aoryutochanz

Happy New Year!!

So many things happen in 1 day... 1 month... 1 year...

In 1 month, December, become special month. A lot of 'warning' came to me in positif and negative ways...
which, so many lessons to learn...

Some BIG Lessons I had in one month only...
- 'High Experince' not guarantee you have good maner

While I'm used Public Bus, meet a woman who had a lot of experienced as teacher ( base on her stories by herself ).
She shared she had experience for decades, went oversease in many place, like at that day, she just arrive from holidays.
Not only that, she compare our system in here and overseas, which the fact was 'most of indonesian people can't stay in line even for short time' while the rest can do it.
She promote too about her school, place she worked, which teach the kids from young to stay in line.

after around 30 minutes we wait, the bus was come but not space enough for all of us, so we need another bus around 10 minutes.
Since there's no 'line strings', so we need to manage our self to keep stay in line.

and what she said to the man infront of me, who listen her story...?
she said ... " the younger must give in the line to the elder, which make you more have good luck in relationship and works..."

so, who said have the EXPERIENCE as TEACHER here...?


- Lost something wasn't always become a lessons for the one who 'take' it

In last 4 month, my burden become more heavier and become a chance to me to 'give up'.
Of course, I shared this problems with my pastor as the guide, but he said I need to stay as my lessons.
But day by day, with all problems and since the burden of this already came around a years, make me more realize...

sometimes when lost something, I'm not the one who need learn. How about 'you' was the one who need the lessons?

why I said this?

If you care something, we will do everything to make a change, right?
But what he and his people more like 'sweet words' but bad in act.

my big reasons was..
I do the church service in free which base on my heart for helping and teached in music class.
But what did you guys did was more push me into your system which make me to burden another responsibility which actually its was yours not mine.
Again, my responsibility just as music teacher not as the education teacher ( in many ways )


- You're not waste your time if the reason was for 'Learning'

For decades as music teacher, I always said 'You will lose and only waste your time if you not training a lot" for any student who always complain and complain without practice their lessons.

At the same time, I still study and learn in music, which Piano Pop for the beginner.
as notes, I can teach the kids how to play 'piano' because I ever had Electones lessons for 8 years, did a lot of church service + school's lessons with piano - keyboard since junior high school. That's why with all experience I had, I can played but still lack with the basic lessons.

So, again, I choose to Piano pop from the basic book.

One senior who have shared in Electone lessons always said this to me " You only waste your time! You really stupid not continue your electone lessons! In there, you will learn the basic too! "

Another fact, that's true I had Electone course more than 8 years but for some reasons, I need to give up.
Around 5 years later when everything more under control, suddenly I got a 'donation' for study specially in music.
Since the Electone I have was broken and hard to repair it ( and if I need to buy the new one, I need a lot of money ).
I choose to Piano's because I only had keyboard for now and I can borrow Church's clavinnova.

Learning Piano basic look like waste my times, but in 1 years I learn a lot although sometimes I bored with 1 songs in more than 2 month.
Again, I don't know why she always keep say I waste my times while I can improve my basic skill and used in in different way right now. .


- Know someone with their attitude and value their time

Maybe this's crazy, but seriously I really hate with anyone who can't value their times + show good manner.
Specially when someone already make an appointment with you but they can't keep their promised.

Someone promised will meet you at XX o'clock but they JUST start to go at that XX o'clock.
In another words, you need more than hours to wait - really... super late...

Not only that, something like this always like this which whenever you make an appointment, they always LATE more than 1 - 2 hours from the time.

When you show your anger, they always said "You must understand our condition"

inside, I always want to say "Promised is promised. Not only you, I had my own schedule to arrange. So, don't get mad if I choose to going home."


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Ah, so manythings happen but this's the bigest one ever I can remember.

"A lot of people like you, but you always close your heart. Yeah, when someone hurt you, you will never forget or even forgive him/her"
this's were a quotation from one of driver online I used. I really shock since we never meet before and suddenly he said like this.

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At the sametimes this's become my focus and as reminder for "This's why I choose to be single all time, for now"

How can I trust any men or woman if most of people around me were like that?
Maybe if as long as friend, its okay... but for more that that... I don't think so ~

hmm...
1st day in 2018 already come and for now I don't have any goals to write...
but I will keep used my old ' quotes '

" Don't worry, be happy. Just keep Swimming! and Let it Go!! "

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Happy New Year

and

Have Nice Holidays!

aoryutochanz

X3
Yo, Aoi desu~ had been a long time not write anything in here~

Hahahaha..
So many things happen like...

HAPPY ( late ) EASTER ~ <3

Celebrate the Easter's day with my students really interesting.
This was new experienced too for my students. They never did the act before but this time we perform a short drama + songs.

