Good Friday

A day to think and reflect but it was also a good day. Income tax is not my favourite thing to play and no, they weren’t mine. Later in the evening yesterday I did manage to put the finishing touches on my package and emailed it off, finally. Now I wait to see what happens!

The day did get away from me. I wanted to write this much earlier but one thing led to the next.

Your Inspirational message for today is Even when there’s rain, keep looking for the rainbow. All the rain is coming tomorrow so interesting that this was the message for today. I think with all the rain coming tomorrow we will have no choice but to watch for a rainbow!

Our Gratitude Journal prompt for today is Any things you have that the majority of people don’t… oh wow! Let’s see… I have a collection of books I’ve written myself and self-published… what am I at now? Seventeen? Or is it sixteen still? Even the author loses track! I also have a China cabinet with trinkets from close to home, new and very old, and from far away, gifts from travellers who thought of me. Of course there are other items I’m sure but we also can’t list everything!

I look forward to your thoughts on these for today and I’ll “see” you tomorrow!

I’m Late!

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What was the last thing I said in my last post? I was going to look to see what I could find to get back in the groove for April. Sigh… April 1st was yesterday so we have some catching up to do!

It’s been a tough go. Last Thursday and Friday I was using the cane again because I’d just reached my exhaustion level and I was feeling a cloudy/woozy feeling and kind of seeing spots. Rested over the weekend and then only worked three days this week and I think that made a difference. I finally, FINALLY got the project I’ve been working on complete and sent off this evening. I am really hoping it’s something that gets some positive feedback and I can present it to all of you soon!

So I’ll set right to it… this month is going to be April Gratitude Journalling and Inspirational Messages.

Your Inspirational Message for April 1 is Go about life with love and enthusiasm, but allow yourself time to be silly. I think we should all follow that! But I think that we tend to let our enthusiasm wane because we fall into the mundane routines of day to day life. I know as I get older, I lack the energy I once I had. I think we all do.

For April 2 Embrace what makes you different. You are one in a trillion. Enough said.

The gratitude calendar I will share at the end.

Yesterday’s prompt is The best thing that happened this year… Well, we’ve only had three months pass by. What was the best thing? That’s a tough one for me because we had too much snow and too much cold! It was a winter to hibernate! Since there’s nine months left, I know there will be something that will be counted as the best… it’s yet to come!

Today’s prompt is The kindest thing someone did for you… I believe that is a person who has pointed me in the right direction for my project. She showed the same amount of excitement that I have and that was incredible!

Here is the calendar for April if you want to journal along. Plus you can always share in the comments! I love hearing from my readers!

Improving…

Well hello! What have you been up to? The vertigo has gradually improved, then I had a setback, now it’s improving again. Today is the first day that I was able to shower without hanging onto something in there. I worked half days this week. While we got a lot accomplished (and was still available at home) it was definitely hard to do focus sometimes! Looking at the schedule to try to get it sorted out with these tiny little blocks and then transferring that to the computer definitely caused my brain to frown at me. I also had headaches every day. I was grateful to everyone at work who took on extra (my ADOC) and were understanding and helped me out. I think I might manage to go in on Monday without my cane. I’m not pushing myself this weekend.

I’m glad I’m, finally, on the mend and seeing improvement because maybe I can get back to working on my beloved new little project and set myself a bit of a schedule to get back to all the writing I haven’t been doing for most of the winter thanks, mostly, to the usual Seasonal Affective Disorder.

All I can say is, if you end up with Vertigo, give it time. Get checked out and just give yourself rest and time. One of the things I found was the more tired I was, the worse it got, again. So half a day of work wore me out and that made it worse. It’s a vicious cycle!

Anyway, happy spring to all. We’ve had worst first days of spring but yesterday started off with rain but, eventually, the sun came out for a bit. Three days ago we were told on the news that today was going to be 18. Not sure where that went because now the high is 4! Sigh! Well, it could be worse!

I’m going to try to pull up a really great calendar for April and maybe just get back rolling on that again!

