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I am a sub, bi guy.

No real life experience as a sub, really just exploring it here. i am not a dom, for sure, either here or in real life. no desire to be a dom. more of a desire to be sub.

wife is not interested in the D/s lifestyle. she really doesn't even like discussing it, another reason i come here. (when she's away, of course)

Not sure who i think i'm kidding. As long as i am married and living with my wife, nothing will change much. i think i'm pretty much stuck in the life i'm living at the moment. it really kinda sucks.

No longer on skype
I have come back here after a long absence.  However, not much has changed for me.  Still tied too much to my everyday life to make much out of this place.  I do enjoy an occasional hello, maybe a brief chat now and then.  But, as frustrated as I can be at times, it doesn't seem much more than that will ever happen. 

Well, i've come to the conclusion that maybe i don't fit in here.   I'm not free enough to explore as i want nor am i brave enough to go further than maybe i should, because i'm not free.  ;)  I'm sure that made no sense at all. 

 

So, I may be leaving for good.  lol  I know i've said that before.  But really not sure there is any reason for me to stay. 

Since last I posted, I have had a couple experiences with guys in rl.  No D/s stuff, but I have had a couple experiences.  Maybe more in the future.

Summer times almost here, which means my time here is about to get very limited.  After Memorial day, I probably won't make it her much at all till mid July, when school goes back in session. 

Maybe i don't belong here.  i will probably never be able to act upon my submission desires due to being married to a "vanilla" wife, who has no interest in this lifestyle.  Unless i'm kidnapped (lol) or something, i'm destined to a "normal" life, it seems.  And, i'm not getting any younger.  So, i guess i should put my cam away and just stop in to visit here occasionally.  For the few i've chatted with, thanks.  And for all, have a good time and take care. 

Sometimes, i do wish i could just get away.

So, the vid chatrooms down for good?

Well, summer is about over, so i may be spending a little more time here.

Taking a break for a bit.  Will pop in occasionally to check mail.  But, cam is gone (broke) so i won't be hanging around in chat room.  I will try to answer any mail that comes my way.