Some of my fondest memories where spending time with my Irish grandparents in their very small town just 27 miles from my home. I would spend several weeks with them throughout the summer (USA school break). We would sit on their front porch watching the cars going by while my grandfather sat in his swing telling me stories of growing up. I would sit as close to him as I could get hanging on every word. I have this same swing in my home many, many years after my childhood. I was recently married and the ceremony was at my home. After the wedding all the guest gathered around my “new husband” as he and I sat in my grandfathers swing listening to our guest toast us. Another memory that must not be missed. My grandfather never learned to drive a car, saying “there were enough fools on the highway without adding one more”. My memory is every morning we would go into town to get the mail, my grandfather and I on his bicycle with me sitting on the handle bars. As I write this, I can smell the past with a great smile on my face.

I was not raised going to church. My parents were NOT atheist but just didn’t go. In my 6th years of school, I met my best friend who was Christian. I did go to church with her on occasion. At the age of 21, I started searching for my faith. In reading the Bible, Christ fulfilled all of the prophesys from hundreds of years prior to His arrival on earth. There are historical records of the miracles he preformed with hundreds of witnesses. I found that other religions did not have this. I also know that being a Christian springs from love. Some of other faiths do not. I am convinced by my faith.

Good question. I had more happen to me that Hollywood would ever dream to write about. I had horrific times in my life and on occasion would share with people that were close to me. Many times, I would hear, “you should write a book”. I would laugh it off saying that I was convinced that I only had about 30 words in my head….a skinny girl from Nowhere, La. Who would want to read about what I have to say? One day after hearing the “you should write a book dialogue” I pondered. If I should write a book, what would I call it? The title came to me before I decided to write. I then sat down to write my story. I did not write to a reader. I wrote to myself seeking, where was God in my life as I journeyed through several pathways of great pain and abuse. I started with my life at age 3 when I didn’t know God but survived an event that should have taken my life. In my writings of events, I saw a thread, a breath of God in my life when I didn’t even know Him.

Yes and no. My book is 2nd. edition with a new publisher. My 1st. edition was with CrossBooks. After several years, my publisher sold the business to a much larger publishing company called Thomas Nelson. It would be an honor to be published by this large publishing house. They agreed to continue by book but I would have to make modifications such as change my name. Other changes that concerned them was about the chapter where I write about the events When Pollyanna Marries Darth Vader. They were concerned about this powerful man and liability. I went back and forth with them assuring that I had all documentation of what write about. I also discussed that there is no slander when truth is involved. They refused and I walked away from a large publishing company. I can’t compromise on my life and what I encountered. By far, my largest support was from Jo Ellen Bradley and her sweet mother. It would not have become a book if I had not had her support. She convinced me that just possibly I could be an author.

When I look back on the 22 year marriage, it is clear to me that my husband was an abusive man. The Pollyanna in me at that time could only see good. A lesson is never spend any time with people that are closed up, who never share events or emotions. I believe they do this to obfuscate and hide who they truly are. I can’t ever want to wish away my 22 year marriage as that would encompass my precious three daughters. I didn’t choose this path that I write about but finally; I am at the point that I see a bountiful amount of change to who I am. Pollyanna is dead and a Phoenix has risen.

Well first, I am always embarrassed to chat with someone that has read my book. I expose so much vulnerability about myself. I write about raw events and emotions that I have. Interesting enough, I hear different takes from my book from readers. When I read my over 100 reviews on Amazon (USA), I wonder if they are all reading the same book! Some relate to my childhood abuse others will talk about my children’s ministry. I have one review where the reader doubts that I went through that I write about. I laugh at this and wish it were a fictional book! I have also heard that in encounters with readers that a surprise that I can laugh and be jovial.

