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Owned boy looking for a pup/brother boy for collaring. Master feels there is a place in our family for a pup and?would love to hear from different subs whom would be interested.?
If you are:
Looking for a stable home, security, and a sane Master whom will take care of you and train you?
If yes then identify as Gay, a puppy type, be Single, Relocatable, and serious.
Then you might just be right for us. Just contact me, and we can get to know one another! I promise I'm easy to talk to. We prefer smaller boys, with nice asses. Being somewhat intelligent, and affectionate is a good sign.
Hoping to hear from you subs, The Kittyboy
As for who I am, I'm a rather affectionate little kitten! I serve Master with as much heart as I can. I aim to make Master proud of me, as I have done many times before. I can get a little cheeky at times, but most of the time, I'm a giggly fag. I love to write, and spin in place, imagining things. I'm easy to get to know, and get along with. I don't talk to doms on CM, as per direction from Master, and because I'm not interested anyway. I don't see that changing, ever.
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Entry Date - 5:56 September 26, 2010
Although it seems like forever, I can still remember meeting Master.. I met him here, on Collarme. We talked for a few days, just a few days! It was my second day on Collarme and I was nervous and worried, I only knew that I wanted to have a good master. I was talking to a few Doms at the time, but when Master talked to me, I broke contact with them, and put that I was Under Consideration... We were in contact as much as we could have been. Phone, webcam (for completely serious talk, Master isn't interested in 'shows'), and IM'ing.
When we knew for sure this was what I wanted, he handled everything. He got me to the airport, he got me a plane, and he took me home. I received a training collar as soon as I got home, and after just a few weeks the one I wear now was bought, and I was so excited when I put it on. I hate to take it off, I love my collar. ^.^
I was virgin when I came home. Master took care of that quite quickly, but with care. I'm learning to be a good bottom, and to be the boy I was meant to be, the real me, not some internet shadow. Master says that I am doing really well, and that I am improving my whole outlook on life, as I'm smiling all the time.
I'm safe, cared for, and I'm an affectionate boy with a lot to give to my Master. This is home. |
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Entry Date - 12:20 PM, September 14, 2010
So far, so good. I'm still eating well, getting full nights of sleep, (more so than needed, the lazy boy I am! ^_^) and having fun just living here at my home. Most nights, and sometimes during the day, we have some absolutely wonderful playtime. I get in heat fast...
Master and I have been looking to getting me a driver's license, which has been complicated a little by the fact that I don't have the right documents. Mum, however, is being rather kind, and me and her have patched things up since I abandoned that household. ... To expand on that a little, my mum wasn't exactly ecstatic about the idea. It could have been a dangerous choice, so I ran from that house. There was a good chance that Master could have been an awful person, and that I could have ended up tied spread eagle against a wall with tons of whip marks against my back in some dungeon... I got lucky, because Master has been very good to me, and as in the last entry, always wants me happy and smiling. He is a very good Master, very caring. He is what a master should be. The sheer giddiness of losing my virginity and escaping from the old household has gone, but I'm still happy here, and still in love with my Master, which makes me know that this is where I belong.
Master has told me that he is browsing for a pet. He is looking for someone who wants some real control, which isn't something that I particularly wanted. I'm a kitten, but only because I'm cute, affectionate, and young. Not to mention a little cheeky. *Wink*
... Of course, I'm talking that I didn't particularly want control. I'm all for having a pet around, to play with all of us. We are a family, and as nothing can ever tear us apart, I have nothing to worry about. I'm not particularly excited about it, but that's only because I don't know who we're getting, and I don't know how it would all work out. A few questions pop into my head when I think about it.
Are they a furry, like I am?
If so, what kind of animal are they?..
If not, what kind of animal are they going to portray themselves as?
If they don't portray themselves as an animal, would they just be a 'human pet'? How would that work, exactly?
How involved with the pet will I be expected, or be able to get?
All of those questions would be answered in due time, whether it be when Master checks this journal entry, or when we actually get the pet. They're just sort of there.
I really don't have too much else to add in this entry, except that I am unsure as to when I might get a job, now that I'm more settled in. Most likely after I get a license, I'll throw myself at the applications, starting with the pet stores. I'm still missing World of Warcraft to some extent, but that's only when I have nothing to do. ... I have nothing else to talk of, at least not yet. As Master wishes, I shall continue to write the journal entries. I do enjoy writing, after-all. |
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Entry date - 12:28, September 08, 2010
It has been a couple of weeks now since I moved in with my Master. I moved in with him on Friday, August 20th.
... I was so nervous that first day, but I was so happy to be free from the old household that I had come from, and to finally be with my Master. He had, and still has, another sub living with him, and me and her have become great friends over the past few weeks, and I'm not sure how I would get through the day when Master is at work without her to keep me company. (I'm quite somewhat of an attention whore...) Just through the past few weeks, I've fallen in love with my Master. Fate itself has given me the opportunity to escape from my mental confines, and be me again.
He has been using the time that we have had so far for bonding, and stripping away the layers of shell that I had put up around myself to keep myself from getting hurt. I've grown to trust Master completely. There's no worries here, this is Home, and I am safe now. Nothing can hurt me, and I'm cared for, and loved. I am my Master's loyal pet, sub, and his boy, and it shall be like that for as long as life goes, that, I am confident about. I wish to never make Master angry, and I wish to please him as much as possible, and make him proud of me. He has told me, he is proud of me, as actually relocating to Master was a feat in itself. I knew what I wanted, and I knew what I needed. I took the opportunity that fate threw at me, and I'm happier than I have ever been. I'm laughing, smiling for once. ... Smiling a lot, actually.
Master has taught me that I have tons of self-worth. No single person wants to care for something that has no self respect. I belong here. I am home, with a Master that I am trying to give all of myself to. He knows I am trying hard, he has said it himself if I remember correctly. When he is happy, I am happy. When I am happy, he is happy. This is perfect for me, all he wants is for me to smile, be myself, and completely open up. I don't know how much of me is still closed off, but not much anymore.
He has asked me to keep this journal, and I am glad to. Perhaps I can meet some other subs, and talk to them about their experiences, and my own. |
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