As always, thanks for listening and sharing on this continuous winding journey of my writing path!

It’s Been a Challenge

Since my last post it’s been interesting. Came up with some new ideas which I will keep to myself until I’m ready to unleash them on all of you! I’ve also been creating Benji & Blue’s Baseball Adventure! Also had other little things to work on inside my writing world

Then, with so much to do at work, I woke up Thursday morning with vertigo and had no other choice but to call in sick. I was in tears because there is so much to do and here I am in no shape to do it. That afternoon I had no other choice here but to go to emerg. Just shy of four hours later I was on my way with a prescription and my world spinning as fast as earlier in the day. Vertigo is pretty unpredictable with the duration it’s going to last and it’s been a literal roller coaster since then. It feels like it’s a little better only to wake up this morning in even worse shape. It’s also scary because you can so easily fall. The medication didn’t seem to work well but, again, with vertigo, it’s hit and miss!

I haven’t been at work since Wednesday which makes me feel bad because there are messages I’ve missed, a schedule to try to sort out and rebuild while my brain is doing a dance all of its own without warning me first. Since I can’t drive until this totally clears, Larry will drive me to work and I’ll see how long I last. Worst case, I can dive into some of those things from home.

I had this once before 30 years ago and not much has changed. They don’t know what causes it, they don’t know how long it will last or how severe it will get. Can’t even say if the medication will help or not. It wasn’t even available 30 years ago so it’s new to me. This morning was my last dose. I’m to go off it for a couple of days and can start it again if it all persists.

During this time resting I haven’t done much but watch TV, read a bit, but that’s tiring, and do some puzzles. It’s been BORING!

So wish me luck that this ends before I go totally crazy! And fall so behind on work that I’ll never catch up. 😔

Family Day…

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I remember when Ontario first started talking about Family Day. To have a stat holiday in February to break up the monotony of winter, especially that long wait from January first all the way to whenever Good Friday landed felt too good to be true. It happened and for all these years, it has been a welcome day! An extra day to sleep in, relax and spend time with family.

I had already done some work on this but didn’t have it ready in time for Valentine’s Day when I should have released it to you but Family Day is a good day to share it with you.

A short story, just for Valentine’s Day! Enjoy!

Journey of Forever

The February wind swept in off Lake Huron, carrying that familiar mix of cold and comfort that only Goderich locals truly understood. There’s always something about being near the water that drew people back to the shoreline over and over again.

On the boardwalk along the beach, two people found themselves arriving at the same spot at the same time.

Mara was a writer who’d recently returned home after decades away. She came to the lake every evening to clear her mind. Life hadn’t been easy and she’d decided, when she turned fifty, it was time to go home.

Evan was a photographer starting fresh after a burnout from a long career as a financial advisor. He’d remembered this town from his childhood. It brought back fond memories of his grandmother. He’d turned his hobby into his career and was chasing the perfect winter sunset.

They noticed each other first by accident when Mara stepped into Evan’s shot. Evan apologized too many times, and both ended up laughing at the awkwardness. But something about the moment felt intentional at the same time.

Over the next few weeks, their paths kept crossing. At the café where she often sat writing, at the library and, of course, at the beach, even on days when the wind stung their faces. Each meeting felt like a gentle nudge.

On Valentine’s Day, Mara found an envelope tucked under a smooth stone on her favourite bench near the playground overlooking the lake. No name. Just a simple message:

“Meet me where the light never dims.”

She hesitated for a moment wondering exactly what was happening. She felt excitement despite everything being so uncertain. She turned and looked high above her at the lighthouse before she walked over to the stairs and began the climb.

Evan stood at the top, camera in hand snapping pictures, cheeks pink from the cold. He smiled when he saw her. “I wasn’t sure you’d come,” he said.

“I wasn’t sure who I’d find,” she replied with a wink.

He handed her a photograph.

She took it from him, a puzzled look on her face.

“It’s the sunset from the night we first met,” he told her.

She looked at it and instantly noticed the soft pink and gold melting into the horizon.

