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happily in a monogomous relationship.. :)
Seeking a core submissive partner and soul mate...
I am a genuine single Dominant based in East London who has a strong passion and understanding for the lifestyle and in short am seeking a lifetime core submissive as My partner.
Once in a committed relationship I am faithful and loyal to ‘My one'. Ultimately for Me, I seek to experience the lifestyle on a deep, loving and spiritual level within a D/s power exchange. I believe to experience the lifestyle on that kind of level, once the emotional bond has formed I feel that love, trust and respect provide beautiful and solid foundations to the relationship and therefore a deeper level of Dominance and submission can be enjoyed. Minds and hearts can be opened further, thus boundaries can be explored and stretched, and avenues can be widened.
With just 5 years of experience but with a lifelong desire, I consider Myself a relatively young Dominant, but have learnt so much about Myself and the submissive mind in that short time.
About Me character wise, I am shy and quiet-ish, fairly humble in My demeanour but if I like you, welcome to My world where I will come alive and have a lot of fun and be full of a sweet and friendly nature, coupled with a dark, flirtatious character and at times a silly sense of humour. the 5 yr old never being too far out of reach to lighten My day. I have many flavours that make up 'Me' and they include being respectful, open, honest and direct...
playful, funny, creative and imaginative...
sensual, intense, erotic, sadistic... tender, affectionate, compassionate and empathetic...
sensitive, considerate and well, that will do for now.
in terms of seeking a character reference, I have some well respected Ffriends that are more than happy to act as a character reference for Me should that be required. So please feel free to ask about that and I, along with My Ffriends will happily oblige and give an honest answer. .
Him…
I want to add I feel I fully appreciate what a woman is handing over by being submissive and surrendering her soul to Me once a bond is formed... Her mind, body, heart and soul at the most intimate level and I have total respect for that and I’m not about to abuse that as I feel a person's soul is way too precious. I totally believe in building up trust between two people, as this for me is paramount. So I approach you slowly and in a friendly manner and let's see where things go as Ffriends or more... Xx |
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"There are two kinds of strengths: the strength to
lead, and the strength to follow; the strength to control, and the strength
yield. There are two kinds of power: the power to strip away another's soul
bare, and the power to stand naked."
---Yaldah Tova
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club Hades is on the agenda tonight if anyone in Uk is going!!
feel free to say hi if you are, I'll be the one dressed up like some dandy hghwayman minus the mask lol
~Gav
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"As the wild
Beast unleashes His passion and sadism deep down from the very core of
the dark, twisted, animalistic roots of His soul, the mind remains
focused, calm, controlled.. tender loving and caring.."
'inspired by a slave friend'
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Quote from Dr Seuss
"Be who you are and say what you feel as those that matter dont mind and those that mind dont matter.."
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I learnt that I am a true romantic more than I thought today- not in the physical or material sense but regarding matters in the heart as even when things get tough or seem hopeless, I find it impossible to give up hope in terms of what I need in a relationship when it comes to Love and that I have learnt is a true strength to have, not a weakness and I need that in a partner and its high up on that list of needs for Me. "we are all in the gutter but some of us look to the stars "Oscar Wilde
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“Does your
soul yearn to be found…to have all your needs fulfilled..?”
To be cherished and welcomed with an open heart, no matter what lies in your
past…”
“What does it mean to you to have your sexual desires fulfilled too, new ones
opened and revealed to you...
Tenderly,
sensually… sweetly and lovingly… verging on animalistic and brutal, relentless
and sadistic?
your
appetite satisfied and your mind blown open with His creativity and expression
and love for you…yet still being left hungry enough to crave for more from
Him...”
Alone on a tropical island, surrounded by tranquil beauty, powder blue clear
skies... high imposing cliff tops with stunning panoramic views over the
island… a solitary, beautiful waterfall amongst a deep and rich forest with tropical
plants in abundance… wildlife free to roam and hunt and play without fear of
Man…
White sandy beaches with clear, warm turquoise blue waters tempting you into
explore its hidden treasures of life beneath the ocean…
you and He are standing together naked amongst your dream like surroundings...
He holds you gently, His eyes tenderly searching into your eyes letting you
know you are safe within His grasp- His warm gaze touching your soul and
talking to you without words... you feel your trust in Him and that comforts
your soul, an inner glow giving you peace and serenity as you feel you could
lay down your life for this Man and thus, that awakens a familiar desire deep
within, your conscience battling with what is right or wrong yet still you
yearn for more…
you want Him to take you and use you for all His pleasure no matter what as you
know you feel protected, loved, cherished and safe within His Dominance that
you are curious to submit too...
