6-7 hours of my life went into this doll. And for once it was acutally worth it! lol.

SAilor Moon <33

I cant stop watching it! ITs an addiction. lol

HEy guys :D Its been a while since i did a acutally update on my lj. Im always on facebook and Devinatart. So if you have a facebook or deviantart account, you can always find and talk to me there :) Espiecally Deviantart. I love seeing my friends artwork.

So things have been going pretty good. I only have a month left of my first semester classes, and about 3 more weeks till my friends come home from college. I cant begin to explain how happy that will make me. The summer before college was one of the best. I had so many friends and we were always goin out and doin things together. Then college starts, and so many of our friends are startings to fade away. I guess thats just a natural part of life, when we all start to choose our own paths and lead our own lives. Its just hard to say goodbye yet again. Its like each year, i keep losing more and more friends. But i am so grateful for the few friends who have stayed with me. Amanda is one of my BFF's! I hang out with her all the time and we have so fun together. Shes there for me, and i for her. We have gotten so much closer since so many people have left. <33 We were close before, but now were even closer and its the first time i felt like i had a true Best Friend since Sammie( my childhood best friend who i was friends with till i was 15).

Saterday night, me, Amanda, and my friends Kelsey and Alania went to a party. And Boy was it one eventful night!!! It was a after-halloween party, and it was thrown by Amandas ex-boyfriend Randy. She n Randy broke up a lill while ago, cause it was a very difficult time in his life and he needed time to himself and that it was just bad timing. She understood, and had no hard feelings about it. We were invited a while ago, so we went anyway. I went to amandas around 6-ish. It was a costume party, but i didnt wanna be a cute lill pink fairy around  a bunch of drunk and high guys. So i didnt wear it. The plan was that me and amanda were gonna be drinking so nither of us could drive, and since kels and alainia drove to the party in there own car, me and amanda were gona spend the night. lol. At first i was terrifed of sleeping around a buch of ppl i didnt even know, but amanda talked me into it.

So we get there around 8 and not much is happening. The party is around a pit they made in the back of the wood, about 5 minutes from Randys house. We we walked to the pit ( after triping over every fucking twig and rock that god can throw at one person), and people were just chilen, drinking and having fun. But i didnt know ANY of them.lol. SO for the first 20 minutes it was soo akward. Me and Amanda just sat n drank Jungle Juice ( no idea what was in it, but it wasnt that bad). After a while, i started to feel the jungle juice. haha. Boy was walking fun!! lol. I only drank 2 cups of it, and half of Amandas cup( i didnt wana get up so i stole most of hers), but it was enough to get me drunk. lol. It was probably the WORST timing of my life. I should of starting drinking a bit later then i did. SO first off, everyone started talking about how there wanna be Bloods( gang group) were going to stop by and crash the party and steal all the alchohol and girls.  They do this all the time and are very violent, they are always carrying knifes and guns with them, and before they came a guy came up to me and said, someone is going to die tonight. Someone will be shot or stabbed. Thats how violent these people are. SO im scared shitless right now.

HOWEVER my body and mind arnt really in sync at this point. Its a long was back to the house and i can barely stand. We all got our stuff together, and got back to the house as fast as possible, before these guys came.  The walk back was...um..challenging.  I tripped like 50 times and in MUD no less. Amanda was trying to talk to me seriously, since this was a very bad situation, but i was pretty much gone at that point. We couldnt decide if we should leave or not. Amanda wanted to stay, and i well..... i was kinda in the middle, i wanted to go but at the same time i did NOT want my mom to see me like this. Id be in a lot of trouble seeing as how she didnt even know i was here. She though i was sleeping over Amandas house.

To make matters even worse, before the blood wannbe's came, THE COPS SHOW UP. >< There are beer cans everywhere, drunk ppl walking around in a daze, so i though for sure my ass was goin to jail. But Randys parents talked to the police, and they just told us to keep it down and then they left. THANK GOD. <3

Amanda and I stayed, while Kels n Alainia called it a night. Guys were comin around and keep hittin on us, and feelin us up. IT WAS CREEPPY.  Amanda had a knife in her bra in case any of them decide to not to take no for an answer. I started hangin around this guy Nick, who told amanda he REALLY liked me, and ended up kissing him throughout the night. lol. I also kissed Amanda though to.lol. That was intersting. But i guess everyone kisses there best friend at sum point. lol.

Around 1 a.m i started getting sleepy so i went to the back of Amandas Monte Carlo n tried to sleep. haha. YEA RIGHT. Not the greatest sleep i ever got. Her backseat is like 4 ft long and i had buckels jamming into my ass to.

Overall it was a very fun and eventful night :P  I feel so proud of myself for finally getting out and doin sumthing for once.

NEW LAYOUT! I wanted to try doin things with photomanipulation. Its a really fun thing to do, and im happy im gettin better at it ;p Im still lost in the world of coding. I cant get the colors of my layout to change. I gave up tryin an hour ago. XD But at least im happy with the Header!

Features Yuna from Final Fantasy X. ;p

BRITNEY SPEARS JUST WON 3 VMA'S!!!!!!!

MY GIRL IS BACK BITCHES!!!!

