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I sometimes have sessions with doms- either just for fun or to see if we click. Awhile ago I had one with Ontario Dom and boy it was a doozy. I can be a big brat sometimes and a lot of time people don't know what to do with me but I can safely say I learned a lesson. I don't like pics, I've said it repeatedly and it's a sore spot for me. Unfortunately, I got much much too bratty about this point and was very very rude to Ontario Dom. He was a master at making me feel bad about it and made me realize that I was being very very rude and selfish so as punishment I had to send him some picture. I did and It was very very nerve wracking. I hated it. But he made me realize that I need to be good and that obeying is not only what I should do but enjoyable for me and the right thing for me to do :) It was satisfying and I'm happy I was put in my place for being so bratty.

Me being random. I've recently (very very recently) started to work out. I'm not obese or anything but I've been stressed, spacey, and have let myself go just a bit. My goal? To have a "fuck-me" teasing body....one that I will hopefully get to use a lot :P

I'm liking the idea of feeling like a slut/bimbo. I mean, I still like a whole bunch of other things too, but that feeling of being so....slutty. It's interesting.

Gosh, it's like I'm mastrubating constantly since I've joined this site. It's also interesting how many different types of doms there are and how many new kinks I've discovered. Yay for learning.