His eyes whisper softly into yours to trust Him and He runs His fingers over
your eye lids with an expression to close them- you instinctively obey as you
feel His soft, warm, soothing gaze seeping and oozing into you, down inside your veins, finding its way
into your bloodstream, its destination-
'your mind, body, heart and soul…'
"you are going to be masked and collared for the next 3 hours My angel...
I am going to lead Uus on a journey of discovery for the next 48hrs on this
island and what you feel along the way I want you to describe to Me as and when
you would like to or when prompted by Me…”
“It is my desire to enlighten and please you, as that pleases Me. do you
understand My sweet one?"
"Yes Sir" you reply proudly and obediently, full of excitement and
anticipation of what the weekend will hold in store for you...
Before you know it you are off, feeling the variety of textures of the ground
beneath your naked feet changing along the way... various sounds around you of
wildlife and then nothing but His and your own breathing…
Always He
is warning you to mind your step here, or take care there, or when the ground
will change underfoot and if something pleasurable or unpleasant is coming up
soon… enjoying your responses as you walk from rough terra firma to soft,
seeing you smile and laugh as you enjoy the new soft sensations, then warning
you when it will change to something a little rougher as you frown and wince a
little when the going gets tough underfoot… He chuckles and carries you when it
gets unbearable and you feel so loved and cared for in return… your embracing
of Him wills you to hold Him tighter in these moments when the ground is not
suitable to walk on and you take a moment to consider this treasure of a Man…
yes he is playful and a sadist yet with a tenderness and sweetness that always
has your best intentions always at heart… He is always caring… always guiding…
your trust grows with every step you take with Him and that feels divine…
He talks with you and asks for your opinion on many subjects as you walk
together, favourite things in life, what pleases you, what you despise, asking
you for all your thoughts on various subjects from family to friends to places
to visit to third world issues, religion, politics to various experiences you
have had in your life, both good and bad... enjoying each others company you
share songs together, dance and kiss and enjoy the silence too of just being
together as Oone…
you start to feel altitude changes along the way… legs begin to ache from the
upward walk… the air tastes fresher, cooler and the sun is warmer up
here…different sounds all around with the change in wildlife at this level…you
tell Him you are feeling a little heady and tired and He reassures you the wait
will be worth while… He stops to pick you up and carries you again for a while
before resting down to recover you are told, then He says He wants you to
listen to the silence around you and enjoy the tranquillity... asking you what
you feel around you and how is the journey so far…?"
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"Dacryphillia"
The arousal of tears for Me is a subject and pleasure
very close to My heart and touches many sides of Me from My nasty
sadistic side and My wickedly dark sense of humour to My tender and
caring heart when I feel love and /or care for that individual and My
question/s are to submissives (although any One is welcome to comment)
as to how in tune you are with your arousal/pleasure from this
wonderfully and occasionally misunderstood form of arousal.
I am
fascinated by the mind and how it works and for what reasons, no matter
how simply explained or how deep or articulately expressed as for Me to
experience My sub in tears has been a beautiful and humbling experience
from My Dominant perspective and one that I feel truly honoured to have
experienced and always will do as from the submissives point of view it
takes a huge amount of courage and strength of character to submit that
part of themselves and as I see it it is at least a removal of pride
and ego from their part to their own desire to cry from the pain for
whatever reason and at most the experience would be out of love for Me
which I would feel incredibly humbled and touched I am sure and to then
be able to hold and care for them afterwards would be a wonderfully
rich, fulfilling and warming experience for sure..
So onto the questions then..
is it something that turns you on at the thought of crying but as yet you do not understand why?
why does it turn you on and how do you feel during the whole thought of crying during play and or the whole experience?
is
it purely the experience of physical pain/torment from your Dom/me
Master/Mistress that drives you wild? if so how does it feel for you?
Is
it an overwhelming release of emotion, riding the highs from the
endorphines providing you with a sense of liberation that you feel
during your experience from the pain/torment/humiliation whether in the
physical or emotional sense?
Or is it a deep rooted
psychological meaning for you that goes back to a traumatic experience
once lived that you feel you deserve this level of discipline and or
pain from someone who is caring and kind with it?
or is it
because you know it pleases your Partner so much to see you in tears
that you will allow yourself to experience that level of intensity and
intimacy?
or perhaps it is another reason..?
all thoughts appreciated, kind regards, ~Gav
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happy Christmas and new year to Aall on here!!!!!!!!!!
