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greetings bdsm world, Its been a while since i wrote on here have had surgery all went well. Now i havent had many request from females r u all shy or scared don;t b we all start some where . To all the males whom have responded go for u i will continue to chat and see what happens but females get to it i am no a scary person cheers xxx |
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Greetings all hope life is being kind to one and all
Mistress is still looking for male/ female sub/ slaves
Only true ones send messages other wise don't
bother xxx |
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When things r fucked up why is it do hard to get things back to where they were |
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greetings all,
still in my search for a sub/slave male or female must real not just looking for
a good time i need to be pleased and pleasure, i need someone whom is willing to
do what they are told when they are told and how they are told .... leave a message |
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Greetings, I am looking to chat to Masters perfer experienced ones and a little older also .... looking for some knowledge and would like u to be in Australia. Please messsage me and see what happens kind regards tuls |
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omg i am destressed and sad i have been dealt yet another hurdle in the lifestyle it sucks...... but guess lifes a bitch ..... I need a bitch to use to serve me and excite me.... then i might be able to continue .....would love to do a revenge thing but it will just make things so much worst and i would be left with guilt hmmmm i am a domme in a bad suituation .....to love or not to love ,to stay or to walk,,,,,hmmmm ; |
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things are getting better in all parts of my life and lifestyle ....at last |
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well after a couple of screwed up weeks i'm starting to feel back in control of certain things and happenings.. Hate it when life throw's curve balls at u and u have to pick yourself up off the ground wondering where the fuck did that come from lol....Had another nice afternoon drinking and chatting bout the lifestyle and learnt some things too lol look out lol xxxx |
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had a very nice meeting this afternoon a few drinks and chat ... it put some faith back in me xx |
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how the @#@# do subs,switches and slaves get the blame when the dom screws up and causes so much shit r all maybe dom's but behind the dom u are all just a ordaniary males and think with one thing .............. i am one very pisst off mistress/switch.... |
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bored.lol need a slave to use and hurt hmm not happening not happy jan..... |
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i want totally happiness pleasuable pain, honesty forever is there such a thing or am i in dream land?? |
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does love conquer all? I think it can, that it is the single most important thing one needs, without it everything else simply pales in comparison.
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how do u believe when u don't believe in yourself!!!! U think u have something that will b real and want it for ever ...what do u do when u are questioning things and u hate yourself for it ???????? |
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you think you find something special that will last forever but how do we really know .....what do u do if u are unsure whether u could handle another rejection in your life whether it be bdsm or vanilla?? Does this stop u taking a chance??? Fucked if i know any more....... |
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lifes a bitch at the best of times but y do i endure constant heartache from the life style that i enjoy and have learnt so much from....it ended a while ago but still today i feel i have to compete for my position its bullshit i thought i have proven myself hmm guess not lifes a bitch and i will get over it xxx tuls http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0012.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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lonely is a very solo feeling ... u can have all the noise,family and love surrounding u but the one person u need to hear,feel and have beside u is the one that is not there...nothing takes that empty feeling away. |
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tell me u think your world is nearly back to normal the then the earth moves the level a little. how do u adjust to the move if you are not sure u can acheive what is being ask without being a disappointment hmmmm puzzled ? me too |
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just when u think life is nearly as u would like it something happens to change that and gives the wake up and lets u know u can't have something that is not meant to be yours no matter how much u want it .... ...... |
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A new chapter in my life has begun with my master and we strive to enjoy every second of every day together and fulfill all our dreams, expectations and fantasies in all parts of our life together |
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well the walls r back up and feeling like total crap at the moment actually feeling more like i have been totally gutted and have nothing left just don't know how to fix it and make it better ..... wish i did |
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I am really unsure as how to write all I am feeling and experiencing at the moment.... Overwhelmed,excited,satisfied,content and happy are the main things ... Master Goff has finally broken my wall down totally and I don't want it to ever go up again...Master I will take care of u,serve,please and pleasure u always. Thank you
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feeling a little better bout things tonight than in my last entry, I have had good chats today with Master Goff and lilone and things are a little more clearer which can only be a good thing,,Still holding a few things close to my heart but will deal with these in time .....
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Today was a new experience for me on many levels. Struggling to find the words to describe how i feel.. As i sit hear typing this i feel very emotional and alone even though i have two people in my life that will say i am never alone.. Whom i have the utter most respect for and a part of me feel's i have let one of these person's down, Master Goff, even though u have explain things i still feel crap i think its because i can't talk to u or lilone after our time together,, I am feeling we3 turn another chapter but we can't enjoy the benifits together.... |
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hmmmm Feeling happy and content yet sad and alone.. How can this be? I have a wonderful,caring,kind and considerate Master Goff, i have a wonderful ss/slave in lilone, which our bond continues to grow stronger all the time... These two people i will do anything for as they r in my mind, body and soul and i love them both dearly. Had a mind blowing time last night it just seems to go so quickly when we3 r together.. lualb xoxo |
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All is back to where it should be in our we3 life. Master Goff, lilwench and myself tuls all on the same page and growing ready to turn another page in our journey together looking forward to seeing my 2 wonderful people my Master and my ss/slave till then lualb xxoo EXCITEMENT has set in lol
Hey all u subs/slaves out there i am still wanting to chat and see what happens so please feel free to message me even if u r only looking for friends xxoo be well
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how quickly life can change, going from being happy yet sad to being totally unsure where u should be standing.. i am totally and unconditionally committted to my Master Goff and slave/ss lilone.. Sorry Master for upsetting u didn't wish this and lilone sorry if u took what i said wrongly was not meant to be ... hope and want we3 xxoo tuls/mistress |
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not quite understanding these feelings i have tonight, its a mixture of anticipation and an overwhelming feeling of warmth for 2 people who have change me and my life for the better, I haven't felt like this before, the knots in my tummy and the overwhelming feeling of saddness and happiness all roll into one can only mean i have reached a new level with my Master Goff and ss/slave lilone....one can only hope xxxx Still looking to chat with subs/slaves, if u r looking for kinky sex etc look elsewhere not interested http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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greetings to all whom read this, I have the most wonderful Master Goff and Ss/Slave. in lilone whom r always there for me and for this i 'm very greatful.I have learn't so so much from these two people that introduced me to this lifestyle and made me happier than i have been for a long time... Our time together is special and each time i find something new about the lifestyle which i love and crave... looking for a friend or new to the lifestyle please send me a message i would be happy to chat..be well... |
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I have been happily collared by wonderful Master Goff and Mistress Sharon who is also my Ss slave. In acccepting this collar I totally agree to the terms that master and mistress have placed on me. I'm honoured. To further my training master and mistress r allowing me to gain experience by topping slave and /sub of both sexes. Any interest please contact by message where we can discuss mutual training |
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