&hearts;

She won Best female, Best Pop video, and BEST VIDEO OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!

THE DARK NIGHT.


I mean.. WOW!!! SOOO worth the 2 and half hours!!

It took me a while to see it but it was worth the wait!! The Joker was BRILLIANT!! And BATMAN! 

DAMN. Hes got sum mussles <3 <3 They need to make a batman movie where he wears a cape and utilty belt. And nuttin else ;p hahaha soooo dirrtty!! <3 But u cant say u didnt drool when u saw him without his shirt. But his Batman voice was a lot deeper then the first movies one. And that was really deep.

BUt he still doesnt outrank WALL-E.

I saw WALL E for the THIRD time on Saterday. I took my mom n my BFF Amanda <3 

He has got to be the CUTEST EFFIN THING EVER!! THe whole way through the movie i was awwing n laughing! I already have a huge WALL E Flesse blanket ( which i sleep with every night ;p Its soo fluffy!!) Now i just gota find a Disney Store nearby n GO!! I looked up sum of the WALL E things they have and i have been dying to go since then!!!

Lately, i have been lisening to the BSB a lot more <3 I listen to them everyday, but now its like the only thing i listen to. lol. I SOOOO miss the Boy Band Days. The BSB were always my fav,!! My favorite guy was Nick n AJ. Yesterday i saw a Oprah episode where AJ comes to talk about his alcohal and drug addiction. Near the end of the show all the BSB guys come out n surprise AJ! U can just tell how close these guys r and really are a family <3 There such sweet n funny guys. Its so easy to tell why im still in love with this band!

College is starting in like 2 weeks!!  OMG!! Im a Freshman again..... BOOOOOOO. 

haha. But my classes are gonna be a lill easy the first semester. I have 2 online courses. Humanites and sum other class i cant really remeber right now.lol

Then on Thursays i have Watercoloring from 9-1. And then Friday i have Math from 5-9 ;D

I have no car nor lisence. So getting to school's gonna be FUN! ;p lol.

On another note. I found this a while ago on my old computer n youtube'd it. >P 

BOWLING = Best times of my life

tagged by

riseabovethiss <3


1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?
Post Graphics ( Fukikomu <3). Keep in touch with my friends lifes.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Watch TV or lisen to my IPOD

3. What would you do with a million dollars?
Donate most of it to help homeless animals and get myself a good size house and have my girlfriends live with me

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Whichever city Leland Chapman is living in <3 Y? Have u SEEN leland chapman!?! HES SOO FRECKIN HAWWTT!
5. (replaced question) What one show from your childhood you would want back on TV again?
S Club 7. 

haha. I love their music and miss that show <3 ;-;


6. What are five things that have made you happy lately?
Amanda <3
Britney Spears
The fact im going to Flordia to swim with dolphins in 3 weeks!
Burn Notice ( AMMMAZING SHOW!! U have to check it out. Its on USA)
My online friends
:D

7. Do you trust easily?
I tend to trust most of the people i meet at first. But once sumone hurts or betrays me, i dont ever tend to trust them again.
8. What is your earliest memory?
Barbies <3 haha.  But acccorading to my mom, the earlest memory she has of me is that when my dad held me for the first time, i peed on him... hehe :P

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Evan...... hes got me goin insane!

10. What is your best quality?
The fact i can dance like a retard in front of hundreds of people in a public place like a mall and not care what people think.
11. If you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Goldfish! There soo YUMMY!
12. Where are you in 5 years?
Hopefully im gonna be finishing up school and have my own place and have a VERRYYY SMEXY Boyfriend ;p

13. Do you have any weird talents?
According to my friends, everything i do is werid. lol
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
UMMM. Lets c.

She is pretty much the most amazing person to ever be born into this world!! haha She is the sweetest person and i love that all the things i keep serectly from my friends at home are things she loves to!( anime, VG, graphics, pixel art) I feel so happy and just myself when i talk to her.  I've had soo many friends come n gona in the past 18 years, and i can tell shes gonna be one of the few to stay till the end. 

Shes my Sis <3

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.
16. Name a food that you absolutely hate.
Every vegtable. Im such a picky eatter.
17. What's better, to give or to receive?
TO give

18. What is your oldest userpic and why has it survived when you deleted others?
A rasler/ashe icon. Y? Becuas its a Rasler and Ashe icon ;p hehe. I adore them!

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
Keep the baby but have my parents raise him/her till i am able to take on that kinda responsibilty.

20. ( rewritten question) If you were a famous actress, what kinda movie would u wanna star in?

 I would wanna be in a fantasy action movie. Not like Star Wars or Star Trek. But a real fantasy movie with kingdoms, princes, princesses, fairys, mermaid, and britney spears ;p haha

tag. Sum might have already been. 
fmlyhm_x3la_xhalishie07
dark_fire18
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STolen from Mary ;p

Pick 5 interests for me to make icons for! 

I can make animated icons, just supply the gif ^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEECCCAA!!! 

I hopes u like ur gift my fukikomu CHICCCAAA!!!



Its you in your Ninja outfit, regular/normal outfit, and Princess dress ;D ;D




<3 <3 Hope u had a great sweet 19th bday! <3 <3