am] |
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So I have deleted everyone on my friends list .. and NO im not pissed off or anything but .. unconciously I was feeling let down or hurt cause I would write certain entrys that would go uncommented when I really needed someone to comment to let me know Im being " heard".. and why should that matter its my own personal journal? but real people know its not that simple also I didnt tell anyone anything i would just let them find out by reading it .. I also felt somewhat censored .. so either I just become more isolated about my feelings or i will open up more cause I cant tell them in writing.So now im writing just for me , no censoring just raw feelings. SO I hope i gain some people skills back {doubt it though}
Now people will have to look deeper in me then reading the obvious
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