My Other Hobby: A Musical Tribute to Jerry Garcia for #Blaugust 2025

Well, it’s the third week of #Blaugust, and I have a vague notion that it is during his part of the month that we begin talking about other things we do besides blogging. I’ve mentioned a few times on this blog (most notably in last Blaugust’s What I Do To Stay Creative post) that I’m learning a bit of guitar.

Some folks reading this blog may also know that I’m a bit of a Grateful Dead fan. At this point, I’m decades into my fascination with their music, the details of which have been briefly documented in my Secrets of Fennario post. Since last Saturday (August 9th, 2025) marked 30 years since founder/guitarist Jerry Garcia passed away, I decided to do a little tribute, and play one of my favorite Dead tunes for everyone.

Here’s how it went. Enjoy!

Any Dead Heads on the blog? What should I cover next? Any Jerry Garcia inspirations or even memories related to this amazing music? Leave your thoughts and stories in the comments. I love talking about this!

Until next week . . .

Some Books I’ve Read at the Beach (Pt.1)

We’ve just closed out our first full week of August (and also #Blaugust!), and I’m really starting to feel that we’ve lost the breaks on summer and it’s skidding by faster than an Edgedancer in pursuit of pancakes in a palace (wow I really did not anticipate a Stormlight reference when I began writing this metaphor . . . nor alliteration).

I don’t have any trips to the beach planned for the remainder of the month, but I’m obviously wishing I did, and thinking of just how great it would be to hit the beach just one more time. I could play in the surf . . . relax on the sand . . . maybe get another sunburn.

But most importantly: READ!!

There’s no shortage of articles out there which will tell you what to be reading while you’re soaking up the rays from good old G2V. And the definition of the term ‘beach read’ has come to mean an unfathomable amount of things in the time since it was first coined back in 1990.

So since everybody’s got an opinion on what to read at the beach, and what criteria makes up a ‘beach read’, I thought I’d add mine to the bunch.

This post is a bit retrospective and so I’ll define ‘beach reads’ as: Anything I either read, or bought, at the beach.

This list is not comprehensive, but it does reflect books that fit the definition AND have been written about previously on the blog. I’ve obviously read many other stories while listening to the waves lap against the sand, but I never got around to writing about them. Hopefully I will at some later date . . .

In any case, I hope you enjoy these five I’ve curated for this post and please check out their original reviews as they’re much more detailed than these snippets, and sometimes, a bit like going back in time. I think you’ll find what I’ve chosen is . . . not exactly typical.

Enjoy!

Meathouse Man by George R.R. Martin

For this first — and probably weirdest — entry, we’re reaching all the way back to 2013 when I visited Stone Harbor with my family. I was apparently feeling a bit guilty for posting on vacation, but experienced some sufficiently strong feelings reading this short story and simply couldn’t wait until I got home to get them down.

I’m not sure, but I think this may be the first piece of fiction I’ve read from GRRM. I had watched a bit of Game of Thrones and so I expected it to be grim and dark, but I don’t think I was ready for just how sick and twisted it ended up being.

It’s about a “Corpse Handler”, which is someone who uses synthetic brains to reanimate the dead and put them back to work in all kinds of jobs from field hand to arborist. Even sex work. So gross.

I’m not recommending that you bring this one along the next time you go to the beach, but apparently I did hahah. I’ll just leave it there.

Little Rice by Clay Shirky

This next one is also from the ‘deep past’ of the blog. I read Little Rice as an ARC from Net Galley back in July 2015.

My only other experience with Shirky’s work — Here Comes Everybody — had been for a class assignment during spring break in Panama City Beach Florida with my fraternity. That was before this blog ever existed (though Blogcerto! had been created for the same class), which is probably for the best as I’m sure my analysis would have been a bit more Tucker Max than anyone would want to read. In any case it seems like I had a bit of a beach/Shirky association going for a while. Or perhaps the only time I had for reading was while on vacation.

The book was pretty revelatory for me at the time. Now that it’s a decade old, it might not be quite as relevant. Mostly it follows a narrative about the rise of Chinese cell phone company Xiaomi, and through this lens is able to discuss larger topics and trends in tech, global politics, and the ‘maker movement’ in different countries.

I give some of my own thoughts about the ‘maker movement’ in my review, which is pretty much inline with how I feel these days. I had to look at my LinkedIn page to double check the timing of things, but I would have been just about halfway through my Journalism certificate, which means I’d probably just completed some reporting about 3D printing in libraries. I was at the start of something and didn’t even know it.

Galatea by Madeline Miller

This compact epic marks the beginning of our more modern entries to the list, and makes the cut because I BOUGHT IT at the beach. I didn’t end up reading it until October of 2023 when I was back at home, and (presumably) should have been reading something spooky but was spiraling towards a bit of a Greek mythology binge.

Like everything else on this list so far, I wouldn’t say this is your typical beach read, though I suppose it could be considered ‘light’ in that it does not have a large page count. Indeed it’s only a short story, though one which I found bound in hardback and sold next to Miller’s other epics: The Song of Achilles and Circe.

Galatea isn’t set in any kind of mythic period like these former works, but instead set in “. . . her own world.” which read to me as a bit more modern even though all the ad copy I can find claims it is still Ancient Greece. It takes shots at the patriarchy, beauty standards and the (in this case literal) pedestal we place women on.

The original myth of Galatea and Pygmalion was a new one for me; however, the story was still quite accessible and sufficiently powerful with only a Wikipedia page’s worth of context.

