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hello there
my name is vicky
i love sex and all forms of forplay
i'm bi but tend to love the cock alot ;)
here just to see what happens and if i meet anyone i like. i love bitting and light spanking ;) just love pleasing too.
if you want to know more please just ask, talk to you soon
xoxoxoxox
just bend over, that's it ;)
always check journal for updates in preferences.
i really don't get off on guys wearing women s underwear or tights, so please anyone who does, don't send me pics please. thank you
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its been a while but im back :D
well heres some of the story ........
i took a vow of celibisey( no sex or playing around- spell wrong sorry) so it took me away from this domain and side of my life. well it didn't stop me from buying nice underwear , unfortunatly.
now it was quiet an extremm expierence to begin with, horney as hell for a few weeks. window shoppong was pure torture.
well too tierd now, ill write more tomorrow or friday
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
soooo sry , im so sick, have pluricey now can't move . i dont want to even think about the bbq just here quickly saying sry and well contact everyone when im feeling better
xox
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i think im going insane!!! ive been so sick . ended up haveing to go for a chest x-ray. as much as i love haveing company, my ex has been staying over since sunday, and to be honest i loved haveing company and really enjoyed that it was him, but fuck all ive been thinking about since last night is sex !!!! i so wanted to hope him. so proud of myself i did :D can't cave, well i dont think i could handle it all over again. i love beening friends with him, we have loads in commen and get on really well as the last few days have shown. like i had always told him it would have worked out very well together but ....well we tried twice and twice he broke me, so i want to let it lie in the past, but fuck im horney now. haveing him around turned me on today, well maybe walking into the bathroom while he was haveing a bath didnt help either or doing massages. jesus i was temped :P but unfortunatly due to my illness influence and the temping of my ex and a bath alll naked and yummy. ooooooo
christ even when im at my weakest i didn;t fail in my will power.
but i do want the bbq will try and ring people tomorrow when i get in from work and ill send some messages today.
sry to all that i havent replied to in last few days, but it's been bad. and temping ;) so now i think the best remidy is some good all kinky fun in the sun ;) any volentiers in helping ;)
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jesus ive been trying to reply to all my messages as ive been so busy over the last week, christ i can't do them all today head fried now and it's only lunch time :( ah well, but i couldn't leave my journal empty.
thanks so much for all the comment on my journal and im so glad that every one is enjoying them. :D cause i enjoy them too .
well i had a great time on saturday and really enjoyed putting ffaces to names, it was great. i must admit im causious on this site with talk to some people, but when i meet them it was different and really enjoyable and i loved it and them.
the fetish bbq is offical and i can't wait, it will be on
SATURDAY 26th JULY
i really hoping i can get a good even of sexs and tendences there(doms and subs) so everyone has a great time. and great weather. so now you all know when it is so make sure your avalliable ;) and get your ass's in gear ;) (thast comment is more for me then anyone :D :P )
yeah so saturday, i really loved it, and got lots of inspiration, but im SO FUCKING HORNY NOW, its driving me insane and there is only so much masterbation and fantisising can do ;) i want some action :D... but then beeing a switch i can't make up my mind as to which i want .......so im thinking get a dom and a sub and play together for a whole day :P uuummm that might satify me, but knowing myself ill want it all over again a day after :P lol im not demanding at all am i ;)
haha jesus im one dirty horney little bitch at times ( who am i kiding im that all the time ) well hay this has chered me up big time and i think ill have a silly grin on my face for the rest of the day thinking about the bbq and my own fantasy of a good play and fuck. :D but still id love a good cock lolly to suck and fuck and nipple to torments and bums to penetrate and lick to bits :P ahhhh jesus i think ill call an all fuck buddy and do a bit of vanilla sex
lol i think i just need a basment with a few slaves caged up for my demands.
haha id never see the light of day again.
well hope everyone had a good time on sat weather or not they were at nimh or just chillin and i'll be back, to ramble an other day :P
oh yeah pat if you are reading this the jacket was great, ill put pics up soon, was very hot however and you will probable need to wear cotton gloves or something to stop the sweating in it and you left some parts to it in jen and marcus's room. i think they still have them. if you want ill get them from them on sat in hysteria and meet u and give back as i live closer to u than they do.
