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Again.

Here goes nothing...
Writing down 'cause I don't want to lay on my bed yet. 
It's been a while since I felt 'kilig' over a younger guy. HAHAHA!! I want to see and feel if it's for real.
I'll go with the flow. I can't contain this feeling as of now. 

Afraid that history might repeat itself but I'll pray that God will write it down differently from the other.
I don't know what to do If I'll experience the same pain again. It took me a year or more before I get over with the my first heartache, so I'm asking God for a sweet one this time.

Confused. A little. Having anxiety in the midst of this emotion I have at this moment.
Happy. Yes, I am. 



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Here am I sitting and burying myself in front of my computer and I'M HOME ALONE tonight (well, they'll go home laterrrr~)

I just noticed that I started to like reading fanfics (FAN FICTIONS) of my Super Junior biases recently and now I can't resist it (getting addicted to it, I guess XD). It became one of my hobbies when I'm on my way home or doing nothing. I can finish a hell of a long chapters in a day (or maybe half a day). I mostly read KyuMin stories (gender switch ones coz I don't like man to man stories), those romantic, funny yet amusing story lines. Thanks to those great writers here in Live Journal coz they are making me giggle like crazy here when I'm alone and bored. 

I can think of something to write yet (coz I don't even know how, sarreh~ :P). I wanted to try but maybe not. 

Just meh~

Gloomy weather outside.

I dunno why I write, but definitely to loosen up myself. I don't have much talent in this field but lemme give it a try.
I miss writing so much. So much to the extent that I don't know how to put it into words now.
I don't know what happened but it made me sad that I can't remember the feeling of putting your emotions to write. 

Now, I dunno where to start or what to say. 
What happened to me these days? Work is eating the whole me and occupying my mind. 

I wanna go somewhere. Travel outside and wander around alone, but I'm afraid. Afraid that maybe I will not find my way back to where I should be. 

Blabbering nonsense
Another random thoughts.
The weather makes me like this. 
Gah




Nice to meet you!

Good evening!!
It's my first entry here (and it's also my first LiveJournal account to be precise)
Hoping to share my thoughts by writing some blogs or self-reflections here.

I wanna meet people through online blogging or by my social sites.

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