Much love to Aall, have Yyourselves a very kinky xmas :D:D:D x x |
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Hi and welcome to Aall readers, new and to any existing Oones too!! I am honoured to have this post put up on a Ffriends lifestyle web page. This post is titled "Its all in the eyes"
A burning desire to lead..
Wanting to show the way into the dark..
Craving to blend Oour souls into one as and when Wwe are ready
Wanting to see those eyes..
..in lust
..in anticipation
..in fear
..in torment
..in pleasure
..in pain
..in pleasure
..especially in pain as and when I please...
Wanting to feel the doubt in her mind..
To feel the burning heat of her soul through her rapid heart beat and the look in her eyes screaming at Me for answers...
Desperately searching... looking for what is to come next from behind those beautiful windows to her soul, reaching out into the dark and evil abyss behind My Own eyes..
I am craving to taste the tears of fear and pain streaming down her face..
To share her tears with her, embracing Oour souls together in a blissful harmony of the senses..
Oour souls to be blended as one as I sense her pleasure coming closer and closer..
I fill her up deeply, internally stroking every pleasurable fibre in her being and only releasing her at the time when my own pleasure has been satisfied...
Come to me and taste my very soul now for I am here and ready to take you
~ Gavin |
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This is a blog I posted over on ALT.. I wanted to re-post it here in the hope that it touched someone...
your comments will be much appreciated,
I will add here that any f*&k ups in terms of paragraph editing is due to this site and not me!!
"BOUNDARIES AND TRUST"
Do you know how to let go?
Do you want to trust him that much to allow yourself to be safe within his desire for you?
Do you choose to fight to stay mentally in control when your limits are being pushed and the torment and pain is so great you feel like you can’t take anymore, yet you don’t want to give in?
Do you want to keep your pride intact at all costs? Even if it means taking a vicious punishment and endless amounts of torment?
Or do you choose to let go to relish and bathe in the divine emotions floating all around and inside you, caressing your body and mind like an internal massage of the soul… animalistic, passionate, erotic and sensual yet caring and kind... compassionate and loving…?
Imagine your personal boundaries and limits are being laid open on a stretching rack for Him to see and continually stretched millimetre by millimetre…
Paused and held for what feels like a long while, just holding you there in a bitter-sweet state of bliss...
Then the tension is released just enough to allow you to relax yet still you are under his control… pleasure is given very gently and slower than slow... soft, complimentary whispers seep from his lips into your very soul…so welcoming and comforting like a child being cradled by her mother..…
Wrapping you up in a warm blanket of emotional security… all sense of time melts away in your mind like imagining the earth pausing on its axis… drifting into blissful irrelevance…
Then how would you react to the blanket of security being whipped away from around you…? Only to be replaced with nothing? His voice has gone... just you left in silence for what seems like an eternity… then an unknown noise, un- human like and threatening enters your mind from an outside source… fear of the unknown fills your pours... It seeps inside you like a bitter-sweet venom... cold... relentless... you feel its intent to inflict more pain and anguish… how deep will the pain enter you this time...?
The demon driving this fear into you is wanting to see you break... to see the fear across your face... to push you so hard mentally and physically so ultimately you will appreciate his feelings for you even deeper than you could ever imagine... For without each other, pain and pleasure cannot be truly appreciated..
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Hi all,
One hobby I have is to write about my desires in this lifestyle and what I percieve my feelings to what I am looking for and also to compassionately get into the mind of a submissive.
This is a piece I wrote over on Alt where I blog under the same handle and it is one that is brief but to the point, I hope you enjoy and all feedback would be much appreciated and if it touches your soul in a way that intruiges you then feel free to get in touch.
"Take My hand"
Trust and allow yourself to crawl on hands and knees over hot coals
Into the warm, velvety darkness of My world
your eyes 'willingly' closed tight
For I will guide and lead you and show you the way
with love, respect and the devil by your side
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Hi to all that read my journal here, not sure of my way around this site as yet as tend to spend my time over at alt with the same handle where I blog fairly regular and have made friends there with a few quality people who blog too, both online and in real time, alot of who I met at Kinkfest last weekend and who I have met through fet clubs in my area.
As my profile suggests I am looking for a serious relationship within the lifestyle but do not discount offers of casual meetings with safe and consensual players who are decent and good all round sane and fun loving people! No fruit cakes thanks or wanna bees, please move on and also just love making friends too, male and female, Dom/me Master/Mistress, sub or slave or just those that are curious as I feel you can never have enough of those although I tend to only make friends with those who I feel a good connection with and dont just befriend anyone!
Well, I look forward to meeting new people on here also and feel free to check out my blogs on alt with the same handle as here.
Take care all
Warm regards
~ Gavin  http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0040.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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