stickbreaker

The best sex comes from the strongest connections and the absence of hangups...you're both there just to please yourselves and your partner.

I have often thought that sex without the emotional connection would be more enjoyable, but it isn't..at least not for me. Sure, at first the sight and the feel of that body excites you, but I find that if there's no mental chemistry then the physical act feels less satisfying.

Maybe I've just not met the right one. Or ones? :)

Where are you, my lovely love slave, with your warm embraces and honest joy at my return from work to unlock your chain and lead you to my bed? What are you up to at this hour? Are you wondering where I am and pleasing yourself at the same time?

I like sex. I like the pleasure of  a hard, sweaty, skin slapping fuck as I bend her over and thrust into her wetness. What I enjoy more is the delicious cruelty of depriving her of that same pleasure...and torturing her with the raging desire to fuck. I think it's not a complicated thing to want that every single night of my existence, but I think it's not easy to find that connection. The best part of it all for me, though is the mutual uncontrollable ending to the sex...a roaring orgasm that you feel building in your bones and just blanking you out for a short but delicious touch of eternity. 

I miss that.

Warning: Potentially Whiny and Irritating post!

I hate it when work interferes with my personal life. I don't get people who get consumed by work and allow it to be the be-all and end-all of their existence.

So it is with great self-loathing that I declare that work has consumed me. At least I can check messages and reply to some, but I can honestly say that work has become a constant drain on my

mental and physical resources. The scary thing is that I have to work one job for the present and the other for my  future- and I have no right to complain, since I know and have friends who are out of work.

I'm not really a workaholic and I haven't had a decent bum around period since I started working. I need a breather and I miss being online and chatting and scening and being with the person who makes your day a little easier to bear. I hope that wherever they are, they will have the patience to wait this period through. I think the biggest inspiration I keep holding onto these days is the dream of financial freedom and of being

my own boss. I just gotta keep dodging bullets and breathing steady till I get there.

Today I would like to share about my interests/hobbies and inspirations in visual art.

I am a fan of graphic art and illustration(my favorite artist is Alfons Mucha). I love reading manga (I read every chance I get) and paper books although I don't hate ebooks.

I love seinen manga (the mature classification). I've been reading Berserk, Sun Ken Rock, Vinland Saga and some shounen manga like Naruto, One Piece and Bleach.

Going back to western literature, I love the Robert E. Howard written Conan comics.

I also think Druuna is so very hot. ( Look up Morbus Gravis or Paolo Eleuterio Serpieri)

What I do to express myself:

I write fiction, primarily for my eyes only.

I draw and sketch to get better at it. I want to work on becoming a better illustrator because I am considering trying
out tattoo work.

When the inspiration strikes, I also cook. I'm focused on Philippine cuisine at the moment, but I also make a mean cheeseburger (from scratch).

Good day and happy hunting.

Bon matin a tout le monde,

I am thankful to the people here at CM who take time out of their day to reply to my posts and critique the stuff that I write up. It means a lot to me.

A little more info about myself:

I was in a monogamous straight sexual relationship for about 7 years.

We had a vanilla worklife but enjoyed sexual play a lot. We were into exhibitionism, humiliation and powerplay but never without mutual consent (of course).

We enjoyed orgasm control and rope and scarf bondage with light to medium spanking.

There are times that I miss all of that, the closeness and the connection brought by knowing that both of you are enjoying what either are looking for-the dom's freedom to direct the play and the sub's freedom to let go and accept.

Special thanks to my friend who helped me realize that there are things I need to write about to let people get to know me.

Stickbreaker

Bon matin,

Today I met some cool people and made some acquaintances. Hopefully, I'll make more friends and meet more smart people...

Feeling good about CM. Je t'attends ma soumise parfaite.

I think I am beginning to see the possibilities of fun here.

Now, off to work out and shower before suiting up for work.

Soignez vous bien,

Stickbreaker

Bonne journée,

Je suis venu ici pour me decontracter et relaxer sans peur d'etre jugé par le monde.

I was surprised to see so many wanderers like me who had been looking for something they could not find out there.

C'est une oasis, un havre veritable de l'ane.

I am looking forward to finding my perfect sub and training her to perfection,

raising her to pride within her humility, knowledge that she serves me, her Master, with heart and soul and true commitment to a mutual passion.

Finalement, je serais le Maitre parfait si tu sera la soumissante parfaite.

Happy hunting to everyone. I love this site.

Stickbreaker