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Due to family commitments, it is unable to commit to 24/7 or relocate.
Seeking a Master who can take me beyond my current experiences and expand my limits.
. May be reached at subslavedamon@aol. Com as well for IM
can also be reached on yahoo at subslavedamon@yahoo.com
It is proud to announce that it is under consideration by MASTER D. as part of this, it has been ordered to keep a blog. This blog can be found at slavedamon.wordpress.com |
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Well, weight loss has slowed. As of this day I am down by 85 lbs. not where I wanted to be by this time. There is good news, though.
A former, and fantastic Master, allowed me to keep His collar when he dissolved His stable. Last December, I could not buckle the collar around my neck thanks to the weight gain. I tried it on last night because I was feeling a bit down from being free for so long. I was able to buckle the collar to the 2nd notch.
Also, I have dropped from size 54 waist pants to fit into size 40's as of this week. That's 14 pant sizes since December 2011. Not bad but still more to go. My goal is size 28 to 30's. Will be happy with 32's or 34's if the girth is due to built muscle not remaining fat. |
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58 total lbs lost as of 3/30/12. With each passing lb, my goal draws near and with it, my hopes to end these days as unclaimed property come closer to reality. It can not be stated with enough fervor how frustrating being without collar is and has been.
i can only hope that by some grace, a Master sees my effort and grants me His acceptance. Until then, i shall be motivated by the prospects that await and dream of days bound in servitude and submission to the will, the whim, and the pleasure of a good, strict but fair Master willing to re train what has been unowned for so long. |
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The saga continues. I have lost another 4 lbs since 3/25/12. This brings a total this month of 12 lbs. not the progress i had hoped for, but it is progress.
Now for great news. Recently i began speaking to a Master living in Tennessee. He has been extremely supportive and has been an inspiration from the first time He IM'd me. For me, as it should be for every slave, His encouragement and guidance is uplifting. When He said He was Proud of me, my spirits lifted and i felt a greater need to keep Him feeling that way. i am unable to present myself to Him formally but i can work harder and continue to report to Him, should He allow me. Hopefully this will give Him some form of pleasure and please Him even if only a tiny bit. No, i am not His, but He has taken His time to guide and mold me just through His words. i am grateful for His efforts and i will continue to accept His guidance until He no longer wishes to do so. If ever i were to meet Him, if by His grace He would honor me so, i would be hard pressed not to immediately submit completely to Him. |
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A caution to all slaves: we all need to serve. It is in our soul. That need, that burning desire that we live for keeps our chin high. We must be cautious, however. We must be careful.
Too many men claim they are Masters without understanding the lifestyle. My own experience is a tale of caution and to stress my point, I share it now.
I was owned by a man who claimed to be a Master. After my former dismissed His stable ( shortly after I was accepted), I was desperate to serve. The man who finally accepted me claimed to be a Master. With His acceptance, my life had meaning again.
One night, I arrived at a prearranged meeting late. Of course doing so invokes punishment. However, Master decided as punishment, I was to hang, upside down, tied by a single leg. He left me long enough that the tendons in my leg tore, the knee twisted and snapped in 3 places. Master then decided to "help" me walk the half mile to the hospital.
After 8 months of surgery and rehab, I can walk again. I have never seen or heard from Him since being left in the hospital. I fell into depression and inactivity. I gained 130 lbs and felt horrid about myself. Though working hard to become presentable to potential Masters but it will take a long time.
The point is, a bad Master can have far reaching consequences. Do not allow this to deter you but let it serve as a cautious tale.
As for the Masters here... Each that I have talked to have been genuine and real. Thank god there are still real Masters for us to serve. |
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As of december i have fully recovered from injuries sustained. i finally have full use of my legs and am no longer in physical theorapy. the downside, however, is the depression i went through because of incidents to which i can not go into detail about, i gained over 130 lbs. Thankfully, these last few months have proven productive and 50 of these are now lost again. another 4 to 6 months will see me back to fit and presentable shape. |
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