Yomyael

Unfortunately, my Owner had to punish me again. I have to habit of making a certain sound with my lips when I do not know something, and my Owner rightly thinks that it is highly unappropriate and rude to make such a sound in the presence of my Superior. While I understand that I should not make it, I find it very hard to break that habit, and the last time I did it, my Goddess punished me. The punishment was that, after I took a dump in the toilet, I had to put my head inside the toilet bowl for 10 minutes before flushing. I found it very difficult to keep my head inside the toilet for the required time. The smell was very bad. While there was one of those "nice" smelling things inside the bowl which are supposed to dominate the toilet smell, beneath that smell, the stink was overwhelming and made my eyes water. Even worse was the way it looked - I don't even want to describe it, it made me gag several times. This punishment made me realize the following: Sometimes, I wish I wasnt a slave. That I could enjoy a free life, with the ability to do things without my Owner's permission. But... a normal person wouldn't put his head in a dirty toilet bowl. That would be the last thing a free person would do. But that is not me. I am truly, really a slave. A life of freedom doesn't suit me, and I am happy and grateful that my owner takes the time to teach me and train me to be useful in any way. Without her, my life would be completely meaningless and empty. I am right where I belong, and I couldn't be happier.

When I was an unowned slave, I was sure that the hardest thing would be finding my Owner. I was convinced that, once my Mistress would take possession of me, I could finally find fulfillment and purpose by serving her and pleasing her. Now, that I am happily owned however, I had to learn that there is something much harder, much more painful: being separated from my Goddess. I know who my Owner is, I know where she is, and I know that I should be with her, that I should serve her and spoil her as much as I can. But, alas... there are 10.000 km between us. Borders, a huge time difference and ugly, disgusting things like "Visa regulations". Every minute without her feels wasted. Every hour that goes by is an hour I didn't spend trying to make her smile. And the worst thing is... it could take another two month until I see her again :-( Does anybody have a good idea how I could please a Mistress from a long distance?

The day before yesterday, I made an inexcusable mistake: I forgot to obey an order my Goddess and Owner gave me. I was tired and hungry after work, and there were a lot of other things on my mind, but that cannot be an excuse - I simply forgot, and I feel terrible about that slip up. To make sure that such a thing won't happen again, my Owner introduced a new rule for me: Every day when I come home, and when I wake up in the morning, I am to strip naked and kneel in front of her whip, which I am then to kiss submissively and sincerely. I am very happy that my Owner introduced such a wise rule. Kissing her whip reminds me who I belong to, whose rules are eternal laws for me, and whose wishes are paramount. It lets me think what I can do this day to please my Goddess, and how I can make sure I do not disappoint her in any way.

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