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Lost in my own Thoughts [Apr. 24th, 2005|10:43 pm]
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[music |Incomplete]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

Hey guys sry I haven't gotten to you in almost a month probably and you probably don't even check anymore to see if I have updated anything but I have been very busy.
Three weeks ago I went to Thespian State Competition in Tampa which is an acting thing there and got a good on my musical solo piece and than I went to prom next week I had the musical Oklahoma performance and cast party woot woot. than this week we had a chorus show and cast party woot woot and than I had two parties to go to yesterday and today I went rollerblading on the trail with a few of my friends and played basketball with Dustin and this coming week I have state competition for chorus and my solo pieces there.

And the newest news of the week is I broke it off with Brian, which honestly was one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. I don't know if all my reasons made sense to him but I know I broke his heart, but I just need this time for myself. He is all I've known since I moved here and I need this time to get to know the single meagan again. I don't think such a comitted and serious relationship is good for me in H.S. right now. If we did have something special which I know we did than it won't be hard for us to find each other again in the future just right now I need some time. And though I know in my head I did the right thing for now, in my heart it is killing me. I mean I finally realize that he is gone and it makes it worse that he won't talk or look at me. It is really hard exspecially since I known the man for 2 years and for him to be cut out of my life just like that kills me. Every couple I see I cry I mean a piece of my heart is missing he was a big part of my life. And when rachel called him and he said I can't look or talk to her b/c she ripped my heart out I felt horrible and I know I shouldn't feel guilty but I my heart keeps fighting against my mind wether I did the right thing or not, but I guess for now it is best. And if you read this Brian I just want you to know that I still deeply care for you it is just right now I'm scared on where the relationship would lead too and it was time to break up for now. I know you feel bad I do too and you probably hate me but I need this for me right now and I hope you understand. Well on that depressing note I'm going to go beat myself up again convincing me what I did was right for me. Love you guys!
P.S. Stephen when you get the chance call me
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2005|08:58 pm]
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[mood |sicksick]
[music |Phantom of the Opera]

hey guys things have been pretty good though I'm sick right now I have a fever. NOT KEWL! I'm am just zonked. Well for things to say not much except rehearsals and school. I have a B in Chemistry!! yay for me, but now we are learning mole conversions and it is hard. I hate it! grr..and I was doing so well. Brian and I are doing good I don't know if we will get to see each other this weekend b/c it will be sad but I'm going to try and see him ref. basketball saturday. Oh well I'm feel like crap so i'm going to go watch tv and take it easy though I have tons of homework and tomorrow I can't miss b/c I have projects due, tests, rehearsals, and volunteer work. Plus I dont' understand chemistry as it is missing a day won't be good. I guess I'll just see how I feel tomorrow. luv ya all very much!
PS Hey my steve please call when you read this
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2005|09:36 pm]
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[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |me singing!]

Hey everybody! New news I have my license! Final I'm so... happy today I went to the trail and walked around with Brian it was fun and I got exercise then I went to go and rent a blockbuster movie by myself. I'm so... soaked I love it. It is so much better being in the car by yourself w/o my mom in the background saying STOP!!!!!!!!! I just feel more free. though it sucks that we have to share a car b/c I can't take it out for a long time like an hour tops, but my mom is thinking of getting a used car though we can't get anything yet until I have a job to help pay for gas and insurance.
Anyway other than that not much else going on. HAPPY SWEET 16 TO CHRISTINE!
I love you guys.

PS Gina if you are there I try giving me a call or let me know how the sturm kids are. I miss them and you all.

PPS Steve hey HAPPY VALENTINES DAY let me know how your dance went.

NATALIE GIRL I LOVE YOU GIVE ME A CALL IF YA CAN.

YOU TOO SYD OR I'll try reaching you on aim.

PC I haven't been able to get a hold of you you are too damn busy lol

emily I love you coz and I miss you let me know how you are doing!

BETH I'm NOT AN LJ SLACKER HAHAHA!

