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Female Switch, 22
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Male Submissive, 42, Newark, California
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Transgender Switch, 36, Hanover
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About SophiaW
Update 2-16-2012: I am back with my fiance. I am living with him. I am interested in making friends, though. I am only interested in people within driving distance because I need to get out of the apartment and do some activities. (No, I don't mean play!) I just need to make some friends, male or female it doesn't matter. It would just be nice to meet some like-minded people who live in the area. I've only lived here since September and haven't gone on any friend-making adventures so I am friendless and lonely. I'm not too afraid of saying so.
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After a lifetime of searching for the "One" - the man of my dreams since childhood - I finally found him at the age of 32. My first time to fall in love, ever. I don't fall in love easily, and after I move all the way from Indiana to move in with my fiance I catch him in the middle of tons of lies. I thought this was the man I could always look up to and adore, who had the best character in a man I had ever seen. I thought he had more integrity than most people of these times. I was sure he had the character that could make a Freemason envious!! Tonight I have been deeply hurt.
The one time I allow myself to fall in love and it ends in tears.
Are there any more men in this world who believe in 100% honesty and openness? (Were there really ever such men?) I guess I've never been good at judging a person's character until it's too late. Please, someone show me there is a real hero out there, a man of truth? Someone I can look up to, adore and cherish? To play games with, watch movies, cuddle, make love with, smile and laugh with, to be best friends and soul mates?
This man I've been dreaming of, I guess all this time I've been projecting him onto my fiance and not only has he fooled me but I've fooled myself into thinking he was my hero and superman, my guide and protector, the one man I could feel safe with and know that in his arms nothing could ever hurt me. Little did I know it would be the very man with those arms to hurt me. :(
I guess I'm back to ground zero. I've not had many relationships in my life because it takes a lot for me to open up to and trust someone... it takes a lot to feel comfortable around people. I don't think I'll ever be able to truly trust someone ever again, but I can try.
I need to meet someone new to talk to. At this point I am not in the right frame of mind so anything I get involved in is rebound... you need to know that up front. But I just need a friend, a man to talk to, preferably older - even much older. Please do me one favor, and this I ask of you - right now please don't try to get in my pants. Please respect that I am going through a tough time and even if we find ourselves in close physical proximity, please don't try to take it to the next step, i.e. sex. That can come later if anything ever becomes of a relationship.
P.S. I hate drama. Yet here I am, I am the co-star. |
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Female Dominant, 60, new york
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Transgender Submissive, 43, Berkshire
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Female Submissive, 26, dekalb, Georgia
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Male Switch, 35, lewis, Iowa
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Male Dominant, 36, Covington, Washington
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