If you’re looking for a short yet powerful piece, I would highly recommend Galatea.

Godkiller by Hannah Kaner

The opening line of Godkiller is: “Her father fell in love with a god of the sea.”

Like come on. It just begs to be read with the rhythm of the tide in your ears, and the hot sun on your shoulders. With the fine spray of salt-tinged mist suggesting a gentle reminder that the cool embrace of the ocean is just a few sandy steps away.

I’d been on a streak of reading Godpunk novels last August, but Godkiller was stand-out among them for its incredible prose, disabled and queer representation, and Kaner’s unique approach to godhood within the story (there’s also just a really well executed Marks of Magic / Worsening Curse Mark type trope happening throughout).

I recently picked up the next two books in the series and am really looking forward to reading them!

Anji Kills a King by Evan Leikam

I gave this one a bit of a negative review, however, it met my ‘beach read’ criteria, and I think a list is better with five entries than just four. I’d heard about this book from Tik Tok, but didn’t actually purchase it until I visited the local bookstore at the beach. I was hoping to score a copy of Adrian Tchaikovsky’s Service Model, but it was sold out and I didn’t want to leave empty handed.

I left the store still pretty excited as I’d been looking forward to reading this one, and I thought it was cool to see the book in a real bookstore. Despite my high hopes, I struggled to work my way through it.

There are a lot of things in this book that I’ve enjoyed in other Fantasy books, but somehow could not quite engage with in this story. For instance, the use of Sanderson-like “ideals” — in this story called “tenets” — to track character growth was set up on the first page of the book, but then hardly ever explicitly stated again, so that only in hindsight, after finishing the novel and attempting to write my review, could I see that the characters had actually run up against these benchmarks at all.

I was also disappointed by the main character Anji, who has already done most of the ‘heroing’ before the book starts, and sort of just rides around the countryside, tied up and mouthy like nearly the whole first half of the book. Even when she eventually is unbound, the other characters seem to have all the agency in the story. It seemed an odd choice for a protagonist and POV.

I did, however, enjoy some parts of Anji Kills a King. Many of the characters are older, or aging. The juxtaposition here with Anji being relatively young added an interesting dynamic to what may have been sort of ordinary fantasy elements if the cast had all been the same age. I also thought that Leikam really managed to kinda save the book a bit with its ending, which I won’t spoil, but which I thought was particularly well done.

Wrapping Up

Well that’s all I got for this week. What do you think of these choices? Beach worthy? What have you been reading with the sand between your toes? Please let me know in the comments. Looking forward to talking more about this!

See you next time!

The First of #Blaugust! And a Mid-Year Freakout Book Tag

It’s finally (already?) Augusts 1st! Which means we have a bit of a confluence of events happening here on the blog. The first event is the start of #blaugust, which is a blogging event running the whole month of August which encourages folks to restart, continue, or increase their blogging output during this last month of summer, with the help of fellow blogger’s encouragement (please see the Blaugust 2025 Announcement Post over on Nerd Girl Thoughts for all the ‘official’ Blaugust details).

I think that during this first day of the event, we’re supposed to introduce ourselves, and our blogs, and give some examples of what makes our little part of the internet fun (or at the very least unique). Not a lot of what I do here at Alligators and Aneurysms has changed since I did this post last year, so for anyone new here, please check out my first Blaugust post. And if that doesn’t sate your thirst (or put you straight to sleep), you can also learn a little bit about my process in my responses to the Blogger Insider Tag, and my post about what things I do to stay creative.

The second part of the confluence, is that I’ve been completely remiss on doing a Mid-Year catch-up type post. I just can’t put it off any longer, and so to prompt myself to actually get something written (ahh the aforementioned processes at work), I decided to try the Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag which I discovered over at SFF Book Reviews.

I’m tagging a few folks I from the Blaugust discord channel: Kluwes over at Many Welps, Keerok over at Keeroks Space, Rabbit over at Jackalope Talk and finally Jaedia over at The Dragon Chronicle.

Please go check out their blogs!

Alright let’s get to it!

How Many Books Have I Read So Far?

A pretty easy question to start. Goodreads is showing that as of the writing of this post, I’ve only managed to read 18 books so far in 2025 (and of those, 2 were graphic novels and a few more were novellas).

A bit behind where I’d like to be, which is 35 books for the year. I mean I’m actually on track to hit that goal, but on track is behind for me hahah.

Best Book You’ve Read So Far in 2025?

Probably Mickey7. Certainly there are books I’ve this year, like A Wrinkle in Time, that have done more in terms of asking hard questions, or grappling with important issues — and Mickey7 does this to some extent — however in terms of just pure entertainment, Mickey7 has so far been the best.

Ashton has a dark sort of wit, but ultimately a hopeful outlook, and his ability to make hard concepts easy to understand is incredible. I may have read “better” books this year, but this is the one I keep recommending to my friends.

Best Sequel You’ve Read so Far in 2023?

I think Onyx Storm will occupy a few spots on this list, and is technically a ‘threequel’ not a sequel but it is definitely the book I enjoyed most so far this year that wasn’t the beginning of a series or a stand alone.

Ultimately, I felt it does what any good sequel (or threequel) should do: expand on what the earlier installments have done without abandoning what made the original books good. Onyx Storm spends a good bit of time away from The Continent, island hopping and adventuring in unknown terrain. I think these were my favorite portions of the book.

