amscapecait 😦tired

its been over a week since i had "a good row". i'm off, the boats off, it sucks.
i'm also really tired. so are most of the rowers.
i'm too old to get really good in time to make it to an elite level.
i want to nap but im afraid it will make me more tired and that i wont get up and wont get everything done before intenrship. i have 1hr until i need to leave. must shower eat get stuff together. hmm. the thing is the shower is free now... should work on my paper too.