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What am I looking for? Something so simple yet so complex...
I am naturally submissive.. Polite, respectful, a little sassy, fit, I work out regularly, and take pride in my appearance, (I expect you to also. If you dont take pride in yourself, how could you ever take pride in me?), extremely loyal, outgoing and playful yet reserved, all wrapped up with a nice sultry bow...
This is a mental thing for me. I take the aspect of the one that owns me very seriously, As he only deserves the best from his girl... Only when my mind is captured will my body follow.My ideal, is loyal, kind, caring, affectionate, has a very fine and filthy mind, a great personality and a sense of humor with a bit of an edge. Intelligent, and understanding, But has the strength and confidence in himself to take charge and be in control, when Im being testy and challenging to him... One I must respect and have absolute trust in without hesitation, in order to submit to his will completely... The one place I should feel the safest in the world and always find serenity is within his arms...
Dont expect me to jump on blindly, lets learn each other. That takes time...IM NOT EASY, Im selective. I dont fall to my knees, bare my naked soul, or my naked ass for everyone... Understand I do have a brain, but I will mold it for you... If you want my attention do something worthy of having it, but once you have it, its ALWAYS yours... Ill know Ive found the one ment for me, when I honestly feel that theres nothing he would ask of me, that Id not do.... I know hes out there somewhere.....
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Those moments of unquenchable desire, to curl around his feet and worship the ground he walks on..... "sigh" |
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Sitting at this quaint little spot; I've grown to love in the city... Enjoying the most amazing cheesecake!
I can't help but to bite my lip and smile; almost, as delicious as the man who introduced me to it, almost... <3 |
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I rarely give surface dwellers a chance; I need to search below the surface? The person inside, the mind that?s attached? You can teach me a ?few? things? Good for you! Only, I refuse to settle.
I?m not rushing it. I?m not looking for random hook-ups. I am waiting, I am searching? Searching for the one that I crave. My one true Dom, my vorfreude, the only one I seek.? The one whose mere presence demands all that I am, acquiescent to his wants. The one who will have me ripping and clawing at my edges, willingly falling to my knees, at his feet begging for him, my pleas ? lustful whispers of want, need and desire for him to devour all that I am? Since I?ve been in Colorado only one has come close. ?MY GAWD? he came so very close...
Until that day arrives. Until that time. I will kneel here, at the edge? Waiting to go in? Waiting for the one that will lead me inside his abyss? For now, here I am content. I am focused. I will learn and I will grow, waiting for when Master comes?Trying to squelch myself of the desire for that I can-not have. That craving for being bound, being set free, even if only temporary. That lovely sting of leather to subdue the brat inside. Knowing I need it. Knowing Master/Daddy will not be pleased by her actions. My fingertips are gently grazing the surface, I?m on fire, alive with trust, alive with want, alive with need? Here I wait to surrender, here I wait to serve?.? |
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That moment, when his mere presence plunged me into the deep end of my consciousness. Sent me free falling through space unlike anything ever known.
Fading in and out, grasping and clawing at my edges, so desperately trying to hold onto what he is so easily pulling away.
Every luscious sting of his belt striking my flesh that left lovely welts the morning after, every delicious touch of his hands on my body, every order, every pleasurable bite, checked me out. The awareness of everything around me dissolving, unable to focus long enough to try and comprehend, drowning in my own empty subspace... TU ME MANQUES. |
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My mind is not acquired via cockiness or pressure. Just like keeping a Sir/Daddy pleased, it takes growth and tenacity. Just because you selected "Dominate" in that little drop down box does not give you the right to come at me being an ass. Respect is earned. There's only one Dom's opinion that matters at this moment, and I'm pretty sure it isn't yours. :) |
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If he is indeed wise, He does not bid you to enter the house of his wisdom, but rather leads you to the threshold of your own mind... |
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Not much gets me wetter, then hearing the words "good girl" after I've completed a task.... |
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== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Girl/Boy
100% Submissive
88% Bondage Receiver
82% Brat
75% Experimentalist
75% Slave
63% Primal (Prey)
46% Switch
45% Voyeur
43% Primal (Predator)
41% Exhibitionist
41% Masochist
29% Bondage Giver
29% Sadist
29% Vanilla
21% Brat Tamer
16% Daddy/Mommy
16% Degradation Receiver
13% Dominant
8% Non-monogamist
3% Pervert
0% All-Rounder
0% Degradation Giver
0% Master/Mistress
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=131167 |
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