The result was nice~
Not perfect but as for grade 2 - 4 , this was good.
What I look and concern was to build their courage~

^__^
Again, Happy easter~

For yesterday event, another new experience for Aoi~


( just repost my own pic from tumblr X3 )

Live View Touken Ranbu Musical - Mitohose ( Ieyasu's story )
in Indonesia - Plaza Senayan

Aoi will not put any spoiler for the story~ just what Aoi feel when attend at there...

1st Thanks for my friends who help me to buy the ticket.
After watched, Aoi meet new 2 friends, who one of them like manbachan too meanwhile the other love hakuouki <3
Aoi feel so happy ~

For the experience...

Aoi who always watch & enjoy the performance alone, this experience really new~
Sorry not sorry for this but to be honest, Aoi feel like at ' wrong place ', maybe..

I mean...
Maybe this's look normal..
But when hear scream ( fangirling ) whenever each character appear or interact each other...
Chatting with ur friend which sometimes Aoi can hear what u talked about...
shout for something un-necessary...
A little bit annoying for Aoi...

and some one who can sit properly which make the chair a little shaking...

specially in concer's time...
Aoi can't wrote anything in here.. but for the performance, Aoi really like it~

for the issue...
Aoi think its true..
Although Aoi didn't know who and don't want to judge too, this's embarassing..

Aoi now understand why over and over one of cinema's staff walking around since Aoi's position only 1 chair before the stairs.
1st Aoi think he was guest but why come and back .. over and over?

After hear from my friends, now Aoi understand..

To the person who ' did ' that, what Aoi wanna to say... ' are u sure wanna ' do ' that ? since too many fangirlig's scream and noise ? '
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.. ... ...

But from everything happen at there, Aoi more concern with a girl who sit beside me X3
I know everyone had their own way to enjoy the performance...

just...
when u sit and full concern with ur handphone & play games from the beginning until the end...

Why u came anyway?
X3

Generally Aoi had fun and enjoy the performance...
just...

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But thanks for the performance, guys...
The act, the story, the songs really nice...

Thanks a lot & Good luck for your another performances~!

aoryutochanz

Yo~ Aoi desu~

Ah~ recently start back to like and love hakuouki again~

specially with these!! X3

chibis were cute, ne~

pic from : Hakuouki Otogisoushi
In short explanation, this was for chibi versn for all main hakuouki's characters. The anime itself really short! In short words, this's the side story in their place.

For make it short and simple, Aoi find this 1st Episode ( + eng sub ) . Don't ask Aoi if the link was broken because Aoi not the one who upload it~

Around 2 or 3 years ago, Aoi already watch the anime version. Personaly, since Aoi really love shinsengumi, this anime really good and nice, although base on ' otome game '. Relationship between each other make Aoi more and more love them.

Ofcourse Aoi had some pairs love to see. X3

After some years, recently Touken Ranbu become one of big fandom. Base on game, continue with stages and animes.  Since Touran was about the swords, PeaceMaker & Hakuouki 's characters were the owner from some ' swords ' . Aoi pic this two fandom since Aoi only watch and start to know about Shinsengumi.

They were ( link source ) -Aoi don't put them all.. Just for the ' same ' characters in PeaceMaker & Hakuouki

• Kondo Isami - 近藤 勇 ( leader )


• Hijikata Toshizou - 土方 歳三 ( vice leader )


• Okita Souji - 沖田 総司


• Saito Hajime - 斎藤 一


• Yamanami Keisuke ( sannan ) - 山南 敬助


• Harada Sanosuke - 原田 左之助


• Todou Heisuke - 藤堂 平助


• Nagakura Shinpachi - 永倉 新八


• + Yamazaki Susumu  ( ninja )

The different was PeaceMaker with Ichimura Tetsunosuke & Hakuouki with Yukimura Chizuru. just a little notes, Peace Maker not about otome game, so don't have so many stories like Hakuouki ^^v For Hakuouki's anime used Hijikata's route.

Seeing, watching, discussing, and wondering from all of this, make Aoi start to back into Hakuoki's fandom again. X3

Thanks for all kind senpais who shared the videos, make Aoi feel so happy. ( of course Aoi will follow the rules! Don't worry, senpais! X3 ) Watch the musicals more like flash back for Aoi. Try to remember the stories in anime ( since Aoi never played the game versn ) .

When Aoi started to watch the stages, sometimes my mind can't stop thinking about PeaceMaker too.

Why?
Aoi just feel funny... in positive way ofcourse~!

All this was Aoi's opinion! X3
In Peace Maker, the relationship between Hijikata Toshizou & Okita Souji, seriously more like husband and wife! with Tetsunosuke as their son X3 In this story, Okita already ill and weak. But his attitude towards Hijikata really interesting! His naughty and childish sometimes make Hijikata speechless.