Yes, my advice is; I give you hope. My childhood abuse by my mother is over. I never think about it unless someone enquires. Enough time has gone by that it no longer is part of my life. As for the abuse I write about with my husband of 22 years, this abuse is far greater than my childhood. He planned my demise for several years prior to execution of it. I was truly sleeping with the enemy and had no idea of what was about to happen to me. Writing about it helped a great deal. For about 8 years after the divorce, I was so very emotionally damaged. When I would give radio/TV interviews about my book, it would take me a long period of time to overcome the emotions that came out as I spoke about them. You learn with time how to put them away. Telling yourself “I am no longer abused" is the beginning of putting the emotions away. I am now married to the kindest, gentle man who I am madly in love with. He has nurtured me out of the past with his unconditional love. I no longer have nightmares and happiness lives on my face.

My daughters are 38, 32, and 28. They have yet to read my book as they lived part of it. They are yet to know all of what happened to me and truly can’t go there. My dedication page is to them, “so they would know the truth about their mommy” They have vowed to read it someday and I pray that they will. It was such a horrible time for me that I physically was scary as I dropped 26 pounds weighing under 100 pounds. I am 5’6” so I indeed looked sunken and wrought.

I recently had an hour long live TV interview in Augusta, Ga. It was a Christian network. My husband took a photo of me on stage while I was being interviewed. The photo is exciting and I will attach it to you. I also had an hour radio interview with listeners having the ability to call into the station. I was interviewed a few days ago by 96.5 radio in Missouri. I don’t think it has aired yet. It was a taped interview. I must say that I prefer live interviews as it keeps you in 100% zone of thinking. Besides that, it is exciting hearing the countdown from 5 to on air!

This would be when I was going through the divorce which took several years. I didn’t have enough money to fight Darth Vader. I sometimes didn’t have money for food and would simply start eating what was in the pantry. During this time Cary Thrift called me about tuning my piano. I told him couldn’t do this. He came over anyway and tuned it at no charge. The other was Sandy who owned a salon for nails. She saw me one day and insisted on taking care of my nails for free. These moments touched my heart deeply.

I still find it hard to attach the title author to my name. It seems surreal. The absolute best part is reading my reviews from around the world and seeing that my book touched an emotion in someone. I always write a comment to the review. One in particular comes to mind as a reader was curious about my sweet baby girls. They were not babies when I went through what I write about, but they always be my baby girls. I guess a downside would be the ugly painful review I received when my book was published about 2 months. I almost quit the pursuit of being an author. By the way, the review was about being there being too much about God. I have to wonder if she read the title are saw the cover!

I don’t know, but a possibility. I started a fictional love story with my husband. It started with David writing 1st. chapter and then sending it to me via email and I would write to his. We stopped writing but maybe someday we will pick up again. As with my life with him, it would be a beautiful love story.

Be still and wait. Another, Be still and wait and know that I am God. I have taken these two scriptures to heart. God has a plan for my life.

Wow, what a question! I feel like I have struggled a great deal of my life beginning with being physically abused by my mom to the point of her breaking bones to the culmination of abuse by my husband whom I refer to in my book as Darth Vader. I named him this in my book as you will remember from the movie, DV sold his soul.

It is so very hard to wrap my arms around the title of being an “author”. Oddly enough, I do not like to write, but having said this when I do; my fingers fly. Maybe better put, I am passionate about my feelings which I write about. I find myself sharing very personal details about my life. Many times, I have had the opportunity to meet someone that has read my book, which embarrasses me tremendously.

I became a writer when my book, A Love Story, How God Pursued Me and Found Me…an impossibly true story was published. I ask the reader to keep in mind while reading my story that I did not write it for them to read. I wrote it to myself. I never expected it to become a book. I needed to know, “where were you God, when all is mimicking crazy and all I had was lost in a breath”. I sat down to write beginning with my early life of growing up in an abusive and dysfunctional home and on to what happened to me in the chapter titled: My Life on a Precipice: When Pollyanna Marries Darth Vader. I have since become a contributing writer to a few magazines that seem to have a curiosity about what I have to say.