With two already impressive volumes in the series, I’m amazed that Yarros could top her previous work, but she managed to do just that. Apparently, lightning strikes thrice!

New Release You Haven’t Read Yet But Want To?

I couldn’t quickly figure out if these two novellas have already been published somewhere else, but I just impulse bought a copy of Stephen Graham Jones’ Saga Double: Killer on the Road / The Babysitter Lives. I don’t even know the premise for either one. I just know Killer on the Road could be a Doors reference (Riders on the Storm), and the cover looked amazing.

And though I still need to review it on the blog, Mapping the Interior was incredible so . . . Insta-bought hahah.

Most Anticipated Release for the Second Half of the Year?

I’m not really in touch with upcoming releases that much these days. What Stalks the Deep appears to be the next installment in the Sworn Soldier series by T. Kingfisher which comes out September 30, 2025. I thought What Moves The Dead and What Feasts At Night were genuinely excellent.

Just googling around a little I stumbled across Daedalus Is Dead by Seamus Sullivan which ALSO comes out September 30th, 2025 (woah). Daedalus and Icarus have always been some of my favorite characters from Greek mythology so I’m very interested to read this “. . . delirious and gripping story of fatherhood and masculinity . . . “

Biggest Disappointment?

Anji Kills a King. I was sooo excited for this one as it was from a creator I follow on Tik Tok. And it did have a lot of the elements I typically enjoy in a fantasy book, however they just didn’t seem to grab me in this story. I’ll still be continuing to follow Leikam on Tik Tok, but I’m not losing sleep waiting for a sequel.

Biggest Surprise?

I don’t think I was expecting to like Tress of the Emerald Sea very much even though I love pretty much all things Brandon Sanderson. But I actually really did like it!

I haven’t read many Cozy Fantasies books before Tress, and this book was being marketed very aggressively in that vein. Anything that talks about itself so definitely I tend to distrust and roll my eyes at regardless of whether people are saying it lives up to the hype.

So when I finally got around to reading Tress (like two years after it was released), I think there was enough distance there that I could regard it on its own merits, and form my own opinion. And it turned out . . . it was great!

It has deep implications for other Cosmere stories; however, readers will enjoy it just fine if they’ve never read another of Sanderson’s books, or even another FANTASY book before.

The book has a real sense of wonder with a (literally) colorful world, and high-seas adventure taking place despite its non-traditional ocean. For long-time Fantasy readers, there’s a lot here you’ll recognize from other beloved Fantasies, and for newbies, all the good stuff is right in one place.

My only annoyance was with the narrator which is our first time hearing directly from a certain character we’ve all come to know an love from other Cosmere books (Hoid). His voice — and Sanderson’s efforts to invoke the prose and humor stylings of his hero Terry Pratchett‘ — are a bit strong at first. But the narrator (and maybe Sanderson himself) seem to undergo their own character arc alongside Tress, and are much more palatable by the end of the story.

All in all, a great read!

Favorite New Author?

So I debated how to answer this question as I wasn’t sure if it was asking for my favorite debut author? Or about any authors that are new to me which might have taken that prized spot of favorite?

Debut authors are looking a bit thin on this year’s roster, but authors which are new to me is a much fuller list with 11 of the 18 books I’ve read this year (61%) penned by folks I’ve never read a book from before.

I don’t think any of them have unseated Brandon Sanderson as favorite, but Edward Ashton (again Mickey7) is probably closest this year so far.

Newest Fictional Crush?

Sooo . . . she isn’t exactly ‘new’, she’s been in two books previous to this one, and I don’t think we’re supposed to like her (or crush on her) because she’s a Gryphon flyer, but maybe Cat from Onyx Storm (aka Catriona Cordella aka Xaden’s Ex)?

I don’t know. These are not really things I think about when reading . . . Or maybe I just haven’t read anything spicy enough yet this year hahah.

New Favorite Character?

Probably Ridoc from Onyx Storm. Obviously he appeared in Fourth Wing and Iron Flame, but I felt like he and Aotrom had a much more prominent role in Onyx Storm, and the book was all the better for it. I almost just want a side series of just those two pranking each other.

Underrated Gems you Discovered Recently?

I don’t think Here Beside the Rising Tide by Emily Jane has made as much of a — ahem — splash as it should have, but it’s an excellent book.

It’s just the right kind of weird, with many different and seemingly strange but fun pieces combining together into something fresh and charmingly bizarre. Emily Jane has a real talent for writing children and participating in literary discourse in a way that is easy to read and not overbearing or pretentious. Finally, of course I enjoyed the inclusion of some references to The Grateful Dead and assuredly other jam bands as well (Lotus is also mentioned).

I’m hype to check out her debut On Earth as it Is on Television before the September release of American Werewolves.

Book That Made You Cry?

I was really trying not to quadruple up, but this one goes to Onyx Storm as well. I won’t spoil anything but there is one character death which really got the water works going. And like a bunch of other small things too hahah.

Book That Makes You Happy?

His Majesty’s Dragon was just a fun read. The bond between Laurence and Temeraire is just so wholesome and sweet. I’m in a better mood every time I think about it.

Favorite Book-to-Movie Adaptation You’ve Seen This Year?

This feels a bit like cheating, but I rewatched the entire Jurassic Franchise in the lead up to Jurassic World Rebirth, including the original Jurassic Park movie which was of course adapted from Crichton’s original Jurassic Park novel.