Lauren I love you and I'm happy for you and Brennen
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Great Night [Feb. 12th, 2005|01:18 pm]
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[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Keith Urban]

Well last night was crazy first of all it was me and Brian's one year yesterday!! I can't believe we've lasted a year that is the longest relationship I've ever had and even though we get in fights I think it is worth what we have. love ya babe. Also last night I went to Chorus competition that was fun Bel Cantos and Horizons got a Superior on their ensembles and I got a superior on my solo. So we are all going to state. I'm very excited. I was fun I had a blast and can't wait till State. Now finally I can relax a bit and start concentrating on Oklahoma now that all my competitions are done, but it will soon get pretty crazy in end of April and May but oh well. I love every minute of it. Today I'm just sitting around the house and than Brian and I are going to celebrate our one year tonight since we didn't really have a chance to see each other b/c of chorus. We are going to Macoroni Grill. Well I'll keep ya updated in Meagan's World luv ya all who are patient with me b/c I don't write that much buh bye!
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Lazy day after busy week! [Feb. 6th, 2005|10:26 am]
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[music |Evanescence Live]
[mood |lazylazy]

*sigh* I can finally have a relaxing day. I've been quite busy with lots of theatre thespian things. We had competition last weekend and I got a superior on my solo musical, which is the best. Then play rehearsals are getting more and more. Also in other news b/c I haven't updated in a while Paul and lauren to me it was a matter of time, but now lauren has moved on to "Brennen of innocense." Brian's Birthday was last friday we went to allison krauss and the Union Station it was Great. Brian and I will be going out for a year next week. I got him for his birthday Sea World tickets and I thought we would be able to go there for our one year next weekend, but he is too busy. Oh well I guess we can go some other time. Though I don't know what we will be doing for our one year. hmm.... anyway. I've enjoyed the past days very relaxing and just chillin catching up on a few things here and there. Today is the super bowl the big event everyone watches for its comercials and all. Goodluck trying to get a hold of any guy today! I've lately been really missing my peeps in Tulsa you guys are the bomb and I would love it if you guys would try calling or talking to hear how you guys have been doing. I've talk to a few of you and have been trying to get a hold of others but please if ya read this call or e-mail to let me know what you have been up too.
Well I'm gonna go and enjoy my nothing of a day. I luv ya guys who read my lj even though I'm a very bad lj slacker though I'm getting better.

PS Beth if you could e-mail me on how to fix up my lj a bit better that would be great. I hope you computer is fixed.

Keith Urban rocks in concert! I saw him last week at Hardrock live it was awesome!
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2005|09:32 pm]
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[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |Keith Urban]

What is shakin everybody? haha
Nothing much has been going on with me the past week my mom is gone to Virginia to see her grandaughter (my neice). I got to talk to my neice too, but she didn't really answer back oh well it is only a matter of time. Anyway so my aunt has been coming to spend the night and it is kinda annoying I have to be very patient with her. She is 75 and getting senial and it like babysitting her at sometimes. Oh well mom is coming back Saturday. I haven't been feeling all that well lately Brian gave me something. well I'm going to bed I have rehearsal tomorrow and I'm tired so I'll write again later.
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2005|12:29 pm]
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[music |Evanescence Live!]
[mood |excitedexcited]

Hey guys sry I haven't been updating like I should, but there was something wrong with my lj but it is fixed now. SO.... lets see what has been going on well the first week of school back we had 9 week exams which was really fun! jk Then this week is semester exams but I am exempt from all of them so this week I have all off.
Also for the musical Oklahoma coming up the girl who was understudy for Laurey dropped out so the teacher asked me if I wanted to be the understudy so that was exciting. And the most exciting news ever is my NEICE IS BORN AVA!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was born at 7:57 am on Jan. 11 I am so.... happy! Ava Nichole Garseusalu is her full name though the last name I can't spell right. She is 7 lbs 8 oz and 21 1/2 inches long. Very long baby she is probably going to be tall. Well that is it for now when I have pictures I will post them up.

