Ziggeroth

gotta love trolls and the flames they bring to life... ahhh killin a troll makes my day complete so thanks sacredsister yer attempt at trolling was a good outlet

though the sun doth sine bright.
It can singe even the most weary.
Stand to long and bask in its warmth
Enjoy nothing more then the heat.
then it burns you
you struggle through life
working hard and striving for greatness.
seeking nothing more then to please
Workin so that others will see you and give you praise.
and then you are burned.
having the ones you love close to you.
you let them in you hand them your heart.
let the holes in our armor show.
they will burn you.
no matter how strong your armor
once you let one in they own your heart.
if you close them off and seal yourself
You stand alone and the fires of anger will get you.
they will burn you
with flames everywhere take them in
once the fires burn you inside and out
you are free from the pain
free to seek joy and to fly
so burn and be reborn

Standing on the edge of life and death.
Seeing the dark abysse I plan to throw myself into.
Watching as the world rolls past uncaring.
laying down may sword.
With out a second though the jump.
leaping into the nothingness.
then there was nothing.
the wind rushes past as the life i knew fades.
I should be feeling better at leaving the worries.
There is no pain no sorrow and no hurt.
there is also no joy no love and no kindness.
there is nothing.
Shut down and feel nothing.
Not the loney crushing darkness that is closing in on my soul.
This is the price of being strong.
the price of saving everyone but myself.
inside me there is nothing.
As the darkness is crushing in all hope is lost.
closing my eyes and accepting my fate.
closing up and letting myself fall into the inky black.
nothing but bone chilling cold engulfs my soul.
in all direction there is nothing.
Suddenly a flash of light.
it dims and is far off but growing slowly brighter.
it moves closer to me inch by slow inch.
thinking it nothing more the a false hope.
i retreat into nothing.
it keeps comming to me as i run.
the warmth scaring me in the dark.
soon the light finds me and covers me.
there is hope.
feeling nothing but warmth the light shifts.
It coats me as if to be my armor.
it has givein me wings and protects me.
Feeling its warmth my soul is reborn.
leaning on the strength of this light i soar to the leadge.
there is strength.
Picking up my sword as i feel its power grow.
The light envolops the blade.
covering me in its warmth and strength.
reborn I charge back into my battles now fearless
they seem but small bumps in my road.
no longer mountains to climb.
there is nothing but love.

Dad I started out so young and full of hate.
Yet still You took me in as one of your own.
I spit in your face and took you for granted
As I grew the anger at the world grew with me.
Never carig who I hurt or what happened because of my actions.
Yet still you cared for me as one of your own.
Even after bonnie died I took the anger and turned it into hate.
I turned on any who tried to help me.
Then asked for more help.
Yet you still helped me as if i was one of your own.
As i sat by making nothing but enemies and burning bridges.
You where there seeking nothing but what was right for me.
You remarried and took the chance to ruin your happyness.
Yet still you cared for me as if i was your own.
We moved and the world changed. The anger never faded.
Only a cover tyo hide the true pain and sorrow deep within.
Striking out at all who got close and shutting you out.
Yet still you fought to save me as if I was your own.
Stealing all I wanted thinking it would solve all my problems.
You took a hand to stop me and I hated you.
you took the role of a parnet though you where well past your time.
I angered and upset you to no end.
Yet still you took care of me as if I was your own.
It was not untill your death that I truly started to see.
See the lessons you wanted to teach and the love you gave.
you will ever be a part of me and all that I do.
I want you to be proud as if I was your own.