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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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1:42 pm
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well i think im going to leave this journal... i MIGHT write on it... i dunno, but i kinda forgot about this thing, and probably no one reads it anyways haha... myspace took over the world! hahha
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| Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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1:21 am
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wont say much cause i would like to go to sleep.
i want to go to sleep cause i have been getting lots of pimples on my face for sleeping late, and not getting enough sleep...
therefore i will write short...
today was pretty cool, i went to my 2 classes today and did what i had to. then off to work where I thought it was going to be hell because i had an 8 hour shift on a freakin friday with 3 new movies (jarhead - which was freakin awesome!, chicken little - which the little kids dont know how to clean after themselves, making us do LOTS of work, and some other movie that wasnt that big..) anyways, today went by sooo fast, i saw sooo many people that i knew tonight, and got them in for free of course... i just wish my days are not bad like this.
i will go to my bed and pretend that im doing a really long blink...
current mood:  sleepy
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| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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12:46 am
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I can't do it, I just can't...
There are too many things to forget, too many good rememberances, just too many stuff that makes me feel good... so I just can't do it! And when I think I have done it, there is always one little thing that just makes me start back from square one.
If you don't know what I'm talking about, then I'm sorry, but I just need say it and tell people to get it off my chest...
If you do, then congratulations! That means you really know me!
current mood:  aggravated
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005
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10:31 pm - yep yep
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well hello there.
College is getting to me, I have not the time to write here as much as I would like to, but I will still do so...
I saw Doom today, it was aight, I liked the FPS view... it 0wnz!
pretty good pop-ups in that movie.
Anyways, I have tons of homework to do, thus I have to exit.
Next time...
oh wait I almost forgot, next week, it should go down... my parents told me to 'take care of the house' hmmmmm... oh yes I will...
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| Monday, October 17th, 2005
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8:21 pm
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Well I havent written to you in a while...
As of right now, I do not know what to do. College is getting difficult, and that is if I want to make good grades and not just go for the minimal requirements. And if I don't act now, I know I won't make it through next semester and/or in the future.
Also right now, I feel that some of my good friends are slipping away. They are not the friends that I 'clicked' from the beginning. For instance, when I am around them, I don't do the things that I was able to do back then, because I know it would just feel weird. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well put it this way, If you haven't seen a friend in 5 years, and then you encounter him/her one day, you don't just act the same way you did 5 years ago, would you? Well ok, that is how I kind of feel about a couple of my good friends... Sucks, but I guess things just change. I wish I didn't grow up. Reminiscing and looking back at the fun times we did in the past, just makes me sad/happy/bad/super/someIcantEvenRemember/sore/painful/wonderful/pleasant/mixed emotions... you get the point.
But like I always say, "You cannot change the past, you can only change the future." *Sigh*
And I want to say that as of right now, we often underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
Many people know me as a 'nice' guy, (just read my other blog about nice guys) and I cannot say that I'm not, but I guess nice guys do finish last. It kind of hurts being last sometimes. But if you really know me, I will always stay a 'nice' guy. Sad but true? Is that really bad?
I will stay kind/nice through out my life. Because kindness is a language which the dumb can speak, the deaf can understand.
How far you go in life depends on you being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and the strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of these.
I just hope there are other people that would do the same to me, as I would do to them...
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| Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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9:30 am
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I know the true meaning of ROFL. I seriously did it! hahahahaha, fuckin aldrin... well it should be ROAL (Rolling on Aldrin Laughing).
He came down for the weekend... so he was on the ground, stomach down, playing chess on his laptop(his laptop is on the floor), then he made me laugh, and then i started to roll on him for no reason. If you know aldrin, he would kinda automatically just tell me to get off of him and then he'd punch me or something, but then he just said stupid shit and gave me a look that was just like "wtf?" or it looked like he was scared or something... which made me laugh more and I couldn't breath. I was just rolling on him waiting for him to say get off. He was saying, "what the hell are you doing, get off me" but in a way where he was just saying it, he didnt mean it. so I just rolled on him while laughing really really hard!? I think I got an ab workout out of that...
current mood:  crazy
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| Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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3:17 pm
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| Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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11:03 pm
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Had a bad day again... She said I would not understand...
