slutserena

I am a happy sub today. Thanks to all who had wrote me and gave me advise.

Thanks because, I decided to have the strength to touch the subject again and talked to my husband, to try to let him understand not only how important this was for me, but also how much fun it could be for him.

Today, I start my new life. Today together we will travel the wonderful road towards a better, sexier, more complete life. Today we started our new life as Master and sub.

Thanks again to all of you who cared and gave me hope. Because there is nothing more rewarding than follow this path with the man you love

Yes, we have a lot to learn, but I am sure that with research and a helping hand now and then we will manage. ..

THANKS!!!

Today I found this site.

It is wonderful, specially when I am new in Florida and it is so hard to find people.

I feel alone with my desires. They eat me. They possess me. If only i wasn't so shy.  If only I could just step out and scream all this feelings. If only i could convince my husband too be my master. But no! He does not want to?

I do not understand how a man can refuse to have his wife be his slave. To use as he wishes. To have everything he wanted.  He could train me to be his perfect wife/slave/lover.  But he refuses. I do not understand why.

He says i will fall from the pedestal he has me in. I don't understand because i do not see this feelings or desire to lower me in any way. in the contrary I see i would be giving him the best of me and i'd be learning from him what he really wants.

Can somebody explain to me why is this??