I am emotionally and financially drained at this moment. I am tired of thinking about what to pay next, how to budget, and when I can enjoy the financial freedom that everyone hopes for.

Being a single parent is not easy. I have always prioritized my family’s needs over my own self-interest. It has become a habit not to share my burden with anyone except on this platform. I am not always complaining when I am feeling down; maybe that’s why some people think I am okay most of the time and wouldn’t believe I have low moments in my life.

I know there is no one to blame but myself. I always wear a façade that I can do anything. The truth is I am uncomfortable showing what is inside of me because of my pride. I am having a hard time breaking out of this protagonist role in my own world.

Financial stress can be incredibly heavy to bear, and I feel overwhelmed at this moment. I just need at least a day to forget all my responsibilities. The funny thing is, I am also responsible for managing the payables at my work, so I am dealing with this pressure every day of my life.