susy

Soo.... I have a tendency to overreact. About a month ago my then best friend told me my brother was flirting with her. I said eww and she said pretty much the same thing. Then one day she randomly texts me to tell me that she was going to tell my brother that she wasnt interested in him and that was it. I said aight. A week later she tells me that my brother has been showing up at her house. I said how does he know where you live?? Apparently they had already gone on 2 dates. I told her I wasnt cool with that and explained his behavior towards women to her and how he had pulled that same stunt with another friend and then proceeded to call her a mistake. But she lives for that kind of attention. I have never asked anything of her like ever. I cautioned her about bringing so many different guys around her son but she always blew me off. My brother was the pink elephant in the room any time we hung out and a few weeks ago she went to Carlsbad and he went too. I think the fact that she was so quick to disregard our friendship really did me in. I sent her a message telling her that she was no longer welcomed in my home. Since then it has been radio silence on her part. She is nuttier than a fruit cake. Always has been. One of the reasons I have never taken her up on her offers to babysit my daughter. I tried to explain this to my family but they tell me to butt out. This is going to end badly. I told my brother he was fucking up another friendship but he didnt care either.   I literally hate her right now. and Im disgusted by him. 

So something weird happened. I went out a couple nights ago. That in it of itself was a pretty rare occurence. But anyways, at 3 in the am when  we were heading home I got a message on FB from a coworker. He asked what I was up to and for my number. I was drunk so I gave it to him. He asked me if I liked him. Which, he's a nice guy and all but he's nowhere near being my type. Although him telling me in the most round about way that he likes me makes sense now that I think about it. The last couple times we had to work together he straight up grabbed my roll and was really cool with me needing (wanting?) to dip out early.. I gave him the chance to play the whoops I was just drunk card the next day... Although last night he invited me over for drinks. Yikes! Good thing I have a built in excuse... No sitter...

I had a dream the other night where I was at a hacienda with the old top. I asked him where the gf was. He just brushed my question aside and proceded to beat the ever loving shit out of me. Left me with dark red marks all over my ass and back. I looked in a mirror and realized I had bangs. Weird. 

My major malfunction is I have long standing NSA with men. Then when I want more they dont and I get all butthurt. But, like an idiot I keep it going because I like to have sex and go stir crazy if I go for too long. (2 months, contrary to what my friends say is too long)

Thats all.