Evan reached a finger around from behind the photo and pointed. In the corner of the image, something shimmered: a faint reflection in the water that looked almost like a heart.

Her breath caught.

“I didn’t notice it until I developed the photo,” Evan said. “Maybe it was just a trick of the light but maybe it was a sign. Either way it felt like something worth sharing.”

Mara traced the outline with her thumb. “We can only wonder,” she murmured.

They stood together as the sun dipped low. Moments later it painted the sky in shades of pink and purple that felt like hope. The wind felt like it finally eased off slightly and it suddenly felt quiet.

For the first time in a long time, both of them felt the possibility of something new.

“Evan,” Mara said softly, “do you believe in second chances?”

He looked at her, his eyes warm. “I believe in whatever this is.” He offered his hand.

She slipped her hand into his, and the moment settled around them like a promise.

“Happy Valentine’s Day, Mara,” he said.

“Happy Valentine’s Day,” she replied.

The icy lake disappeared into the darkness while they took the first few tentative steps on their own quiet journey of forever.

What’s Happening?

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With all of you? I have been saving memes and I’m not sure if my favourite one is Bugs Bunny holding a snow globe and the caption says I feel like we’re stuck inside of a snow globe and some **shole keeps shaking it or an angel asking God What’s in the freezer? God’s reply being Canada. We were snowed in Friday which concerned me because I wasn’t sure exactly when the highway would reopen.

I’m playing around with some ideas for Benji & Blue for this year. I’ll share more when I have a few things finalized! I’m also trying to dabble a little bit with Book Four of my Mysteries of the Past series still. It will be the final book I think. It’s so far behind and it’s incredibly hard to keep up. I think I’ll stick to writing trilogies or, if I do attempt a series again, I’ll have everything laid out better. I think the challenge was that it almost prevented me from writing anything else. When you’re only able to put out a book a year, that means there’s a minimum of two years between the books which, by most of my favourite authors, like Kathy Reichs, it isn’t a stretch but it takes away from other projects so it’s almost something that needs to be decided. Am I a series writer? Or am I more of a single book writer? It’s easier to sell single books because people don’t have to take a chance.

Lastly, I found a couple of calendars that aren’t set for any particular month so I could do one every couple of days or once a week with them. Or I could change them up and stretch it all to a total of 60 days! I do miss sitting down in the evening and writing. I turn my laptop on then look at it wondering why I even bothered. Finger memory wants me to sit down and open a new blog post.

So today I’m going to try to venture into this Memories to Reflect calendar. Number One for today is A memory that always makes you smile… I think, because I’ve shared it so frequently, is about my grandmother. When she was still living in my parents’ basement and quite self-sufficient my parents had to go away for a weekend. So Sam and I had gone over Saturday evening to spend some time and there was an evening Blue Jays game on. They lost terribly, like 14-3 or something like that. So the next day, my parents got home and, of course being a Sunday afternoon, there was a game on. She comes up from the basement and says “they’re replaying that horrible game from last night.” I said, “no grandma, that’s today’s all new horrible game.” Of course she went into a short rant including they should be ashamed of themselves but it really always does put a smile on my face.

So that wasn’t so bad. The other calendar is Journaling About the Future and that’s interesting but I’ll see!

Okay, I’m off. Laundry is in, I’m writing and I have some reading to do for Book Club.

Successes…

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Well, work is work and all I’m going to say is I’m not the happiest! Other than that, can’t say much more… for now! It’s just not worth it.

I have looked at my computer these last couple of weeks and wondered why I turned it on. Sure I needed to make sure my emails were loading but for the longest time, it felt like something was missing! I have been writing other things and looking at more calendars. I’m wondering about making my own… into an actual calendar for 2027 that people could hang on their wall and just think about it for the day.

I’ve been back writing for the paper which brings me so much joy. We’re heading into the second paper of the year already! Is that even possible? Also need to go get a library membership and figure out how I’m going to get back into some routines! Like getting down to the pool here and swimming again!

