sweetmarieee

Sometimes craving something to much, is just not a good thing. The little girl in me says it is bad to think all I do and want. Of course follows guilt. Then you second guess whom you want to be. Or is this what you want. I'm not sure anymore. Not if it is making me feel less than a good person. The struggle between good and bad. I do not know. I do think I need a rest at looking for what god knows I am hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I wish I could say I am ready to be Dommed or have a Master/Dom in my life at such time. I am not so here I am just looking to get to know people.

I love to orgasm over and over again. I need a Dom that enjoys and needs this from a sub. Craves to see her gush and gets off on teasing her. I am not much into orgasm denial as I find I loose my explosive squirt out. When its there it needs to release by the magic words of a strict Man. Nowwwwwwwww CUM. One whom likes the next one to be even larger than the firt. I want to feel drained in my Doms arms. I want to love him for all he is and wants from me. Of course his pleasure is just as important.

I am so curious about the touch of a crop or flogger. What does this sensaton feel like? I suppose I am looking for trust. I want to not be scared of it. But also want to say the words with truth and freedom. When I say Yes Sir! more please Sir, and of course mean thank-you Sir oh thank-you Sir. Is that not what it truly is about. Feeling it, wanting it, doing anything for it.

I just learned, I want to be Daddy's princess. I came across the sweetest Dom profile. Inspiring to know there are Doms still out there with such class and such sweetness to a precious little girl. One day I have to believe that will be me. He is out there! I just have not met him yet.................................................smilesss

It is such a complicated online world. All are into phone or just cyber. Disappointing.............. I have been there done that. Is just time to move on to the real thing. Just is not enough for this girly.