Otherwise, I’m kinda having a bit of trouble remembering what I’ve seen this year. Sinners, directed by Ryan Coogler is hands down my favorite movie of the year so far, but it doesn’t appear to have been adapted from a book. Coogler references a whole bunch of movies as influences, and Salem’s Lot which I have not read.

Most Beautiful Book You’ve Bought This Year?

I haven’t bought a ton of books this year; but I did pick up SunBringer and FaithBreaker by Hannah Kaner, which are of course sequels to her debut Fantasy: Godkiller. All three have incredible covers. I can’t wait to finish reading the series!

Wrapping it Up

Well, that’s all I have for this time. Thank you for making it this far, I hope you enjoyed catching up with what I’ve been doing so far this year. I know it was fun for me to take a look back and revel briefly in these small wins.

And happy Blaugust! I’m hopeful to write a few more Blaugust themed posts on top of my regular reviews this month so pleases stick around, or stay tuned, or whatever your preferred idiom for paying attention to a blog is. We should have some more fun along the way.

And please let me know your thoughts in the comments! Is there a book you read this year that made you cry? Or a book that let you down? Who is your new book boyfriend/girlfriend? I’d love to chat some more about all this so let me know in the commnets!

See you next time!

Final Blaugust (2024) Post: 6 Quotes I Love

I can’t really say that I’m someone who thinks about quotes often, or uses them in my daily life at all. But sometimes a string of words will seem to capture a philosophy or way of thinking (or just something you’re already doing) so explicitly that you can’t help but remember them.

The first two of these I’ve had in the back of my mind for a while, the next three I’ve only recently discovered. The last is just a gem which lives in my mind rent free, and usually makes me smile or laugh every time I think about it. Enjoy! . . .

“Be the change you wish to see in the world”

I’m explicitly NOT attributing this one because it seems like there’s some debate as to where it actually came from (most think Mahatma Gandhi but I’m seeing evidence for a teacher named Arleen Laurence )

For me, the original author of the quote is not as important, perhaps, as its messaging and how it came into my life. This quote came to me in college by way of my fraternity. I think it’s fair to say that college is a formative period in many people’s lives — a time for searching out and testing different ideals and ways of being — though I wouldn’t say many think of it that way while it’s happening.

In any case, through all the classes, rehearsals, events, concerts and parties, it feels like a bit of a crap shoot what things stay with you, but for whatever reason, this did. And while I don’t often think about it explicitly, I would say it is really at the core of a lot of how I live my life. I will also admit that I don’t always live up to this ideal, but I think it’s important at least to try.

“There’s Always Another Secret” – Kelsier, Mistborn

The full quote comes from the fifth chapter of the first Mistborn book (pg 84). Kelsier has just retrieved a bottle of wine from a hidden drawer and Dockson exclaims that he thought he had found all of the hidden drawers. Kelsier answers that Dockson had and that one of the drawers he found also had a false back. According to Kelsier:

“The trick is to never stop looking. There’s always another secret.”

I love how this has become something of a tagline for the Cosmere and really anything that Brandon Sanderson writes.

In my own fiction writing, I think of it as something of a north star, a reminder of the types of stories I enjoy reading, and a guide to the types of stories I hope to be able to write. I’ll be the first to admit that I rarely (if even ever) am able to achieve this. But as the first part of the quote implies, the trick is that I don’t stop trying.

“You are not crazy. You are just ready to change.” – Nnedi Okorafor

I’ve been a Nnedi Okorafor fan for quite a while now, so I was delighted to see her quoted at the front of a chapter in Jane McGonigal’s Imaginable. It’s clear that Nnedi spends a lot of time thinking and writing about the future, so to see her quoted in a book about thinking about the future just seemed too perfect.

As for the quote itself, I love how reassuring it is. And how it has a bit of destiny about it. The way you feel now is not forever. It’s still a bit new to me so I’m sure I’ll have more to take away from it . . . in the future.

“Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as staying stuck where you don’t belong” – Mandy Hale, author

Mandy Hale is a new name to me (also quoted in Imagineable). Some googling reveals her to be something of a blogging icon, and a champion for single women. A bit outside my demographic, but this quote still resonated with me deeply.

Afterall, who hasn’t felt stuck at some point in their life? Who doesn’t know this pain?

I view this quote as something of an appeal. Keep going. When growth happens — when change happens — it is hard, but being something you’re not is always harder.

“Sometimes when you’re in a dark place you think you’ve been buried when really you’ve been planted.” – Christine Caine

Christine Caine is also a new name to me (Imaginable is really just FULL of quotes). She has written MANY books about her faith in God, and works with a nonprofit, The A21 Campaign, to combat human trafficking. It seems she was raised Greek Orthodox. As an on-again-off-again practitioner of Russian Orthodoxy, I’m curious if her books are written through an Orthodox lens, or if she has moved away from it and is preaching something more unique to herself. I don’t see many books about Orthodoxy in popular culture so I’d say my interest is somewhat piqued.

Whatever the case may be, this quote stood out to me as another kind of reassurance (or perhaps a kind of faith). That we often can’t see how our struggles are shaping us. How they may just be the very thing which leads to our success.

“No man wants to be a coward in front of a cheese.” – Terry Pratchett

We’ve read a lot of hard hitting and heavy quotes in this post, so I thought it was time for a little fun. I also will admit that when I read the prompt which asked, “What is your favorite Quote/s and why?”, this was the quote that came to mind first.

