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hello all... i am not going to fit in this box. my likes and dislikes are all i care to publish about myself on the world wide web. if you'd like to know more, please ask. i do have some pics, but they are only avaible on request.
As an additional note, i should apologize. i've gotten so many messages i simply don't have time to respond to each one individually. i take the ones who sound intelligent, who seem to be seriously looking for a mate and i concentrate on those.
i am not here to cyber, i am here to find the One who completes me... the One i can trust to handle the control i want to give Him. the One to whom i can look into His eyes and honestly say, "Everything i do, i do for You."
and yes, i need to look in your eyes, so if you can't come to me to meet at some point, then please don't expect much from me. i can be very patient, and i would like to take time to get to know you before meeting, but i need more than a computer in my life.
i have very little tolerance for bullies. i am well aware that "power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely," however, i know that some Men can handle the kind of power i want to give the One who is right for me.
if you've made it this far, then i must commend you on your patience. i know i must sound demanding, and not very submissive, but i, like many people on here, have been bombarded by fakes, phonies, and boys who can't live up to their bragging. i am hoping this will discourage them, and give me a chance to prove myself to a real Man. i consider myself to be an intelligent, strong willed woman... until i am in the presence of a truly Dominant Man... and i don't mean just in the bedroom (or bathroom, or kitchen, or in the woods)... when faced with someone i can respect, i am compelled to do whatever i can to please Him. i am naturally submissive, but i have been on my own for several years now, and have learned to take care of myself... and God help anyone who seems to threaten someone i care about. i can be fierce when pushed the right way, although i will avoid conflict if at all possible. i prefer a peaceful environment, and will fight to make our home a refuge for everyone in it... if that makes sense.
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wow, almost two years since i've been on cm. i was right, its been an interesting ride (over and over again.)
cm seems to have improved in quality in the last two years... we'll see how that holds up. but, people are strange, when you're a stranger, faces look ugly when you're alone. |
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well, my new year has started with a bang, and not in a good way. but its going to be an interesting ride... and it will keep me too busy to get into trouble. |
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i found something today during my cruising of cm that immediately struck a chord with me... it was thoughts that i've had, and didn't have the words to express it. so, thank you Pulpsmack, for allowing me to use your words to communicate my feelings...
when a man is Dominant, a woman is submissive, and the two can relate with one another as themselves, not some character of whom they think they should be, it all flows naturally. Perhaps if more people focused upon how they relate with the individual instead of memorizing their lines and looking for the director’s cue, the potential for meaningful discovery might actually become a probability instead of a possibility. Bah... madness I know. |
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this says it better than i could...
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” ~ Anais Nin |
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will be gone for the weekend-- happy birthday to me, and happy hunting to all. |
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i am a lady, a mother, and a daughter. i am a girl, a woman, and a pet. i am a country girl, and a snob. i am the girl next door, and the slut from the wrong side of the tracks. i am an open book, and a guarded fortress.
i am arrogant, artistic, blunt, caring, communicative, compassionate, compulsive, conservative, creative, cynical, demanding, devoted, direct, experienced, forgiving, giving, honest, hopeful, impulsive, insightful, intelligent, introspective, kind, liberal, long-winded, loving, loyal, naive, obsessive, open- minded, optimistic, patient, reserved, romantic, sensible, silly, stubborn, submissive, suspicious, trusting, and wary. and probaby a few more, but these are the first that pop to mind.
even though sometimes i feel like i am already in a cage, rattling the bars and screaming for my Master to come find me and set me free, there are other times when i feel like a sleeping caterpillar, enclosed and waiting for my time to awake and emerge.
they are all a part of me... none are any more or less 'true' or 'real' than any other. i am multifaceted, and how you see me depends on what perspective you look at me from, and the setting i am in... kind of like a well cut diamond. polishing some parts, and chipping away at others, i will continue to grow into an amazing jewel. i am not for everyone, and that is as it should be.
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i do hate to start out with negatives, but in the interests of your time and mine, i need to say a few things...
if you think that sex is the beginning and end of BDSM, then i am not the one for you.
if you expect me to wear a collar that you can't put around my neck yourself, then i am not the one for you. i can not comprehend the point of an "online collar."
if you think that "getting to know you" consists entirely of telling me what you want from a sub/slave, then i am not the one for you.
if you have to look up the word "dichotomy" when you ask me what i am looking for, then i am probably not the one for you. if you don't know what it means and you still don't look it up, then i am definitely not the one for you.
if you feel the need to tell people how dominant you are, then i am not the one for you. actions speak so much louder than words.
if you feel the need to refer to yourself in the third person, then i am not the one for you.
if this list intrigues you, rather than repulses you, then i may be the one for you...
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well, i did something stupid recently. i got caught up in the heat of the moment and made a newbie mistake. i knew better, and i did it anyway. i agreed to things i couldn't live up to. apparently, i still have more to learn than i thought. i think i'll be taking a break from here for a while, so i can focus on the mistake, and try to learn what i can from it. i'm sorry Sir.
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