chao every one
keep it reall
and have lots and lots and lots of fun in a safe way ;)
trickyVicky
lovin all
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
XX
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so disapointed i had to cancel the bbq today, as i got a job and i'm working tonight, totally sucks :( sry if i didn't contact everyone and told them , my bad :l but hay ill organise it for another time. but what really sucks is , is that it is the perfect day for it, it's lov3ely and sunny here where ilive and it has been horiable for the last few days as most east side of ireland people are aware of, where the hell is our summers these days, it is sucking rightly, god damn weather, i want some sun shine so i can have some out door fun and frolick around naked in my back garden and get a sexy irish white tan ;) lol any way got to go, hope to see some of you tommorow night at nimhneach :P uuummm can't wait, my first appearence in nimhneach, it's going to be fun. :)
later all
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a male friend of mine had recently noticed that i/ve changed my attitude lately, he said i had seemed more submissive there for a while and he was right i was, and i was meeting Dom men and seeing if i liked them and it, i was just talking to subs.
which didn't go very well, i find male subs are a massive let down, the only way it can work is if i have totall control, but unfortunatly i was talking to idiots, who just kept letting me down
men you do realise if you keep behaving this way, ill leave the scene and join the carpet bergade for good :]
well back to the point , me being more sub than dom in my switch behaviour, well over the last few weeks, thats changed ive become more dom. with my friend asking me about it or just making the observation, it drew it to my attention and demanded that i thought about it for, it reflected on me. *why did i change my behaviour*
i've a few ideas, but the first that springs to mind is.............i haven't heard from certain people who are dom's in a while, leaving me feel slightly insecure and wondering what i did wrong? how did i fail that master?what should i do? should i write to them? should i call? you know that freaky thing the female mind does, over thinks and works....it's really scary sometimes....... so all of this in turn makes me become more dom, to in a scene give me more control, to tough up my skin and make my mind work in a different way.
or it's cause i haven't had any in a while and now i just want to demand it off anyone ;) :P
see i cant make up my mind
fucking hell WOMEN!!!!!!!!- i hate thinking like a women i wish i could think like men more, be more detached.
im wondering now if i have ranted enough!
so i have a message for all you dom men out there, dont be mean to us women, we will over think anything you do to us, it's in our nature, we can't help it. you might come across a women who says they are cool with detached sex and abuse. well they are lying to you and themselves. all women need some form of attachment and attention, if you don;t provide it they will crumble to little emotional school girls, that follow you around asking what did they do wrong, which in turn will make you want to walk away even more so, leading to a broken crying school girl( note im not that bad, but it's a good way to dicribe it :P) it tends to make me angry and want to whip you all, force you into submition and get what i want from you (sex 24/7)
ok i think thats it from me today
talk soon
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blaaaaa, i thought i would get better free back from my appeal to try and orgainse a fetish weekend event, but hay thats life, thanks to all the did, you know who u are.
one thing i have noticed i getting a serious male sub. i have talked to some and they have sounded so promising but then they let me down and all i want to do now is beat them into submitting to my every whim and want, like meeting when they said they would or even replying to a message, you little vermin gggggrrrrrrr.
this experience has made me want to stick with the sub side of being a switch. which extremmily great fun.
i have found though that alot of the time people only want to met once, have their way with me and then leave me hanging waiting for some attention.and i seek alot of attention. :P demanding little bitch i am. i've noticed that some think i'm looking for more that fun, but i'm not, i'd love it if it developed into something more but except that this just doesn't happen all the time :(, but i dont like beeing used once promised further contact, then don't recieve it.
im demanding cause i'm a randy little whore that would probaly really enjoy being a prostotute, except for the whole illegal part and sell my soul, i do need money however, maybe i should come off the higher ground with my morals and stoop as low as i can go. :P lol god what a super freak i am.
i have to be appreciated, and shown it.
demand
demand
demand
demand
:P
a well.
