Soulkeeper

Sept 2
Hi babe - this site continues to make it difficult for Me to write to you. The back space does not work here. Either does the cut and past. I wa tryin g before to write to you on Microsoft word and cut an paste it to here. It does not work. Each time I have been writing to you, sincev I started, I have had to use the cursor to move bak a nd correct mispellings . So, sorry babe if ther eis mispellings. I have much to say. I am very tired, so I am going to bed. Know this, hoever, hon, I want to caach your kids in whatever sport they like. talk to Me sooner than you said you wouild. I am here --------- Sir

8:42 PM

Sept 1,
yes, babe I love you and want you and all of your kids. It will take time. I know that

10:57 PM -

Fri night

Sept 1 st
some day talking to you babe. you don't know how much I miss you. you were here after all that time waiting then gone just like that. you have to know this. I knew that you were here for good and know what is the best pace for you. Trust Me. I understand what happened.
How did you make out at the drs. on friday?? I have to know. Tell Me. babe, I am writing you tonite as I promiesed I would every night. I will wtite again tommorrow, Sept 2 nd. Jim says he is happy to hear you said Hi.
I am here

10:38 PM

aug 31 st
I wonder if you have kept your appointment yesterday for your counselor. This is the number one thing youhave to do right now. you cannot afford. to NOT do this babe. This is
why I stayed on the line as you made the appointments. You have to . Call the DA. You have to. NOt just because of what happened to you, but for all the women you have already may have saved by your courage. I am proud of you babe. I am so very proud.
you are thining that on the thursaday before you left that I was jealous of you going out to dinner with Jennifer. That wan't it babe What you dont realize it is babe that I am very glad that you came to realize that you need the realtionship you do. What I was bothered by was the fact that after everthing we had - after everything we went through - after all the waiting we did. that it seemed to Me then that you couldn't care less about spendg as mcu time with Me as you could. It made Me question everything you ever said to Me. I am being honest here babe. So it wasn't jealousy. not at all.

AGAIN, AUG 31st
Am back online. I have been thinking a lot about what I say to you and how you hear it. Listen to Me - you must kmow by now that sometimes I say things and you hear them diffetently than I say them. I am not saying you are at fault. We are just used to saying and hearing things in a different way than it is siad. I know yhou know Me. I know that if you stop and think "what does Sir eally mean from Hsi heart " you know what I mean. Let Me say again, babe - I mean just hwat I say - I look at you as such a precious submissive woman. you ARE My treasure. I t doesnt matter what you choose in the future. what i isi mportant to you is first to Me.
I am here. what is going on with Cheyanne Alyssa, and Brandon?
Pardon the typos babe.

I am here.

9:43 PM

aug 29, 7 AM

Hi - I know, I know. you are thinking " He said He would write everyday, faithfully, honestly with direction and honesty and with directional love". Well, I have been. I know you havent't seen anything here for the last two days. That doesn't I havent been writing babe - what happened is that My modem from Verizon went out during a storm and I had to wait for two days for a new one to get here so I could post what I write to you everyday. ok? so don't jump to conclusions. Here they are babe. Upon thinking about whatI wrote on these days, some may just not matter anymore. I know you have been through a lot since we talked. I still need to address these things. Why? because I know, that's why and it is not your decion - sound familiar??

