Who am I?
I’ve had this blog for a while but I’ve never actually spoken about myself here, having opted instead to focus solely on providing value through tutorials, technical deep-dives, etc. However, given that my personal background is so relevant to the overall philosophy driving my current project, I figured now is as good a time as any to share some background info on who I am.
Learning new skills has been my lifelong obsession. My life, up to this point, has essentially been a series of distinct, activity-oriented phases, each centered around a different hobby that I’m vigorously pursuing. There’s an indescribable thrill in diving into the uncharted territory of a new skill, watching as my mind and body grow capable of things that previously felt impossible. It’s a feeling I’ll never tire of.
I’ve taken on countless learning challenges over the course of my life. Some of them have been life-changing successes, others catastrophic failures, but each one full of valuable lessons. Some examples:
Learning Spanish
In 2022, I fell in love with learning Spanish after randomly taking a lesson on iTalki. One lesson per week became seven, which became a Spanish-only rule with my roommate plus a several-thousand card Anki flash card deck which I studied religiously every day. 6 months in, I decided to spend the next year traveling throughout Spain and Latin America, speaking only Spanish. It was tough, and I cheated often at first, but by the end, I had a thriving social life and had formed many great friendships while barely speaking any English at all.
Becoming a Concept Artist
2018 saw me leave my comfortable engineering position at Amazon to pursue a wild dream: becoming a professional video game character concept artist. With no prior art experience, I poured every free moment into it. I found a mentor, traveled to Europe for art school, and somehow landed a dream job working remotely and drawing in my preferred style with an incredibly talented team.
From the perspective of financial responsibility and career progression, the whole journey was fairly disastrous and set me back many years. However, the amount of self-efficacy and self-understanding I gained from achieving such an impossibly ambitious goal, the degree to which it permanently elevated my ability to perceive beauty, and the magical experiences I had along the way make it difficult to regret the decision.

Fitness
In 2022, after years of yo-yoing between skinnyfat and obese, I decided to take fitness seriously. I got a personal trainer, tracked calories obsessively, and devoured fitness literature. I started going to the gym five days per week, learned to cook around 50 nutritious meals, and learned more about fitness/nutrition/working out than any reasonable person needs to know. It paid off immensely – I got into the best shape of my life, quickly surpassed my initial goal of benching two plates, and now feel capable of changing my body composition at will.
Gamedev
In 2015, I became obsessed with game development and graphics programming. My free time, and admittedly my social life as well, vanished into a vortex of random game projects, linear algebra studies, and Unity VFX experiments. Interestingly, I didn’t (and still don’t) even like video games much – I just wanted to do amazing, beautiful things with code. I consumed math books and shader code like they were fiction, wrote countless demos/shaders/tutorials (many of which are on this blog), entered every game jam that I could find, and worked on many independent game projects.
Although this phase of my life dramatically improved my programming skills, it didn’t ultimately lead to anything concrete since it was mostly directionless learning and experimentation, and in retrospect I don’t think it was the best use of my energy. It made me realize that learning solely for its own sake isn’t as gratifying as I had imagined it would be.
Dance
During my travels in Guatemala, I spontaneously decided to learn salsa and bachata. True to form, I dove in headfirst – daily lessons during my trip, followed by regular social dances as I continued nomading. I’m still honestly quite bad at it, but I can now at least go to a social dance any night of the week and have fun for many hours, partnering with different people without having to repeat the same few moves or causing any injuries. This modest ability has enriched my life greatly, connecting me with wonderful people and adding a new dimension to my travels.
Perhaps just as importantly, I now know why I didn’t progress quite as quickly as I would’ve liked, and I have a clear idea of what I should do differently if I actually decide to get serious about getting good at it.
These experiences, among many others, have taught me that successful learning and goal achievement tend follow the same pattern: an unreasonably passionate and explosive start, followed by dogged, unwavering persistence for a long stretch of time, with periodic recalibrations and course corrections.
It’s a simple formula, but deceptively difficult in practice.
Sometimes the initial interest isn’t there and the goal fails to launch at all. Other times, the goal starts off strong, but the initial motivation wanes once ambition and idealism meet reality. Life, work, and relationships get in the way. Inevitable bouts of slow progress give rise to self-doubt, which make excuses for quitting or taking “breaks” sound compelling. Sometimes the problem isn’t the motivation or persistence, but rather that the path itself isn’t well-designed, causing us to toil in vain or spend months going in circles. And, for the renaissance souls among us, sometimes new and shiney goals begin to capture our attention and tempt us to abandon our current journeys for what appear to be more exciting ones.
Given all these potential pitfalls, each one enough to bury our efforts, it’s no wonder our most ambitious goals often end up gathering dust. It doesn’t take long before many of us turn to external forms of accountability in order to keep us on track.
Here’s why none of them work very well.
Friends/Family
We’ve all been there – asking a loved one to keep us in check. They agree enthusiastically, but soon, reality sets in. Holding someone accountable is hard work. It requires constant vigilance, a willingness to have uncomfortable conversations, and the ability to see through excuses. These arrangements tend to fizzle out rather quickly.
Coaching
When I discovered professional accountability coaching, it seemed like the perfect solution. The ability to pay someone a modest fee on Fiverr to hold you accountable for your goals seemed like a godsend.
However, most of the services fell short. Always for the same, predictable reasons – things that come with the territory with these sorts of transactional relationships.
Coaches not being tough enough, always letting you off the hook and buying your excuses, due to an understandable reluctance to lose a paying client. The eventual realization that they most likely don’t care very much about your success, and that any accountability or any guise of caring stops the moment the payments stop. None of these are really the fault of the individual coaches; rather, they’re inevitable outcomes of the premise of paying someone to act like they give a shit about your success.
