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Post medio innecesario para decir que muy posiblemente termine hablando cosas personales aquí y que irán bajo friends only porque no creo que a todo el mundo le interese mis monólogos sobre el teatro, las clases de español y el arte en general + vida universitaria (que se resume en: "mátenme, los de segundo año son los últimos en hacer la matrícula y tengo clases a las siete de la mañana los cinco días, moriré"). No prometo calidad en nada, más que nada porque si escaseo de algo en esta vida es justamente eso, pero me dices "anádeme", yo veo cómo ser un buen amigo por el elejota y por ahí nos vamos.
 
 
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07 August 2015 @ 09:33 am




Me dio con pedirme una tabla porque no escribo desde hace tres eternidades y necesito un pequeño incentivo para cambiar eso. Kurt y Blaine están ahí por sus caras bonitas y porque no tengo ganas de ir a hacer un banner ahora.


Comunidad: fandom_insano
Tabla: Alcohol.
Fandom: Multifandom.


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13 December 2014 @ 08:11 am
Título: Cancelar.
Autor: anvaver
Fandom: FO
Rating: PG-13
Resumen: Puse dos platos en la mesa y me senté a esperarte, luego recordé por qué sigo vistiendo de negro.
Advertencias: Muerte.
Especial de Navidad: Prompt #4
Nota de Autor: La idea era escribir sobre un tema en 140 carácteres o menos.

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Título: Una guía, paso a paso, para no matarte esta noche
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Personajes: Scott McCall (Menciones de Allison Argent/Scott McCall, Melissa McCall y Stiles Stilinski)
Rating: R
Resumen: Esconder el dolor dentro de tus huesos y dejarlo ahí solo funcionará hasta que empiecen a pesar demasiado y se rompan.
Advertencias: Ideaciones suicidas, depresión severa, muerte de personaje.
Nota: Escrito para el prompt #1 de la actividad Los Cuervos de las Navidades Pasadas en fandom_insano
Nota #2: Básicamente, "guía para que Scott no se mate luego de que Allison muera", porque quiero que me odien un poco.

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11 September 2014 @ 01:39 am
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Disclaimer: I kind of got lost on this so, the information listed below will have some information that is part of a story (for example, Allison and Scott were boyfriends but they broke up later on and Scott and Stiles developed a sexual queerplatonic relationship).  Also, this happens in a world where there is an Agency, which is a secret institution of supeheroes for which Scott works, don't even ask me, I don't know where this came from.

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Jesus, it was really hard to pick just one scene that made me cry since Teen Wolf has so many heartbreaking scenes. I picked Scott's scene in Motel California because it was the one that really broke my heart and the one I can't stop going back to.

I think Scott's speech could have been better, specially if you take into account everything that is happening in his life at that time and everything that has happened before. He was a fifteen year old boy who was assaulted and turned into a werewolf against his will by Peter Hale. A kid with asthma that just wanted to get into the team and be someone in school.

A sweet and inocent kid that suddenly has to deal with murder, with being a monster, with someone trying to make him kill his friends, with his best friend and loved ones being in danger every single day (because of him, acording to how he see things) and everything else.

So of course he's going to be selfish at first, of course he's going to say "no, I'm not listening to you", he didn't wanted this, he didn't ask for this (yes, Peter, fuck you, trying to bring hope out of a terrible situation is something that all victims do. Not a sign  of how what you did was okay *shows him the finger*). So of course he want's to date Allison, and go to the party and go to dates and get on the team and be happy and to not deal with werewolves and Alphas and hunters and Derek.

And he makes mistakes or makes bad decissions but, a thing that I think is important about Scott is that he has always tried to do what is right, to do what helps, what won't make any harm to anyone. And sometimes he's wrong cause he's not Mr. Know It All so he fucks things up, but he always tries and he's constantly trying to find the good thing out of things cause that's how people who have experienced terrible things find a way to keep living, by finding hope somewhere. (Or, at least, that's how I see it).

But in this scene we have Scott saying "there's no hope" and it breaks my heart, because he is desperatly searching for a little gap of light in the hole he's standing in that moment, and he can't find it. And the reason my heart breaks for this is because I know how that feels, I know that it hurts like hell and you don't know what to do. You think "what's the point?", "why am I still fighting?", "will I ever get out of this?", "there's nothing here", "I can't do anything right" and other things that I'm sure were crossing his mind on this time.

And it's terrible and so so heartbreaking.

Cause this is Atlas saying "I tried to carry the world on my shoulders and things keep falling off and I don't know how to stop it and I'm tired. Please make it stop".

I don't even know what I'm saying or if I'm making sense. This scene makes me cry everytime I see Scott's face cause he's so close to giving everything up, to putting an end to everything and everything is basically terrible. So thank God for Stiles and his love for his best friend, and Scott's love for Stiles.

So that, I think Scott's speech could have been better. I think it could have captured his feelings and his situation better, but Tyler Posey's acting on this saves it for me and makes this scene so sad and important that I don't know what to tell you anymore, just, this is sad and important.

(I'm not even going to talk about my scott/stiles shipping feelings, because that has nothing to do with why I chose this scene, even if I have all of the shipping feelings on this scene).

I included other sad scenes here cause, idk, I wanted to. some A Softer World comics, a header and pics for you! I couldn't work on this like I intended to because I didn't had internet connection, sorry for that :'(

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PD: Everything stated at the beginning is my opinion and the way I read Scott's character and this show. Everything is fine if you don't agree, just please don't start an argument because they give me a lot of axiety and the last thing I want is a panic attack or something, kay?

Love you guys!

 
 
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Scott and Stiles being in a sexual queerplatonic relationship.

Stiles being a bisexual aromantic and Scott being a demisexual panromantic.

Scott and Stiles loving each other in a platonic way while being sexually attracted to each other.

Scott and Stiles sharing everything, living together, knowing the other more than they know themselves and being there for each other all the time.

Scott and Stiles not remembering how they lives were when they weren’t together.

Scott and Stiles just spending their time together (talking, playing videogames, trying to study or not studying at all because, yeah, sex ;) )

Scott or Stiles explaining people how there are different types of love and that the fact that they love each other in a non-romantic way doesn’t make their love any less valid.

(Scott being the one who sits down and explains how he sees “friendship” as an umbrella term for friends who hang out, casual friends, close friends, best friends and queerplatonic partners. And then going into a long explanation about sexual orientations and romantic orientations and how you can have a sexual relationship with someone without having a romantic one or viceversa.

Stiles being the one who explains it one time and then just tells the person to please use Google).

Scott and Stiles being in a sexual queerplatonic relationship.

 
 
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23 July 2014 @ 06:45 pm
every time...
(nobody ever said loving a selfless hero was easy).

  1. Every time he answers I have to to your Scott, you can’t protect everyone, your hands shake a little more and you want to tell him I don’t want to see you die.

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13 June 2014 @ 11:44 pm
It’s Monday again.
You don’t complain about the day like you used to,
and your smile comes two seconds late half of the time
(I know your thoughts are in another place) —
And I want to tell you that it’s okay if it still hurts,
that you don’t have to smile if you don’t want to.
And that I love you.


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01 June 2014 @ 11:40 pm
I’m going to be completely honest with you here:
I don’t know how to use words correctly.
When encountered with a strong emotion
and the need to “explain what I’m feeling”,
I’m pretty much lost. And by “pretty much lost”,
I don’t mean the “lost in the Sahara” kind of lost,
I mean the “lost in the infinity of space” kind of lost.

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