on being quiet

I feel like I have no one to speak to, which I suppose isn't much of a change from how I've always been.  I don't know anyone around me anymore, or wouldn't feel comfortable talking to them, and I'm afraid of talking to Renee about all of this.  I think she' s concerned I'm falling back into 'old habits' or something. 

So maybe this will alleviate some of those feelings of isolation and alienation.