It's been forever since i've been here and the only reason i came back was to show my boyfriend my past....not sure if he can accept the way i was, but i guess this is the risk of revealing yourself to someone you've grown to love - rejection and judgment.
Life is an uphill struggle right now, especially when you know what you want....but don't know how to go about getting it....
And that's where the unwavering faith should come along....but it's hard to have that when you've been let down so many other times before....makes you think that faith might be a BS concept....but then again, maybe that's just me being cynical.