Aug. 29 -

My anger at tim, Tony and susan

Hi babe. - Still I wonder how y ou really are. (grins) It sounds like a line from "Twinkle Twinle Little Star", doesn't it? Iwant to talk about My anger at tim. It partially came between us. Ihave dealt with it. It doesn't do anyone any good for Me to focus on what he did to you and his reasons. you knwo those very well and will know them forever. Don't get Me wrong, hon I still cannot think very long about what he did to you, how he did it, and hi s reasons for doing it. I am focusing on the present and positive things.
I rememver what you told Me how much you want what Tony and susan have. you made Me smile so much then. It iwhat I live for babe. you also told Me how Toney treats her like a preciouis treausre - your exact words. What I want you to do is this - think "why does susan feel like that she is his preciouso treasure? How does Tony teat her like that to make her feel that way? Is it to make sureshe continiues to obey him? Of course not. Does Toney want to know every single one ooof her needs? Yes. Des he do everythin g in his power to make sure she has it? Yes. Doeshe puther needs first? loves her as his wife and slave. His wife was first, I bet. Does he have a relationship of over 20 years becausehe is selfish and doesn't care about her needs? Hell no. Just the opposite. What they have done, babe, is habve the basics of a vanilla marriage first.. trust in each other. Being genuine with each other. Bieng genuine with each other and being unselfish. They need each other because they love each other, not the other way around. What you saw there and
not want so badly isthe result of over 20 years in a relationship. I know they have had it for a long time. They and your friends in Michigan (or Chicago) should know all the truth about everything that has happened to you. - with tim, what happened in June. Everything . I feel like I am the only one who know everything about you. We arent talking right now. You are talking to them, so they HAVE to know the truth about everything. I am starting to give in-home Faux Finsishing classes again. I am advertiising in a very exclusive neighborhood with a full color advertisement Even if I only give one classe a week ( what does My kismet say??? A realist??) it will give M e $ 2,000 a month of disposable income. So if y oucome back to NJ we will easlily be able to fly back so you can visit Alyssy and Brendan on a regular basis. with no problems.
so, babe, Iwant y ou to talk to yourfriends in Chicago adn fill them in on all things. I also want you to think of Me as your Sir. Your True Sir. if we are to speak again, you are to address Me as that. It is due respect.
you have a hurrican in the south . the stars are not
out at nigh. they are stilll there. I am here. --SIR

Aug 30th .

I know I know - you are thinking "Is He really writing these things in the time He says He is"? Yes I am. Don't you ever doubt what I tell you. you know. I said a lot last night. I know sometimes I say things and you take them differently than how I meant them. Going back to what Isaid in the letter I gave you in Somerville. I thought about one comment you made abou tit being "a feel bad" letter. tonya, I now understand ( see the dogs and cats letter) what you meant by that. you are so used to to people making you feel guilty that it is habit that you feel that way when someone tells you the truth. you have nothing to feel guilty about. nothing. nothing at all. I know your heart. I have known it for a long timenow.I know who you are. y ou cannot hide it from Me. I know. babe , I know all these things I am saying may overload you. you can always come back to them. I know you have a lot to deal with. My letter was by no means a way to make you feel bad. It is all the truth.

8:49 PM

aug 28

hi babe - I wrote a long blog tonite to you but it was erased somehow. I had to reboot My computer and when I got back, the whole thing was gone. Just four things and never forget them. I wrote tonite, you NEVER have to settle for less, NEVER, third, anything is possible, and last, I am here. I will replace what was lost tontie tommorrow and write again for tommorrow too. YOUR SIR

10:26 PM

sunday aug 27

hey - I am writing later than usual tonight. I was thinking about what you said about the letter I gave you, and how you felt that I was setting expectations. I really am not hon. the only thing I want is you. that's all, you. All of you. you the way you are now you the way you were when I met you . you - your mind, body and soul. never change hon. never change
keep your appointments and stick up for yourself. keep in touch with the detectives for your own good an dfor the good of the women you have already saved from being raped. they dont know who they are and will never know. that is a wonderful thing for them to not ever know you saved them. smiles at her.
I am here

9:33 PM -

Aug 26

Hi babe - I know y ou have to do what you are doing. you have to see if he has the true heart of a Master or does not. just remember what the true heart of a Dom or Master is and means to the submissive or slave. Also remember that I tell you that Anything is possible. I will be living My life, so don't worry. I will continue to write daily as I said I would.

8:49 AM -

aug 25

Hi babe - I wrote this yesterday and am posting it today, saturday morning. I hope you are able to keep your appointment with the Dr. and Counselor. I hope you have no trouble seeing Brandon and Alyssa. Be faithful with that. I am here.

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aug 24

aug 24th

Hi babe - I did not hear from you yeterday after your hap. you said you would write as we discussed. I did write to you today, as promised but did not send it or the site address ar it's password becaue I know tim has the passowrds to your accounts. I will not jeaporize you. I did not know if he came home and found what we talking on wed. because you didn't get back to Me. I am being care for you. Know I am writing everyday. I want you to write back then delete it. I want you to let Me know how you are doing and if something happened. I will get you out of there so let Me know when you can get out. What is going on the with your meds? are youout? .If nothing happened, why didn't you write or get back to Me that day ? I am still here