I don’t think I could have ever imagined this sequence of words being strung together, but I also don’t think I can think of any string of words which contains more truth. Who could live with the shame?! It’s a maxim and a guide for writing humor all in one! Thank you Sir Terry. Thank you.

Simply incredible . . .

The End

Well that’s all I have for this post. Thanks for reading all the way through! What are some of your favorite quotes? Leave em in the comments!

See you next time!

What I Do To Stay Creative

I’ve been meaning to write a post like this for a while, but never have because I’ve always felt a bit self-conscious about my “creative process”.

Mostly, this has been because . . . well it hasn’t really felt like I have a “process” so much as I just do things to keep my mind occupied, and sometimes they result in something I can call “finished” while many many many other attempts just never cross that hallowed threshold.

However, in recent years (at least since I wrote My Obsidian Journey Part 1 back in March of 2023), I would say it’s become important to me to try to document some kind of process, so that I can try to repeat it, and therefore give myself the greatest chances of success with each new project.

I’d say results have been mixed, as have my efforts in defining and sticking with a consistent practice. Perhaps this post will help clarify some things (for me). Perhaps you may even get something useful out of it too!

But before getting into the weeds of things, it feels right to give some context regarding my ‘creative’ habits.

Generally, I have three of them. Blogging, Fiction writing, and Music.

Sometimes I’ll get distracted and think “This is the year I learn how to draw!” or “What if I modeled something in TinkerCAD every day for a month?”, but these endeavors never last long and often leave me feeling a bit discouraged when they inevitably fizzle out. I tell myself that I’m getting better at recognizing these types of diversions and discarding them before I get too invested (emotionally or often financially lol), but I’m simultaneously just becoming more comfortable with the fact that sometimes I just need to work these things out of my system. Try them, and decide they were the mistake I knew they were when I started.

In any case, I (usually) keep coming back to my three mainstays, and they occupy (for me) different levels of creativity. As such, I use them in different ways.

Music

Lately, as I’ve been dipping my toes back into this world, I’ve found myself often explaining to others my experience with music saying something like “I was a musician in my past life, now I just play guitar”. After some inevitably confused looks I go on to explain that I minored in drums and percussion in college (a past life indeed) but burned out and am only recently (after 10ish years) getting back into music by picking up a new instrument.

Having pursued this medium pretty extensively in my past, I’m very aware of all the opportunities for creativity and nuance just a single performance can have, let alone a career of practice and study. This holds true whether it be your own music you’re working on or someone else’s.

At this moment however, I would consider my music to be pretty uncreative. It’s really something I do because I enjoy learning, and I’m still very early days in my journey. I liken my current skill to someone who is still learning what all the pieces do in chess. I could probably execute a few moves but they would be pretty basic and probably wouldn’t get me through an entire game. There would be a chance I could do something brilliant, and perhaps still win a game, but that chance is pretty low.

Guitar is at this point something I do to relax, and in some cases get away from my other creative pursuits. If I get stuck, I can usually go play guitar for an hour and though things are not generally any clearer afterward, I at least feel better (and productive).

I’ve been playing a lot of guitar lately . . .

Blogging

I feel this is probably the outlet I’ve seen the most success in, and likewise, the practice I’m the most dedicated to (at the moment). It is also perhaps the outlet in which my process is most clearly defined. I’ve tried to keep the rules simple here: one post a week, for as many weeks in a row as I can possibly string together . . . Rinse and repeat.

Within that framework, I’ve tried to allow myself the most room possible for things to write about (check out my first Blaugust post for an idea of how varied I can get) and generally I don’t have to get very creative to satisfy the basic tenets I’ve set for myself to follow. Read a book (or watch a movie / play a game), and then write down why I thought it was good or bad.

I’ll acknowledge that on a line-by-line, word-sentence-paragraph type level, manipulating language in order to express feelings and create meaning, there is indeed creativity at play. To make a compelling argument takes ingenuity and skill, but is mostly something I grapple with in the moment of doing, and not really something I consider otherwise.

Sometimes I’ve experimented a bit with the ‘form’ of my reviews which can be fun, but these moments are sort of lightning-strike in their frequency and intention. I never set out to write these kinds of posts, but if I have a jolt of inspiration, I just try to allow myself space to ride that lightning for as long as it energizes me (I really don’t think this is how this metaphor is supposed to be used lol). Perhaps my favorite example of such a post would be a review of Andy Weir’s The Marian I wrote by using Buzzfeed style headlines.

In any case, just writing a review of every random book I read is a good deal of work, and can feel pretty pointless pretty quickly, so over time I’ve found a couple ways to keep myself inspired. I’m not quite sure I would consider this ‘creative’ but to a certain extent it keeps me doing the work:

1. Challenges like Blaugust

I’ve sought out and participated in a few challenges like this over the years. Interacting with other bloggers and book reviewers always keeps things moving for me. Usually they come with prompt lists and while most of the fun is in reading how others have answered the prompts, there is a lot of enjoyment to be had figuring out how to contend with certain topics yourself.

Likely anyone who’s reading this post and participating in Blaugust already gets it.

The challenge I’ve participated in most frequently comes every May and is called #WyrdAndWonder. It’s a celebration of the Fantasy genre and always a great time. Similarly, #SciFiMonth is run by the same organizers and also a blast. I think that one takes place in November.

#JurassicJune and #Dinovember seem to kinda just be hashtags, without any challenges or prompts associated with them. I’m not even really sure they’re for blogging per se, but now that I know about them, I just adjust my normal weekly posts to try to be more dinosaur related. Which is fun lol.