Hijikata's haiku always be the 1st target~

In Hakuouki their relationship a little different but still interesting!
Okita Souji and Hijikata Toshizou always and always fighting! Hijikata as big brother with Okita as little brother, always make Kondo Isami as their father, speechless with their fight. Souji really like to make fun towards Hijikata, but the little different was Okita always with Saito Hajime, while in PeaceMaker, sometimes Aoi wondering ' where're you, Saito-san? '

So..
Hijikata often get bullied by Souji. Kondo-san always tried to calm down Hijikata after , Hijikata really respect Kondo-san while Okita more like love ( protect ) their ' father. Meanwhile Saito Hajime who always with Okita, really respect with Hijikata. ( can see all of these in chibi's versn and stage )

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The ' san baka ' really interesting!
Todou Heisuke - Nagakura Shinpachi - Harada Sanosuke

Their appearance a little different in PeaceMaker & Hakuouki ( ofcourse! X3 ) but their relationship was same! Works, do some fun and when they were sad, they always together. Help and thinking each other no matter what. Watching them had some fun, sometimes make Aoi feel envy! XP

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Watched the stages really interesting too!

For PeaceMaker....
Although the story a little bit more serious, they did not forget to put some jokes in there. The scene Aoi like were when Hijikata & Souji's times and when ' san baka ' invite Tetsu went to akihabara ( ?? sorry if Aoi wrong. the scene Aoi talked about was Tetsu meet Saya for the 2nd time & do some dance! X3 ). The stage itself using the 1st part in anime & manga. Because if read the manga, the story still continue with some revenge and ... X'3

Please senseiiii~ I want to know what will happen with them since I too lazy to read the history's book~ X3


For Hakuouki musical, so many routes but each story really different~

• Saito's story : With Saito started join the Shinsengumi , the ending ( look ) like in Hijikata's but different side.


• Okita's story : With General's time line but the ending with different place ( like in Souji's home )


• Hijikata's story : Flashback when their timeline already in 2nd season ( anime - wear the modern clothes ) and the ending were same like in anime.


• Kazama's story : Using hijikata's timeline, but the ending a little bit sad ( Kazama, I feel so sorry seriously... X'3 )


• Heisuke's story : Tell some Heisuke's background and the ending place like stop in ' half ' full story ( Aoi really glad in this versn, Kazama have partner too! X3 )

aoryutochanz

#badmood  
Great! This's why i hate elders!
Halloooow.. Did u guys update what happen actually in here??
What u can said just bla bla bla and bla..
And now, as the leader did that too and told this prob was my fault??
Woow!! Awsome, huh?!
HolyS* !!

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This's about the stray cat which every morning and night I feed him.

Why i feed him?
Not only i love animals...
My heart and mind said,
' help stray animals because they have life too. If you cant take its home, just give ur food '

So, He already around my home, More than years if I'm not wrong..

Around 3 weeks ago, some new cats come for their special event.
2 girl!stray - white & black fur
1 boy!stay - full white
2 boy!angora - fluffy w/ brown coat

In their event, its so natural if they really noisy at night. They did in around 2 weeks.
( in front of me, 2x that 2 cat!girl and 2 boy!angora did S*x )

Because of that, i got a problems too. Like i ever post about ' nyanyaw '. I pretty sure they're the parent but.. Since they're animals..

Meet - s*x - having kitten - abandon their kitten and continue their life  ( base on what i see everyday )

So, After that & until today, i still feed the oldest one which he can be touch by human, since the rest can't be touch or near by human

And i pretty lazy to give them food if they're not friendly..

Cant be friend with me = no food
( another reason i cant feed them because my mom already blame me, like i invited them to my home by giving food - infact they came in the middle of night, search food in our trashbox. They come from the window, which sometimes my dad forgot to close it )

Tonight, suddenly the leader of this place, said because i feed him, i like invited his friends, make a problems to my neighbour, tell their complaining and i like WHAT THE?!

again, the cat i take care was already aound my place for a long time and NOW u said like this's my fault??? Even ur workers think they're mine?!

Awesome!!
Again, I only feed the oldest one which he the only one can be touch by human and he already live for a long time.. ALONE!

And how about nyanyaw?? Do u know that too?? I think u dont know and dont care too, right? Although your home was across my home..

Not only neighbour, i - my fams had problems too but more like..

*sigh

I don't know.. I can't think normally anymore..

aoryutochanz

Yo, Aoi desu
X3
Long time not update x3

A lot of problems and a loy of things to do

So tired, but its okay

Lets take a little break tonight x3