Expectation…

I was almost dying while helping them

Was at loss of sleep, food and time for my family

Worked like anything to make things better for them

Helped but never mentioned it

Ran here and there for million times for their comfort

And Today….

When I fell down

When I cried

When I was sick

When I was tired

When I needed them beside me

They were not there

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And again

That emotional drainage

Why people change so fast?

How can people be so selfish?

How can they chew on your past mistakes?

How can they be always ready to show me that they are better?

And my eyes are wet while thinking of it

Am I expecting something more?

Might be.

But wasn’t I working par more expectation?

They are laughing to me

As I am trying to get hold of things

But…

I am learning

Yes, I am learning big lessons

Lessons which will be a future guide

And believe me

I am not going to react the way you did

But you surely have favored that crack on this glass heart

If you think I am fool as I am not responding you the way you did

Let me tell you,

I am not a fool

I am as smart as you

I can understand every step of yours

But then again

My heart reminds me what good did you do for me

And I am thankful for that

Thankful to you all for being in my life

For teaching me life lessons

For hurting me, making me cry and laughing at me

Yes, thank you for that

Because under cover a steel body is getting ready

And might be this was the last chance for you to react like that

Now its my turn….

Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost (my friend, the movie is not ended yet)

 

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