The book is not about an idea, it is about my life. If I had not lived it, I can assure you; I would never think what I went through was possible. I had to write my story. There were two motivating factors in writing such a raw and vulnerable account of my life. I needed my three girls to know the truth about their mommy, and as a child of God: I had to see where He was in my life in times that just could not be understood. How could evil overtake me? I had to know God was involved when it looked like pure evil. Like Job of the old testament, all was lost in a blink. I describe the 22 year marriage to a very wealthy man that decides to destroy me, taking my child and trying to throw me onto the street with nothing: all in the name of greed. In the Pollyanna/DarthVader chapter, I encountered massive distortion of truth powered by “people of importance” and money that sullied my name. I can not allow someone to rewrite truth so they can win in the game of creed. In a blink, my whole world changed as I watched.

As I mentioned above and also alluded to, Darth Vader DBA DV is a very powerful man in a large city. I had to give everyone I write about a name other than their own for the exception of the judge and a therapist. This was to stop the massive lawyers involved with DV. Also, he could not circumvent that slander can only exist if not truthful. All I write about involving DV is documented and hidden. This is encase he might get bored and want to pursue me again. I must say at this juncture, I have appeared on television several times being interviewed about the book, just down the street from DV.

I pray there is not a series involving what I write about! Thankfully, it has been 12 years since all the horror that happened to me took place, which is the crux of my book. I have begun to write a love story. Its storyline is fictional, but truly based on my meeting and marrying the most amazing man in real life. He is used as the model of main character.

Yes, I have at the moment in writing my love story titled: Serendipity

No, I write from my heart not ever thinking anyone is going to read it.

JoEllen Bradley. I handed a few chapters for her to read and left the room. She had tears in her eyes and smiled at me upon finishing. She said please, write more. When I finished my manuscript, I didn’t have the courage to do anything with it for about 2 weeks. I took courage and submitted a proper query to several publishers. In the period of time between publisher acceptance and printed copy, I had many revelations. My thoughts, heart, soul searching emotions were about to become a book. I then began to think about the ramifications of inscribing raw and vulnerable emotions with the outcome of people I don’t know or more importantly the people I do know peering inside of me. Having said this, when friends or new acquaintances inquired as to the status of my book, I had one answer. Please do not read my book! I began to marinate in the thought of writing a manuscript, submitting it to be published and not wanting anyone to read it! Even I am not this absurd even on a good day. Before my manuscript became a book, my publisher contacted me with the request to write more chapters. In this period of time prior to my publication, I had an epiphany…why I wrote the book. It is the last chapter and brought with it clarity.

As of this writing, I have 80 Amazon reviews. I am always surprised when a reader takes the time to write. Several have brought tears to my eyes as the reader truly read my heart and understood. Not everyone has loved my writings and that is OK. My book is now a second edition of same story. My publisher was sold to Thomas Nelson and they were to continue with my book, but I had to change my name and a few of the events as they feared DV. My book was first published 5 years ago. Even though a very prestiges publisher would now have my book, I walked away knowing I could not change my story or the truth. I have another publisher as of first of this year which gave me the opportunity to clean up the original story by giving a more detailed account of happenings. I listened to a few reviews that said they wanted more. At the time of my first writings, I was quite damaged and never expected my writings to become a book.

I wrote my first book around 4:00 in the afternoon everyday. I cannot tell you why this time, maybe it would take the day for me wrap my arms around my thoughts and emotions. I always prayed first and then my fingers would fly at the keyboard.

QuotesRain and Twitter has been an amazing promotion. My book on Amazon in the UK as steadily remained top 100 in 3 various categories and many days top 10! Ratings are fluid throughout the day so I try not to get too excited. At this writing, my book went from around 900 ratings to 20, 23 and 24 in three categories in Amazon Canada. Yes, I highly recommend! Mady, I thank you!

I am so strong now. Pollyanna has died and a Phoenix has risen. You just do not have any idea of what you are capable of until your faith and strength is tested. I also have the great pleasure doing radio and television interviews. Several times I have heard from a listener that may have a similar scenario. I give out contact information knowing that when you go through what I did in an annihilation called divorce, you desperately want to discuss with someone; anyone that can convey to you that you just might survive this.