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	Looking for a: HOH, TIH, 1950's, DD, 24/7 long term relationship ending in marriage. I'm only interested in the BDSM play and power exchange that comes with deeply connected, committed relationships -- that's where the turn on is for me. If you want a quick hook-up, I'm not that girl.?I don't submit to anyone without first developing trust and respect?-- that is earned, not automatic. I'm not looking to play with anyone until we speak, meet for coffee, date a few times and determine if there is chemistry. I'm interested in a long-term relationship and would like to get to know someone before engaging in any BDSM activities. ? I do not like to be defined by the kinks I am interested in, and thus chose not to list them, however,?here?are a few things I like and/or want to experience and incorporate into my next relationship: ? Fisting (never tried) Knife play (I saw a great class on this online) Squirting (very fun) Role play (different scenes appeal to me) Medical play (curious--but no needles!) Breath play (want to experience various aspects) Tens unit Fire play (would like to try) ? I very much would like someone who is open to attending classes for topics you are not experienced or comfortable with. ? I receive so many emails that it's not possible for me to respond to them all in a timely manner, please be patient. ? Please be local as I cannot relocate. ? ?

Very bored for some reason lately.

Its amazing how one person can show you who you really are and give you the clarity needed to ACCEPT your inner truth. As much as I fought the notion that my innate wiring is that of a SLAVE, it is my truth. I cannot deny it. It is no accident that this person crossed my path.....just long enough to bless me with the profound discovery of what I am and then poof! Gone. I will always be grateful for this gift. The outside world cannot understand this in me and I wish I could stand in a crowd and shout my truth. How freeing that would be.

A customer at work was saying how he had such a terrible week and everything went wrong. He then followed it up by saying "At least I have a beautiful wife". She was not what most would consider beautiful, but the fact that he saw her that way and honored her in front of others was so touching. I felt my eyes well up and choked back tears. I was happy for her, but at the same time wishing for what she had. I hope she knows how lucky she is.

Amazing who does (and does not) remember your bday.

"Every storm runs out of rain" ? .....I guess that depends on where you live.

Really trying to understand the whole "switch" thing. Isn't it either who you ARE or aren't? Sounds more like role play to me. I could be wrong.

Sooo don't feel like working today. Hate this place.

Another 14 hr day.....ugh! These doubles are killin me

My kid told me to "Go on Christian Mingle" dating site to start dating! I find.it adorable yet so diametrically opposed to the reality and "this" site. Kinda funny.

I finally took a second to read another sub's profile....wow. I'm clearly not the only one not willing to subject themselves to the whims of a Dom right off the bat before some kind of relationship is formed....not to mention all the other nonsense they throw your way hoping you'll bite. FYI.... subs who are serious want a serious Dom. I think a sub's first clue is when you receive an initial email from a "Dom" with a picture of his body parts. Uh....no thanks.

It is hard to deny, that it has become apparent that what I 'want' is markedly different than what I 'need'.

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