wildchild82

I have a serious boyfriend looking more for play partners or doms that want to teach my boyfriend or even coulples that are willing to let the girls play or follow instructions while there doms enjoy.if your interested let me know. xoxox wild

do not want any SUBS >>>> girls nor boys ok???

to a new me ..........ugggggggggggg........a new life ..........and being happier.

Just woke up ....not wanting to leave texas but i know its in my best interest

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** so there are several Doms i am talking to that at some point i might wish to belong too. I am still keeping my options open and learning. Such is life to live laugh love get spanked and grow. I have no idea what i need who i am or where i am going but it has been an amazing journy just getting to that moment of indicisiveness. hehe Have a good night .

So this last 12 mo has been such a worldwind. My whole life has changed in every aspect and I was told tonight ,"those that are one extreem in real life; crave the opposite behind closed doors". It made me think about how true it is I want no controll sometimes out side of work and friends. I often struggle with my Dom/sub because I want to be respected. I struggle with my Doms Respecting me or rather giving in that much controll.

I as a Dom know we respect our subs even if we do not show them that. It is what they desire strict unbinding controll, and as a sub I want a strong Dom to (make)controll me with out waivering disipline. I want honesty and that I can respect. I think the strongest Doms allow the most flexiblily when it comes to understanding. A bamboo stick that is rigid tends to break, but the bamboo that knows its limits and bends back sure hits with a force hard enough to leave a welp. (mmmmmmmmmmmmm...) heheh. I degress. 

I have found three Dominant Men whom I would love to belong but I am scared my Dom side is going to ruin any of these. I need to be trained to be a sub rather than just step right into a sub role. I want some one who can tell me the feelings I am having is normal for a sub . Any ways  Just my thoughts for the night.................... My question to myself is do I just want a Dominant Personality one who just takes me..or do I need  A rEAL DOMINANAT AT ALL TIMES TO BELONG TO.