How many of you made New Year’s resolutions? I did not because only a couple times have I stuck to them. How many of you are still going? And how many have already abandoned them? It doesn’t make you a bad person. It’s wonderful to think of things you’re going to do come hell or high water but the reality of life steps in. There has been a LOT of snow this year. It has ruined a lot of plans. Because I abhor winter (yes, it was the worst possible word to summarize how I feel about it) it’s hard to start anything or plan anything because, as always, it gets cancelled. This year is no different and it’s getting kind of depressing. Not knowing if you’ll even get out of the driveway let alone anywhere else! So it’s hard to get excited about going out.

Last night, after I got home from work and parked the car, I was still going to my parents, a 1-minute drive away. I looked at the snow coming down and decided to put on my snowpants, my coat, earmuffs, mittens and boots and trudge between the houses instead. It was still just over a minute doing that plus I got exercise, I didn’t get cold and I kind of laughed! Even joked about make a snow angel!

For me, this time of year makes me want to wipe the slate totally clean and do something brand new; bold! Shake everything up! Just last weekend Larry and I were talking about the old Point Farms that went up for sale and was sold a few years ago now. And that we should have looked into it because there’s so much we could have done with it. Yeah, hindsight is always 20/20 and we never get a second chance. Okay, sometimes we do but generally not in the same way. It’s now up for sale again but they buyer in between never opened the store, destroyed the mini-golf cart, removed the propane refill tank so it would be starting at square one instead of carrying on. SIGH!

Alas, I’ve come to the end of this! I know I have the winter blues, diagnosed for me as Seasonal Affective Disorder… I’m just doing my best to get through!

To all of you, keep going. Can’t say the grass is always greener, but in this case, I can’t wait for the green grass!

I Miss You!

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I know, it’s only January 5th and I wrote last four days ago but I miss it! For four months, maybe even five, I have been writing every day and now I feel a little lost! And I’ve been bored! All weekend I didn’t really know what to do with myself! I did puzzles, read my book, played games… believe it or not I got out my Nintendo DS and played Clue and Perfection and the wedding game I have! Larry had never seen anything like that before nor did he understand what I was doing or what it was about! That was fun.

I’ve been thinking about writing though. A LOT! I’ve missed this but it has got me thinking more about the fourth, and possibly final, book of my Mysteries of the Past Series. It’s been fun but I’m so far behind on it that it’s hard to recover from that. It’s hard to write something when it’s that many years old. The options I have vary. I could pick up where The Hidden Ring left off. I could advance it six months or a year OR I could bring it right up to date with a whole long backstory of how we got here, plan the mystery they’re solving in Goderich because they decided to move into their cottage and then just end it!

Phew, that’s the most amount of thought I’ve put into it.

Oh, and book club was interesting today! They don’t talk much about the books but they were surprised by my input but agreed when I summarized my thought’s on the book. Outside that, they were thrilled that the Director of Care is now running book club but then the conversation turned more to the unfairness of Phase Two not having access to wellness. That was interesting!

So there’s my summary of the day. I HAD to get on here and write. I wish there was a more scheduled calendar that was every two or three days. I’ll work on that!

Happy New Year

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We did it! We turned the page! How were your celebrations? I was up WAY too late and Tigger didn’t take that well! It was well past his and my bedtime so he was making that known!

Remember I’m not going to work on any calendars this year but will set some kind of a schedule to be popping in. I’m going to edit my one article just a bit more this morning before I submit them and maybe even read a book. Dinner with my parents tonight and, possibly, my whole family! Road conditions permitting!

Here’s the New Year gift I wanted to share with you. I hope you enjoy!

The Magic of Christmas (A Goderich Christmas Short Story)

Pamela Clayfield

Snow drifted softly over Goderich’s Courthouse Square, settling like powdered sugar on the rooftops, wreaths and the Christmas lights that glowed against the winter sky. The smell of cinnamon, fresh baking and coffee floated from the nearby bakeries.