That all changed when I started working with Marina, the last coach that I tried working with, and the best one by far. She took the time on our first call to deeply understand my goal of becoming a concept artist and to break it down into an actionable plan. She was methodical and rigorous about tracking metrics. She was never late to our check-in meetings. She didn’t let me off the hook when I slipped. And somehow, whether or not it was true, in my gut I felt like she actually did truly care whether or not I succeeded.
Working with her put me into a completely different state of mind, and I was focused and productive to a degree that I hadn’t been for quite some time. I owe much of my later success in breaking into the field to the discipline and focus that she helped me cultivate.
Finally finding a form of accountability that actually worked was an eye-opening experience, especially since I could compare it side-by-side with reference experiences of things that sounded like they’d work on paper, but in fact didn’t work at all. The entire design and philosophy of Nudgie are very much modeled after Marina’s coaching style.
Nudgie Philosophy
Nudgie, my productivity app (the name is a portmanteau of “nudge” and “budgie”), is built upon the principles that I’ve learned through a lifetime of obsessively pursuing various skills.
A Strong Start is Essential: Success begets success. In my most successful endeavors, I’ve noticed a pattern: starting with enthusiasm, seeing early progress, and then letting that wave of motivation carry me until my motivation is re-energized by the next success/improvement/milestone.
Nudgie is designed to capitalize on this by ensuring a strong start to your journey.
First, by creating the most detailed and comprehensive and well-tracked plan you’ve likely seen for any goal you’ve ever made, which will already get your juices going if you’re the type of person who gets excited by the prospect of success. Next, by setting small milestones and getting you that first win as early as possible, and to make you realize as soon as you can that success is a real possibility. And finally, by being disproportionately pushy and strict during the first week of use, and basically using every single form of pressure imaginable to get you to start off on the right foot.
Stay in the Game Long Enough and You’ll Win: Life gets in the way even for the most determined among us. Nudgie understands this and doesn’t punish you for occasional lapses. However, it’s extremely strict when it comes to engagement with the app. You’re expected to respond to all reminders, whether you’ve completed the task or not. You’re expected to log in regularly and enter your metrics. You’re expected to answer for your misses. If you stop using the app or stop replying for long enough, your account will quietly be shut down and you won’t be allowed to sign up again for several weeks.
All of this keeps your goal at the forefront of your mind and forces you to constantly re-evaluate your commitment. It doesn’t matter how many times you slip as long as you keep getting up – as long as you stay in the game, you’ve got a chance to win. Having a bad week, or even three, isn’t a death sentence for your goal. Quitting is. And it’s deceptively catastrophic, considering how casually most of us do it.
Once you’ve forgotten or, worse, consciously decided to put off your goal, it’ll likely be several years before the stars align again motivation-wise and time-wise for you to actually give it another shot. You don’t have as many chances to achieve your most ambitious goals as you think – if you are motivated enough right now to take action, don’t waste the opportunity.
Recalibrate Often: When we first set out to achieve a goal, we know very little. The initial milestones, and even the end goal itself, are likely to evolve considerably as you progress through your goal and gain a better idea of your specific interests, your level of aptitude, and the amount of effort that you’re able to consistently put in.
Nudgie is designed to account for this. Goals are broken down into short chunks that are long enough to get solid momentum but short enough so that you’re not stuck having committed to something that you no longer want or that doesn’t work for you. After you’ve reached a milestone and completed a chunk of work, Nudgie initiates a new planning session to set the next milestone and adjusts your plan based on what’s working and what isn’t. This ensures your plan evolves with you, maintaining that crucial momentum.
A Coach, Not a Tool: Unlike many apps that let you configure everything to your heart’s content, Nudgie takes charge. It’s not just a fancy reminder app – it’s an opinionated coach that uses its expertise to craft a plan for you and hold you to it. You can’t change things on a whim or ask it to adopt a different personality when you’re not in the mood for strictness. You don’t get to tell it how to act, or how often to message you, or what tone of voice to use with you. Giving too much power to the user undermines the ability of the coach to be an authoritative and motivating force, and turns it into more of a tool or a toy.
It Won’t Work for Everyone: Nudgie amplifies existing motivation; it doesn’t create it from scratch. There needs to be a base level of conscientiousness and hunger for the system to work. Nudgie is designed to channel your motivation into action, not to motivate the unmotivated. I’ve designed it to work really well for people who are already driven and competent but just need a little bit of a push to stay on track. But if you download the app, set up your goal, and then proceed to miss the first few tasks in your plan, then there’s nothing Nudgie or anyone can do to help you and the app will respond accordingly.
So how do I try it?
If you’re interested in trying Nudgie as soon as possible, I encourage you to sign up for early access here. I’m currently testing the app on myself on two new goals (to learn 3000 additional Spanish words and to establish a daily meditation habit) as a quick sanity test of its usefulness, and am working out some quirks in the initial onboarding conversation as well as the user interface, but it is very nearly ready for a handful of public testers.
The main challenge I’m grappling with now is the non-determinism and the resulting inconsistency in quality of the AI responses. It’s great 90% of the time, but closing that gap such that it doesn’t catastrophically mess up and ruin the immersion is growing increasingly difficult as we inch towards that 95-100% acceptable answer quality range. Coding LLM apps is a whole different beast from anything I’ve done before, and I’ll be writing in-depth about the topic soon.
Until then, please check out our page, sign up for the beta, and stay tuned. You’ll be hearing more about our little productivity parakeet very, very soon.












