Well, I didnt have a really good day today, midterm i took sucked, i got back a test that wasnt too hot, and its a wednesdays. If you know my schedule on wednesdays, then you know why. *sigh*
current mood: exhausted
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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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11:59 am
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| Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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4:53 pm - Hurricane
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| Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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6:43 pm - OMG
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Last night was too scary for me...
I fell asleep on the couch in my living room watching tv at around 12 or so. Everyone was asleep by then. I had my tv set to sleep so I wouldnt have to push the off button when I'm about to go to sleep.
As I was falling asleep, the tv turned off automatically, and suddenly I heard some clanging in the kitchen!? All the lights were off and that scared the shit out of me. I tried to stay still and listen to see if there was actually someone there. So you could imagine me with my eyes all wide open and trying to breathe softly and I'm all sweaty and shit.
After 5 min or so, I didn't hear anything. So I tried to sleep, I really tried, but that noise didnt make me. It was rushing through my mind, all these thought and stuff were going 200mph through my brain. So I had to end it, I just said 'fuck it' and got up, got the nearest 'weapon' (remote control) and just started walking towards the kitchen. 'Slowly, trying to stay quiet, so whoever was in there couldnt hear me', thats what was going through my mind the whole time. As I got near, I tried to find the switch. I got a hold of it, then I suddenly turned on the lights and lifted the remote control, as if I was going to hit someone, but as soon as the lights turned on, I saw an old lady just staring at me?!?!
Then I woke up.
Have you ever had one of those dreams that seemed sooo real?! I guess I did fall asleep after all, I just thought I didn't. Well I thought I was seriously doing all those things, when i saw that old lady, I just woke up.
After waking up, I thought about going upstairs to my room and just sleep there, but I didnt want to risk getting the shit scared out of me, again. lol So I just fell asleep till I woke up, t'was around 9 or so...
Next day, I was like wtf.
current mood:  scared
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| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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10:28 pm - Movies!
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I recommend you watch Constant Gardener, and The Exorcism of Emily Rose... really really good movies!!!! Thats just my opinion though, which is the best only! lol jk, seriously, watch em. If you don't want to pay, ask me....
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| Friday, September 9th, 2005
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12:00 am
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ONE THING I WAS RAISED TO DO AND YOU SHOULD FOLLOW ALSO... RESPECT YOUR 'EDLERS' OR IN OTHER WORDS, RESPECT PEOPLE, BUT ESPECIALLY PEOPLE OLDER THAN YOU. MOST HAVE MORE 'WISDOM' THAN YOU, SO NO NEED TO FUCKIN' PUT THEM DOWN OR SAY BAD THINGS TO THEM, CAUSE THAT REALLY PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF! IF I SEE YOU DO THAT... LET'S JUST SAY YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE MY BAD SIDE! That goes for anyone...
current mood: pissed off
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| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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8:28 pm
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TIRED...REALLY TIRED TOOOO MUCH SOCCER! I havent played in like 2-3 months, and today I just played with some people at A&M and damn, that got me good... I couldnt breathe! oh well, Im really tired right now, so Im gonna go chill, until next time...
current mood: tired
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| Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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10:40 pm
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Everyone has the same weakness, unfortunately, I know what it is.
current mood:  crushed
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| Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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12:26 am
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It feels like everything that I built up inside is just starting to crumble, slowly, but surely. Emotions run wild through my veins, I have not a clue on what to think, or say, or do. I am in need of some serious... But real friends are real and thats what they do best... Thanks man.
current mood: emotional
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| Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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3:17 pm - NOOOO
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I'm just really fuckin pissed right now! you know why... damnit!!
current mood:  disappointed
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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10:05 am
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couple more days...I really fuckin hope it goes down, If not, Im gonna be pissed
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| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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12:23 am - HAHAHAHAHA
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Hokay so, I just did the most random thing ever...
I just did a beer bong. I saw beer in fridge (hopefully my dad doesn't count those) and I saw a little beer bong, so i just did one out of no where... parents were sleeping and shit, so i just fucking did one! haha. I thought this was really funny cause it was sooooo random. oh well, I think im gonna head off to bed, lates! until next time...oh ya, cant wait till next week!
current mood:  excited
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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8:18 am
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Last night was disappointing. I just have to say sorry =P ... Anyways, although it was disappointing, it was still fun. I promise, next time I won't let ya'll down!
current mood: disappointed
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