Mia Thompson tugged her mittens tighter as she stepped out of the Goderich Sun office, where she’d just dropped off her latest column and assigned articles. Of course, she’d email copies so the editor could just copy and paste it into the layout but there was still just something about the hard copies that made it feel like the good old days when newspapers were cherished by readers and went to press twice a day. Now most people just read it online.

She looked around the square. She loved this time of year — the extra kindness, the bustle, the lights, the way the lake seemed to shimmer with its own quiet magic as it fought against the elements trying to turn it to ice. But this Christmas felt different. She couldn’t explain it, only that it felt like something was… waiting.

As she crossed toward the Square’s towering Christmas tree and got close to its beautiful branches, she noticed something odd: a tiny envelope tucked into the lower branches, sealed with a silver snowflake sticker. Curious, she plucked it free.

Inside was a small card, handwritten in looping script:

“For the one who believes in Christmas magic. Follow the lights.”

Mia blinked and looked around. What is this? She wondered. A scavenger hunt? A prank? A promotion for one of the shops? She looked around the square again as though there would be some hint but there was nothing. Something about the note felt… warm, inviting. It was almost humming.

She followed the string of twinkling lights that wrapped around the Square, leading her past the bakery, past the bookstore, and down the street towards the lighthouse overlooking Lake Huron. The wind was crisp, but the sky was clear, and the lake reflected the moon like a sheet of silver.

There, resting on a nearby bench, was another envelope. She sat down next to it and reached out. It too was sealed with a silver snowflake sticker. Gently sliding her thumb under the sticker, she watched as the flap flipped up and she slid the small card out. This time it was an actual Christmas card. Bears skated on a frozen pond. She smiled and opened the card.

“Clue #2: Look where the town gathers to skate.”

Mia’s first thought was the community centre, but it was a little too far to walk. Then she smiled despite herself. The outdoor rink in the park. Of course.

She stood and gave the lake one last look before she turned back towards the square, boots crunching in the snow. The rink was quiet, lit only by the soft glow of the overhead bulbs. And there — sitting right on the bench where skaters laced up their skates — was a third envelope. She was getting tired, and a little cold, and wondered how many more there would be.

She sat down next to it but as she reached for it, a voice behind her said, “I was hoping you’d find that.”

She spun around, startled.

A young man stood there, bundled in a long navy coat with a burgundy scarf, cheeks pink from the cold. She recognized him — sort of. He worked at the bakery on the Square. She’d seen him handing out gingerbread samples during the Christmas parade.

“You?” she said, laughing. “Are you the Christmas mystery mastermind?”

He rubbed the back of his neck. “Guilty. I’m Evan. I, uh… I read your column every week. You always write about finding the magic in small things. I thought maybe you’d enjoy a little magic of your own.”

Mia felt her heart warm. “This is… honestly the sweetest thing anyone’s done for me. But…”

He nodded toward the envelope cutting her off. “Go on. Open it.”

She, once again, slid her thumb under the flap to release the snowflake sticker and flipped it up once again.

“Final clue: Sometimes the greatest magic is simply meeting the right person at the right moment.”

Mia looked up, breath catching. Evan’s eyes sparkled like the Christmas lights reflecting off the ice.

“I know it’s a bit cheesy,” he said, “but I thought… maybe we could get hot chocolate? And talk? I’d like to get to know the girl who believes in Christmas magic.”

Mia laughed softly, feeling that same humming warmth from earlier — only now she knew exactly what it was.

“I’d like that,” she said. “But how did you know it would be me finding all the envelopes?”

“I was relying on people being too busy to notice plus I was only a few steps ahead of you,” he explained with a wink.

Evan offered Mia a gloved hand and, after thinking a moment, she placed her mittened hand in his.

As they walked back toward the Square, the lights above them flickered — just once — as though winking at them. And if Mia had turned around at that exact moment, she might have seen a tiny shimmer of silver drifting down from the sky, like a snowflake that glowed from within.

A little North Pole sparkle, blessing a new beginning.

Because in Goderich, especially at Christmas, magic always finds the people who believe in it.

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