The fairytale diaries

I forgot how uncomfortable pregnancy could be. i am roughly 8 weeks away from having Leann and i have more porblems with her then i remember having with Ian. 8 weeks seems so far away when all i feel is heartburn, stretched out belly, stressed out and cranky and backaches. i know it's worth it. But i feel so uncomfortable alot of the time.

I can't wait to meet her though!

Hope you all had good Christmases, mine was alright. it wasn't what i wanted but it was better then it could have been. Good thing Ian is so young and doesn't expect much cause he got a total of maybe 7 gift. I got a quesadilla maker that i can't wait to use. i will probably use it this weekend at a friends house.

Leave me some love!

My life seems to be at a turning point for the most part. I just have one regret sometimes. That i hadn't let David go. I still love him and it kills me knowing that he's been dating someone else. I feel like i've been left behind because so many of my friends have gotten married and i don't even have a boyfriend. I so want to get married and be happy.

I was so happy with David and i screwed it all up and now i'm unhappy. All the time especially when i know he's with Kelley. I want to be in her place, with all of his attention on me. I miss it and he is such a great guy sometimes. But all we do is argue and i look at that and realise it won't work out because of it.

But i still love him. Also i just want to have someone love me back and it isn't always fun when you love someone and they don't love you back. I'm happy that he found someone but i don't think i'm ready to let him go. You know i moved to Peoria for him. Sometimes i think it was stupid and sometimes i don't. Can't god just make me happy again with someone i love and loves me back. I'm not that bad i promise.

i am kind of a lot to handle because i'm very high strung but i'm sure you'd get used to it and i can be fun. I just want to be happy.

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
Amalyn goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Fairytale Princess.
actingqueen2007 gives you 17 green mint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
beautifulemily tricks you! You lose 7 pieces of candy!
ddzwonek tricks you! You get a block of wood.
iced_shut gives you 18 red passionfruit-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
kelly_kitten tricks you! You lose 5 pieces of candy!
lieueitak gives you 14 purple raspberry-flavoured wafers.
lilsparkleeyed gives you 12 tan banana-flavoured nuggets.
randomlaughter tricks you! You lose 35 pieces of candy!
she_who_dares tricks you! You lose 3 pieces of candy!
takemetothelake gives you 18 yellow root beer-flavoured gummy bats.
Amalyn ends up with 29 pieces of candy, and a block of wood.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/dungeon?user=Amalyn


You should go play that game it was a lot of fun. And then it automatically makes one for you just enter your name down where it wants another persons and you can play your own.

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Zombie-like


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That was the funniest quiz i have ever taken it was a lot of fun and David told me i was getting too much out of it. I snorted and i scared my dog away. She's a scaredy cat anyway. She's afraid of our cats. They are bigger then her but nonetheless she is a dog. It's in her nature to fight them.

Oh my goodness, so much time has passed since the last time i posed in here. Hope ou all didn't miss me too much.

Well i had been looking for a job for about a month after we moved in and i got a jo working at Famous Barr, soon to be Macys. It was the first place i applied to. I work in the jewelry department and i'm sure i'll be bankrupt for the rest of my life. Although David doesn't like that. He just wants me to be careful with my money instea d of being frivilous(sp?) Things.

My feet seem to alway hurt now since i've gotten the job. But i enjoy it a lot. Any way i wanted to post just so David would look at the new customizations of my lj.

well, i've been moved in for a few days and we are still unpacking. I have to go looking for a job tomorrow though. Ugh i hae looking for jobs, tey aren't so bad once i have one though. Anyway the dog and the cat are doing well, the dog doesn't like that fact that she can't get on the furniture though. I'm very excited about all of this and last night i made chili, VERY proud of myself. Tonight i am going to make some egg rolls, i am well on the way to being a good wife. we just aren't married yet. Any way i have o unpack some more just wanted to keep you posted

Good news everyone!!!!!!! I'M MOVING!!!!!! to illinois. I'm highly excited. can't you tell? Anyway, when my mom found out that my boyfriend had gotten a job she started to get excited. She's helped me pack a few things and she even went through her cupboards to see what sort of dry foods and spices she could give me and David. We haven't set a date for when we are actually leaving but i know i should have the internet there. he starts either the 6th or the 20th.

Other great news also. my younger brother tim is graduating from high school with honors. He has a 3.6 i'm very proud of him although hes a big butthead. Anyway just case he's mean doesn't mean i don't love him and i DO.

So yep theres my exciting life.

Oh almost forgot. i'm taking my driving test on tuesday wish me luck all. I hope i do good. I know, i know, i'm 21 why don't i have a license yet? Cause i never passed it before. hey third times a charm. i'm not that bad i just had a hard time passing the written test but i'm a good driver for those of you who think. "Hm, 3 times trying for a license should we really let this girl out on the road?" I'm a good driver i just didn't study hard enough for the written part but i've had my permit for about 3 months so i'm good to go.

I really don't know what to write so i think i'll babble a little bit. Tims (my brother) a dick, Brians (my brother) a dick, Mike (my brother) can be nice sometimes, Andrew (My brother) is annoying. OH my moms 61st birthday is today and she liked the little gift i got her. Apparently Tim didn't even acknowledge that it was her birthday. how rude hes 19 he could of at least said "Hey happy birthday mom" But no hes a dick. And yesterday Brian was being a complete ass. oh i don't even want to get into it thinking about it makes me angry. Andrew graduated from College on saturday and he wanted to go out for dinner even though he knew my parents couldn't afford it and then he proceeded to order the most expensive thing on the menu. And yes my parents paid for him because he's just as poor as the rest of us. Mike just kinda lays around all day and does nothing yet doesn't get in trouble for it. hmmm how interesting. Anyway i think i will stop babling now.