P.S. Stephen if you read this contact your meagan ASAP I want to talk to you.
P.P.S. Phantom on the Opera is the greatest movie this year I love that musical I saw it for my 3rd time last night. Not as good as the play they all say but I still really like the movie too.
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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2005|10:03 pm]
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[mood |busybusy]
[music |the sound of my mom snoring in the other room and joey's from Kentucky! lol]

Hey ya'll I'm finally updating my live journal YAY!!!!! I know you are all excited especially thoose of you in kentucky! I loved coming up and seeing you guys I missed you all so..... much. Even if it was for only 3 days it was well worth it. I got to see emily, jennifer, joey, elizabeth, brittany thoose were the cousins and paul and julie (brother and sister) also lots of aunts and uncles and nanny of course. Well while I was up there I saw snow ... well... mainly slushy, icy snow but overall snow so.. that was fun and cold. Than I went to see Phantom of the Opera and it was by far the greatest movie I have seen this year! I loved it! Than I also went to build a bear and made my own bear which he/she is so... cute he/she name is snowball and is a polor bear!

Well I started school again today it was ok, went by fast so that is good. 9 week exams are this week though so I am nervous about my chemistry exam! AHAHA!!! I want to do good! Our whole schedule now is messed up b/c of the hurricanes!!! grr....
well this is all I can think of for now. I'm going to try and write in here like 3 or 4 times a week now. it is a goal of mine. Tomorrow is our first cast meeting for OKLAHOMA (it starts!)
P.S. I also had a blast on New Years and I hope you all did too.
P.P.S. I miss you 2 emily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.P.S. LONG LIVE HERMIE AND THE GANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2004|09:02 pm]
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[music |nothing]
[mood |happyhappy]

SORRY GUYS I'm a bad girl I haven't updated in forever. I've just been very busy I went on a cruise for 7days in the West Carribean 3 weeks ago that was a blast if you want info on that let me know and I'll give you details and pictures (if I can), but I had a lot of fun on that. Then the week after that Nanny came to visit and I was glad I got to see her. I miss her a lot. So it was kewl to see her I'm trying to get my mom on letting me or both of us come up this Christmas and I think we might I don't know yet. But I'll let you Kentucky people know.

Then just last Saturday was the Homecoming Dance I went with my boyfriend Brian of course we have almost been going out for 9 months! WOW this has been the longest ever and I'm enjoying every minute of it. Also there was HAlloween I hope everybody had fun. I dressed up as a Vampire and scared the kids while giving them candy, but I was nice to the little little kids.

And the Biggest news of all is my BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY! I'm now offically SWEET 16!!!!!!! WOO HOO I'm was so.... excited. Oh and thanks lauren again for the big Inflated Whale that I had to carry around to all my classes. And also like to say a Happy late Birthday to Stephen I love you Stephen happy 16th to you too.!

Well I better get going I'm also working on the Fall play so once things settle down I'm going try and write more to you all
buh bye! luv ya all!
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FED-UP! [Sep. 9th, 2004|03:30 pm]
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[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |mindy smith "Come to Jesus"]

Hey guys! WOW the last month has been pretty hetic. Since I wrote to you last I've had 2 hurricanes come and hit central Florida! Charley and Francis damn them all! We had more damage with charley than francis, but francis took forever to go through. Like a day and a half. "literary" omg I was bored stiff. I went for Francis to my aunts house 20 min. north from here. We got it worse there than if we were to stay home which really sucked. At some points it was fun, but other times it was just boring like staring out the window boring, which I did for 2 hours. There was 6 cats, 2 dogs, and 7 people living in this little house for 4 days and I was the only one under 50 there. It was boring at some points. So anyway that has been my life right now. Oh and there is another one coming that is very strong Ivan! ahaha leave florida alone! I swear by the end of hurricane season (sometime in the beginning of november) florida is just going to be one big sandbar! lol anyway other than that stuff I got into Thesbians! which is really an honor. It is a top acting club that only a few select people can get into. It is like a elite group in act. I'm going to have fun this year, but I still miss last year. anyway ttyl. YOU PEOPLE IN TULSA NEED TO CALL ME! luv ya bye!
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