#Smaugust is a challenge for artists in which you try to draw a dragon every day themed with different prompts. I can’t draw at all, so I’ve kind of co-opted it into my own thing (which is why I haven’t participated in Blaugust until now). Some years I’ve tried to write fiction for it, others more book reviews. I’m still finding my footing on this one.

2. Anniversaries and Holidays

These have generally come in two forms. If a big book or movie has an anniversary coming up, I’ll see if I have the bandwidth to finish a review in time. My posts on The Mummy (1999), and The Hobbit fall into these categories. To a certain extent, so did my post about Jurassic Park (Movie)’s 30th anniversary although it was also kind of a product of #JurassicJune.

I’ll also try to write posts about holidays which are important to me, or tie into whatever fiction I’m writing at the moment. This post explaining Orthodox Easter (ahem Pascha) and “Russian Christmas” are good examples. I’ve tried to write something related to “Russian New Years” a few times now which has resulted in reviews of popular — at least around New Years in Russia — film The Irony of Fate and it’s very western romcom remake: About Fate.

There are more or less an infinite number of these so really just pick the ones you enjoy. Perhaps the most superfluous one I try to hold every year is #NationalVelociraptorDay. It’s kinda dumb, but also really fun. Without it, I never would have watched the complete mess which is Velocipastor (jury is still out of whether or not that’s a good thing).

3. Responses to Other Posts

Sometimes something will catch my eye which I feel I just need to write about. 9 Things About Ancient Egypt I Hope We See In Marvel’s #MoonKnight is a great example of this. So is What Gods And Goddesses I’d Want to See in a God of War Game Set in Ancient Egypt!.

Essentially, it’s the old airport adage: See something, say something (wow I really need to stop using expressions in completely the wrong context).

4. Research Rabbit Holes and Trend Tracking

Sometimes I’ll be researching something for a piece of fiction and post about it in an effort to ‘Show Your Work‘. My post about Ancient Egyptian food is a good example of this. I would love to do more of these types of posts, but they’re a little harder to write.

Also, if I start noticing a trend or trope, I may also write about it. Death Is People Too: Personifying the Loss of Existence in History and Fiction is a good example of this kind of thing.

Fiction

Well that’s probably enough about blogging (for now). The last creative outlet I exercise now and again is writing fiction. Of the three outlets I’ve mentioned in this post, this is the one I consider the most “creative”.

It also is the outlet that — despite reading many books on craft and writing — is the least systematic, and the most prone to long stretches of inactivity.

Remaining ‘creative’ in this medium is hard.

In my early days, I would say a lot of the methods I used were unconscious and probably quite accidental. Now, as I try to codify the methods a bit more and use them more purposefully . . . well it’s become even more difficult.

However, I have picked up a few things here and there which are helpful:

Steal Like an Artist

This is the title of a book by Austin Kleon (which I of course reviewed) and is essentially the idea that you borrow ideas from artists (or in this case writers) you admire and over time find ways to make them your own. The best example I have of this actually comes from my past life in music in which I was always seeking to emulate Led Zeppelin drummer John Bonham. I never could, but I learned a ton of things in the attempt which assuredly made my own playing more unique. The pursuit gave me a voice of my own on the kit (even if all that voice was saying was “God wouldn’t it be cool if I could play like John Bonham!”)

A Harsh Critique

Let the hate flow through you . . . Just kidding, don’t. Or maybe . . . do?

Where I’m trying to get to here is sometimes a good way to generate ideas for a story, is to find a couple stories which you absolutely loathe, and then rewrite them in a way which you absolutely love!

N.K. Jemisin is famous for doing this. Her Hugo nominated novel The City We Became is in many ways hate mail for H.P Lovecraft. Her short story Walking Awake is a clap-back at Heinlein’s The Puppet Masters. I’m sure there are many others I don’t know about.

You can also do this with tropes, or characters or . . . really anything.

I can’t say I’ve really used this technique to any great effect (I generally like most things I read), but I’ve sometimes found it useful when attempting to parody certain genres.

However, BE CAREFUL when using this method. While it is relatively easy, and will likely generate a LOT of ideas, you have to be careful how you implement them and most importantly consider YOUR REASON for doing so.

It’s probably pretty safe to take shots at a confirmed racist who has been dead for almost a century, but you probably want to at least tap the breaks a bit before doing this with anything else.

Read Non-Fiction (and space out during it)

Without a doubt, this is probably my most tried and true way of generating story ideas. Just pick up a non-fiction book and read it, and try not to start inventing stories about whatever it is you’re reading. For me it’s impossible.

Any subject will do. A book I was reading for work about User Experience inspired a whole magic system in one of my stories. Obviously any books on paleontology or archeology will help when it comes time to write more Egypt and Dino stories. Just pick whatever you’re into.

Generally, it seems like full length books are the most useful here, and I hate to say it, print media seems better (at least for me). Articles and internet posts just don’t seem get things flowing in the same way (though they are still quite useful).

The trick here is then recording all these day dreams. I’ve been using Obsidian to do so, but as I’ve written in My Obsidian Journey Part 1 and My Obsidian Journey Part 2 posts, it is not always easy.

But alas, the work continues . . .

Conclusion

So how do I stay creative? Short answer: lots of ways. Longer answer: everything you just read above.