oh and another thing if anyone reading this knows of a job that they think would suit me, please tell me about it. im finding it very hard to find one that will heir a metal face (piercings) im at the stage where i might have to remove them and that to be honest would kill me as i feel they are apart of who i am. thanks
talk to the page again soon
xox
the damanding horny little bitch from wicklow
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hay everyone, hope life is well for all :D
a little while ago a male Dom asked me if i would organise a S&M orgy, so im asking for anyone interested to send me a message, i am currently seeking female subs. but i would love to hear from anyone ;D, especially if you have any ideas about what type of activies would make it the best ever.
i have also decided that i myself might host a bbq bondage party at the start of july. i on the other hand have no limits as to who comes, male female dom sub, you name it i want you all there, the other thing is im interested in anyone who is an events organiser for this type of lifestyle as i think a festival is in order for ireland :D ---a weekend event where people can go to find trainers, talk to masters and slaves, have different tents with different activities etc. i know that there may be some legal restrictions. so one of my biggest wants is to find a private land owner anywhere in ireland that would be willing to let his land be used for this very private affair, compensation will be orgainised.
volentiers would be appreciated greatly, to help with all aspects of what i am dreaming of.
i've realised over the last year that this lifestyle is alive and trully kicking in ireland and deserves such an event to bring us all together in a safe, regulated invornment :D
this is a dream of mine and i would love to recieve any help and advice that anyone is willing to give. even emails of encouragment would be truelly appreciated.
only negativity is that the scale i have imagined for this will take a while to organise so it most likely wont happen till summer next year. :D but still something to look forward to over those dark long days and nights of the irish winter.
i am very serious about this. i want this to happen.
thanks again everyone and im looking forward to hearing what everyone has to say, but please, please please no time wasters.
;)
thx
uummm and all you subs reading, pinch and pull your nipples for me, show me how you like it .
good :D
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well i havn't wrtin in a while, been busy :D.....i have to say i have had some really positive exeperiences, throught this site and met some really nice people too.
i think sometimes i can be too polit with people and give the wrong impression that im interested or willing to do anything :P
which is quiet true at times
if the right Dom tells me what to do the right way , i find i cant be stoped from doing what i have been told. ah ireally shouldnt write this hear, should i :D ah well
ha im such an exhibitionist, i love my web cam, ha ha so much fun and such a turn on :P
eat that you people. :P
umm im such a horney dirty bitch, so horney all the time, im insatuable
i think a 24/7 master would do me good(forefill my body damans)........ it's something to think about anyway, i wont rushinto anything. i have been asked and talked about being a live in maid for a Dom that i have had contact with for a long time now. HI :D i know your reading this :P, dirty boy, ill put you in the cage ;) Mr M........
but saying that im loving all the fun im having.
got to run
chat later
dirty trickyvicky
poke i insert a fingure up you bum
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lol hee hee these journal entries of mine are gettting longer and longer and longer.
anyway i was wondering, ive always loved the camera, family big into photography, but i was wondering if anyone had serious good advice on how to get into doing fetish modeling. or jsut info or advice that they think would be good for me. thanks all the same
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right, well today has been a interesting day i have to say. as u know if u have been reading my journal i've been sick with my period, this morning was no different. vomiting, agonisingly painful stomach cramps. im telling u guys a histerectomy is really looking good to us women during this moments. but hay i felt shit for most of the day and very very weak, even my mum kept telling me how bad i was looking, ALL DAY LONG, it REALLY incouraged me to feel well. but anyway. ive been thinking. ive decided though some of my experience with master's recently that, one i like a caring master that shows effection. i dont think i can handle a stricked master, especially if we have just met, there isn't really a trust build yet so, i think they r asking too much from me. i just wont care and walk away or just never return calls etc.
i'm a very good slave for the right master, and i know all experienced masters out there will agree, that the best of slaves can react badly to the wrong master. well ive met one. i can see other slaves working very well with him, but i dont think i can. but hay at least ive come torealise this, the other is that i need to do some doming soon.
but hay like i ssaid to a friend i think i prefer switch's as they can provide for both my sides. :D ;)
the other is that i have a big thing about over weight men. i sometimes think im shallow but then i really think about and im not, i know what i like and fat men are not one of them. i know it's a bit controdictory of me considering i aint a slim chicken but hay it makes me feel sick. it really does. physicall attraction is a big thing, if i aint attracted to someone they are sertainly not going to get me off :P it's a natural fact. saying that i know women that do like the big men ;) so theres someone out there for everyone.