Much like this blog is kinda all over the place, so are my creative outlets and methods. And it’s taken a pretty long time to cohere the meager approach I’ve written about here. Unfortunately, it would seem the two best creative tools are simply time and patience. Perhaps you might add a willingness to try new things (and perhaps more importantly, a willingness to fail at them).

But mostly, I stay creative by just continuing to try . . .

That’s all I have today. This has been a pretty long and rambling post so thank you for sticking with it. As you know, I love feedback in my comments section so please let me know what you think! What methods have you tried to stay creative. What inspires you to create? What outlets do you use?

Until next time!

Blaugust The 2nd: Movies That Made Me – The Matrix

I’m not one for nostalgia (mostly), so even after 300 posts on this blog, it often feels like I haven’t written much on here about the stories that were really formative to me. Dinotopia was of course a formative work, and had a huge influence on me when it came time to start writing fiction. Jurassic Park (Movie) and Jurassic Park (book) were clearly important as well.

I read Dune in a Science Fiction course I took in high school (2008). That novel, and a bunch of others I read for that class and during that year kind of ‘activated’ me as a Science Fiction and Fantasy fan. I think it was during that year that I kind of fell in love with the genre, or perhaps more accurately, realized I’d been in love with it all along.

As formative periods go, 1999 seems to have been quite a time for me as well. This year (2024) marks 25 years since that hallowed era, and I’ve already started celebrating it with a post about The Mummy (1999) and its influence on my writing and general personhood. I note in that post that The Mummy didn’t immediately strike me as the important phenomenon which it became over years and years of repeat watches.

Indeed there was another movie which held my obsession, to the point of eclipsing all else. That movie was The Matrix.

I think it’s pretty safe to say, that in 1999, no one had ever seen a movie a like it. And no one would, until the sequel (Matrix Reloaded) came out in 2003. Probably the closest we would come was a (cough) not-at-all-derivative (cough) film in 2001 starring Jet Li titled The One (clear copycatting aside, that movie also slaps).

There was so much crammed into this movie that my little nine-year-old brain (or anyone else for that matter) had never seen before. It feels almost cliche to mention the importance of “bullet time”, but I think the legion of examples of its use in other franchises (to the point were I almost want to roll my eyes when I see it) is proof enough of the way it changed filmmaking.

And that’s really only one scene. There are plenty of others. Trinity suspended midair (and mid-kick) while the camera rotates around her? Iconic (and parodied hilariously in two other classics: Scary Movie (2000) and Shrek (2001)).

Even the little wave Morpheus gives to beckon Neo to begin fighting (echoed later when Neo fights Agent Smith) would be recognizable to almost anyone, even 25 years later, as a callback / reference to this movie.

And that’s just the fighting! The Matrix took top marks in worldbuilding, fashion (who didn’t want a long-ass jacket and some temple-less glasses after watching this movie), and storytelling.

People legitimately say, “It’s like a glitch in the matrix”, if they’re experiencing deja vu, or (perhaps more commonly in these ‘unprecedented’ times) if they come across something they can’t understand, or is just wholly outside of their experience.

I would also say that the movie is surprisingly philosophical for a big-budget action flick, asking deep questions about fate and choice, reality vs perception, as well as control and rebellion (not to mention Neo’s positioning as a Christ-like savior). There’s even a book titled The Matrix and Philosophy which has a respectable thickness (and they put out a second volume when Reloaded and Revolutions came out). As the “And Philosophy” series’ third volume, I’m sure it was pivotal in the success of that franchise. It was certainly one of the first ‘philosophy’ books I’d ever read.

Of course, not all associations with this movie are positive. Neo’s critical choice between continuing to live in the matrix in ignorance, or to be set free to live in ‘The Real’ — as represented by the choice between a blue and red pill — becomes harder to watch today than it was in 1999.

The scene seems likely to have been an allegory of the movie’s directors coming out as transgender. As wikipedia tells it: “During the 1990s, a common transgender hormone therapy for trans women involved Premarin, a maroon tablet, while a common antidepressant prescribed to closeted trans women at the time, Prozac, was blue.”

However, by 2016, the metaphor had been co-opted by a group of Reddit misogynists believing that: ” . . . ‘reality’ is that women run the world without taking responsibility for it, and that their male victims are not permitted to complain.” (The Guardian: Swallowing the Red Pill: a Journey to the hear of modern misogyny 2016)

Watching the film in 2024, with this added context, it becomes impossible not to cringe as Morpheus convinces Neo to ‘wake up’. As Neo, a lone white man with no girlfriend or real relationships who spends most of his time online, reaches for the red pill.

There are other aspects of the movie which also just hit differently in 2024. In-world history of the emergence of AI in the beginning of the 21st century (so right now) are a bit uncomfortable in light of Open AI’s ChatGPT, Google’s Gemini, and other generative artificial intelligences. Even just the concept of the Matrix itself feels somewhat more ‘real’ with the growing prevalence of VR technologies like Meta Quest 2, and Apple’s Vision Pro.

And don’t even get me started on the theory that we are already living in a simulation.

But I’m starting to digress . . .

All that I’ve mentioned above are just some of the ways in which our current era has been defined by this iconic movie, and I’m sure there are many others which I simply just don’t know about or cannot see from my perspective. And while undoubtedly these macro-level influences have shaped me in ways I’m sure I can’t fully understand, I feel that there has been a more personal — and you might say positive — takeaway from this incredible film.

Namely: Impossible things are not impossible. With belief in yourself and focus / determination, you can do things others can’t even imagine.

There’s perhaps a way in which this is really the theme which underlies all great fiction, but I’ve always felt The Matrix just does an incredible job of putting this idea front and center. Until 1999, “dodging bullets” was a failure of the shooter to correctly lead their target. It involved running and jumping and probably a whole lot of prayer.

During The Matrix it involves planting your feet firmly on the ground and simply moving faster than the bullet. And at the end, it was stopping them mid air because: “No.” Hell it’s flying because flying is just awesome!

The protagonists might fight Agents, but the movie is about agency, and about claiming it. And while Neo comes to have the most agency (I’m sure there’s whole other papers about the gender and racial dynamics here), you don’t need to be a messiah figure to beat the system. Trinity moves faster, fights harder and jumps farther than her opponents from the very first scene; Morpheus does much the same, and does it with more style than anyone else in the entire world.

What laws are more constant and unbreakable than physics? The Matrix says “To hell with that!” and breaks them like it’s nothing. It’s hard not to be inspired by such a believe-and-achieve type mentality.

I can’t say that I never failed at something difficult after watching this movie (even Neo gets hit by some of those bullets), but I still feel like there was a seed here — however unconscious — which when combined with (assuredly) many other factors, allowed me to try more than I might have had I never seen the film.

Give The Matrix a watch?

If you haven’t already, then yes! If you have already seen it? Still yes! Watch it again. Watch it ten more times.

In spite of the fact that we’re 25 years away from where we were when this movie first released, its legacy still looms large today. Whether its because of its era defining special effects, iconic sense of fashion and worldbuilding, or its potent philosophy and messaging, The Matrix will go down in history as one of the real ones . . .

And for me, its (ultimately) hopeful disposition in the face of extreme odds — its defiance of even the most essential systems in our universe (lolz physics) — perhaps taught young me a bit about mind over matter. And that impossible things are still achievable, if only we just try.

That’s all I have for today. Who else has watched this movie? What did you think? Are there any earth shaping revelations I missed? Any more personal stories related to the film? I’d love to hear your thoughts and stories. Please leave them in the comments below. Looking forward to talking about this one!

My First Blaugust Post: An Introduction

So this will be my first year participating in Blaugust (for any wondering, check out the Blaugust Explainer post on Tales of the Argonaut) and I’m going to assume that depending on where this gets posted, most people reading will not know me or my blog from Adam (yet).

If that’s the case, then Hi!!

I’m JD. I’m (primarily) a book blogger and sometimes author. I usually write about science fiction and fantasy books, but as I’ve stated in my What is Alligators and Aneurysms? page, this blog can (and will) really be about anything . . . and that’s what makes it so frightening!

Though I’ve tried to give myself the widest possible umbrella of topics that will ‘fit’ on this blog, I tend to come back to a few topics over and over again.

Fantasy

At the time this is posted I’ll have written over 80 posts related to this topic. Mostly these come in the form of book reviews. So . . . Many . . . Book Reviews. I’m somewhat less concerned about awards these days, but I used to be VERY interested in the Hugo Awards and so I’ve written a lot of reviews about Hugo nominated works.

Dinosaurs

I’ve loved Dinosaurs since I was a kid and will generally spend June (#JurassicJune) and November (#Dinovember) reviewing various kinds of fiction (and some nonfiction) which feature them (recently I’ve been loving Genndy Tartakovsky’s PRIMAL).

Ancient Egypt

Another topic I’ve written about often is Ancient Egypt. Usually I write (more) reviews about fiction set there, but occasionally I’ll write reviews of non-fiction, or posts celebrating important archaeological events or findings related to to Ancient Egypt. Some posts I particularly enjoyed writing were:

Video Games

I’ve started to get more serious about video games within (probably) the last year, and am learning there is tons of non-fiction written about them (to review). I’ve done some reviews of the games themselves too which is always fun. Posts I enjoyed in this category:

Sometimes Author

Finally, as I mentioned above, sometimes I do author things. I’ve posted some flash fiction, and snippets of short stories on my blog under the fiction category. Also, I’ve managed to combine two of my great loves (Dinosaurs & Ancient Egypt) into one, in a short story I’ve released on Amazon called Narmer and the God Beast. It’s essentially a boy and his dragon, only the boy is the first Pharaoh of Egypt, and the dragon is a growing Paralititan. Narmer’s brother is cruel, and when their father passes Narmer must find friendship and support in an unlikely place.

If you’re at all curious about the path that led me to write such a bizarre piece, check this post detailing the genesis of the idea.

Wrapping Up

As you can see, I’m kinda all over the place. I attribute this mostly to the fact that this blog has been running a long time, and I think it’s natural for people’s interests to shift over time. I started Alligators And Aneurysms back in October of 2012 with a post about zombies. I was in my early 20s and pretty inconsistent with it in those days. I even gave up on writing completely from 2018 until February of 2021 (but I guess I got quite bored during the pandemic haha).

I’ve been pretty consistent since 2021 though I’ve dropped to posting once a week generally. I try to have something up on Friday or Saturday depending on what my work schedule looks like. Sometimes I’ll post on other days if need arises. It’s all pretty well documented here in the Blogger Insider Tag. I suspect August will be a bit chaotic since I’m trying Blaugust out (I can already tell I won’t post every day but I’m gonna try for one blaugust themed post a week on top of my normal posting schedule)

In any case, that’s me in a nutshell. I love when people leave me comments so please say hi down below, and ask me about my bloggo. Excited to see what the rest of the month will bring!