:D
joy for everyone
i like older men yes but i like fit older men :P
:P
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i thought it was bad yesterday and nature just had to rear its head and kick me further down. all morning i have been stuck in bed curled in a ball hugging my tummy. i havent been able to eat properly since monday. so i ate last night and have been puking all morning from the pain and stomach cramps, etc .......so i really really really hate periods, fuck having children. i don't think i can put up with this much more :( for a person who is normally horney and happy im misreable this week. i want a cuddle :( and a hot water bottle, oh ciggerette paper too please... maybe a pain killer injection too cause i cant keep the pain killer tables down....
fuck nature
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god damn it i hate being a women sometimes. i fucking hate having the cursed monthly period :( i have a sore lower back and tummy :( can't even bend down properly it fucking sucks. i know a good shopping spreed would help but then i need to find a job first beofre i can do that. fuck it i just want to moan about having my period. i love the injection ..no periods for 3 yrs it was heavenly and it was a bonus conterception, just incase of any accidents :P but yeah i have PCOS so it aint pleasent :( lots of pain and then the high risk of not beeing able to even have children. how crule is that, every month for at least now i really mean this at least 6 dys not the normal 3 -4 dys 6-8dys for me of pure pain and then i mighten even be able to have children. if there is a god or whatever he's fucking crule and has a sadistic sence of humor when it comes to women periods, child birth, mood swings.......crule crule crule crule.
ok cool ive gotten the rant out, now i feel better except for the constant pain :(
till next time
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck suck suck fuck suck fuck suck suck suck :P oh why not fuck some more
xoxo
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last wednessday was great fun, i truly enjoied myself. i just didn't have a great week after however, which i feel have tainted the experience. but i did have fun, the person i met was very nice and we got on well, which i figured through or mail exchange. i really do enjoy meeting new people. later xoxox
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wow thank you so much for the feed back from my last jounal entry, i have recieved so much advice and support i truely appreciate it all, you all rock :D
i have to say thank you to my master jamie for allowing me to meet up with someone that i have meet here, im very excitted and hope it goes well. i promise i shall write how it goes on thrusday. we have conversed for a very long time here and i can't wait to met him in person and see if we really get on ;)
while ive been writing this i keep thinking what do i want and i really dont know. i know a few things i want to understand myself and what i need. sometimes i think i like what im doing here, meeting new people and enjoying my sexuallity safely, but then i think about dating properly and having only one person and i think i want that too, but i think the reason why i dont go down that road is because i havent had a great track record in that area. ive picked the woarst men that didn't treat me well and now im just scared of doing it again. so i dont trust myself :P how sad :( ah but then i think but i enjoy being free .....................jesus im haveing a verbal fart here, sorry.......just had to write it down thats all......... well still excited about tomowwor and i really do hope it goes well and we both have fun... well im there so he definitely will :P ;)
cocky or what :P
but then who would not love me :D
anyway thursday , keep your breaths held for my ranting :P
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i have a problem which i desperately need help with , i need to talk to another switch or dom, it is something that i just need some advice on, but it is plauging me right now and i need to sort it out quickly, before things go too far.
on another note, ive been enjoying my time here so far, ive met many different people and have found to like each as much as the other but in completly different way.
i find it hard sometimes to keep my mail in order thought. i try my best and im sorry if i forget to right back.
ive never been one for journals on line or at home, well at home there is no restricktions, but this is public, for anyone to read.
i think that is it for now. i cant think of anything else to write.
well im truely enjoying myself with Master Jamie my online master xoxox
and to martin XXXXXXX ;)
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